bus 69 then 30 to my nanny house.
reached at 11am, left for punggol(mother's side grandma house) at about 430pm.

nanny is always loved by me.
and she cooked my favourite porriadge.
(i had it since i'm an infant.hehe).


and i become one-day nanny.
i played with sis boon li's children.
lovely yi kai and qian yi.

i didn't take photo of yi kai.
but i got hold of qian yi.




super adorable,
she sang ABC song to me.
and she let me play with her favourite elmo soft-toy.
and she play bing-pong-bing-ping games with me.

sis boon li asked if she like my accompany,
and she hugged me tighty saying that she like(:
SO CUTE LAH.

anyway, i had a slice of chicken and cheese pizza and half-of-the-shrooms-burger for dinner(:

great accompany with grandma till 8plus.
then we went home,

it's raining super heavily that i nearly got blown away by the huge gush of wind.
ha.

hugged mum tightly when walking home.
super love(:

and it's our 2years and 2months tomorrow(:
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At11:44 PM

i'm home alone.

sis is out with boyfriend.
dad and mum is at auntie's place.
boy is working.

yes, i spend my night reading story book.
read half of "it's called BREAK UP cause IT'S BROKEN".
not that me and my boy have problems,
but this book caught my eye off my book shelf.
been 2years since i last touch this book?

i start to reflect and laugh at myself for being foolish in the past.

i find this part very true.
"i just needed to know.
i needed an answer so that another few years of my life wouldn't be wasted with empty promises.
he said he couldn't make a decision right now and asked for some time.
i gave him time.
and asked him again four weeks later, and he said he still don't know.
well, that's an answer, right?
not caring enough to even think about it seems like an answer, doesn't it?
If you wanted to be with me, it would have cross your mind to think about it.
If you wanted to be with me, you'd do whaever it took to make it work.
If you wanted to be with me, you'd know.
you'd know.
For years, I thought "i don't know" and "i don't know if I can" were words that meant what they said.
But from that moment on i knew....
"i don't know" means NO.
"i don't know" means i'm too corwardly to tell you the truth because i can't deal with confrontation.
"i don't know" means please do the dirty work for me because i don't want to hurt your feelings even more than i already have."

okay, off my om to watch drama with mama.
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:06 PM

this is my 1000th post.
okay, random.

today is boy's first day of work.
awwwwww):
but lucky for him to have a sweet girlfriend(okay, don't puke after seeing this).
ha,
i woke up especially early just for him.
bought beancurd, bee hoon, you tiao, cookies(just in case he's hungry in the afternoon) and note to his house to surprise him(:
send boy to work afterwhich.

then, home to sleep.
alright, i'm a pig.
but can't help ya?
tired leh. ha.

then, met up with atiqah
chit-chat a while.
i shower her with hugs cause she's a little emo.
then surprise her with gifts.
early bdae gift lah(:

glass mug.


it says "friends.... are people whom you can share feelings with"




inside the glass, there's 19notes(:



then, i went off to meet dear xinling.
coffee bean is a nice place to chill and chit-chat(:

she bought mocha and i bought white chocolate.
i surprise her by singing bdae song while i bring a slice of cheese cake (with candle lighted up) to her(:



gave her early bdae gift.
a file with note inside.
she's totally happy lah, and that makes me happy too(:



we chat about secondary school, poly, boyfriends and lots more.
hope to catch-up again.


upon reaching home, i rest a while.
then off i go; to the park for a run.

it was a good run.
accomplishment.
i wonder if boy is a threat to me, cause i never seem to complete 2.4km run when i'm with him.
but today, it's my 2nd time finishing 2.4km(without him). ha.
timing improved from the previous, and i'm proud of it(:

yes, sleeping with mama later on.
chit-chats later will be loved, i know it(:

update soon(:
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At5:28 PM

today is great day.
i had lunch with boy, and randomly bump into Mr Neo, Mr Chong, Mr Malik, Ms Mark, Mr Chia, Mr Tai.
(:

they look different from SSM session(like duh, of course lah)
ha.
honestly speaking, i rather miss SSM.

contradiction, that makes us human ya?
we dislike doing something.
but unknowingly, when we keep doing it, we fall in love with it.
and when we finally parted(like how much we wanted it to leave in the beginning), then we start missing it.
awwww):

today is good day cause i felt better than yesterday, and of course wayyyyy better that tuesday(:

had porriadge dinner still.

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She Smiled At10:58 PM

(:

it rained this afternoon.
the nice weather almost put me to sleep.

but well, i didn't.
i manage to see the rainbow(:

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She Smiled At10:06 PM

Boy came over this afternoon.
He said he will bring me lunch.

never did i expect, he cooked lunch for me(:
total sweetness.

can feel the porriadge so sweet.
filled with love, hugs and kisses(:






watched the dvd that he brought to my house.
then he went off to meet his friends(to run bedok reservior).
now i'm a little worried cause i can hear thunder):

well, maybe i should sleep somemore.
nice weather(:

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At4:31 PM

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She Smiled At10:35 PM

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