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Monday, March 31, 2008

fast-forward..

when you don't look at the clock for time when you're occupied by things,
i tell you, time pass so very fast.
as if everything is on fast-forward mode.

this is what i experience today.
once i step into Rossi,
i update sold-out/low-stock fabrics,
and i answer phone calls after phone calls.
i got busy with stock take since it's the end of the month,
plus i keep folding and re-folding the ties until i'm satisfied.

each time i take a look a the clock,
it's either half an hour gone,
or better still an hour gone.

p/s: i off my phone from 11am till 5pm, to save battery so that i can talk to dear.


so,
after 5pm, when i on my phone(which have one battery left)
i'll keep on going into the store to see if i got any messages or phone call from dear overseas.
then, the hour and minute hand of the clock seems to be getting a rest,
cuz only the second hand move by a little.
very slowly.

gosh.
i wonder why.

spotted my two besties outside Rossi,
so i happily went out to have dinner at 515pm.
(:


it's great to have their accompany.

chatted while my mouth is full of food.
i know it's a little rude,
but i also know those two wonderful ladies wouldn't mind it.
i mean like, how would they mind it when they have seen more unglam stuff of mine.
HAHA!

love them to heaps!


back at shop,
time pass quickly and slowly at the same time.

cuz i'm busy with the new stocks of belts.
need to sort them out,
display some belts,
cut cardboard to place them into cupboard,
clean the cupboard to place those belts,
jot down all their prices.

at the same time,
i'm waiting for my dear's phone call.
he said he he would call me at 6pm today when he will be having dinner.
so every other minute, i'll search my pocket for my phone to check if he call.
cuz i don't want to miss his call.

worried and disappointed.
):
he didn't call.

wait,
and wait.
send a sms,
not enough? so send another.
wait,
and still waiting.

finally waited for his call at 9.36pm when i was on the train, on my way home.
(:

just a phone call from him.
just to hear his voice,
can make me so very happy.
though i waited for like so long?

i guess that's the power of LOVE



that boy of mine said that there wasn't a lot of balance in his Malaysian SIM card.
so most probably wouldn't contact me tomorrow.

awwww.
It's our day tomorrow.
but never mind,
i'll celebrate it happily.

a deal made with him.
he celebrate it happily in Malaysia, and enjoy my share for me.
while i celebrate it happily back in Singapore, and enjoy his share for him..

Though can't enjoy and celebrate much since i'm working,
but i'll spend more on nicer food during dinner.
(:

on of my favourite photo taken before he go Malaysia.
i like the effect!


doyouknow,
i'mmissingyousosomuch.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:54 PM

Sunday, March 30, 2008

a term called "time"..

it takes time to know someone,
it takes time to befriend someone,
it takes time to love someone,
it takes time to hate someone,
it takes time to forget someone.

it all takes time.

through time, you will know who are the ones who stand by you when you need support the most.
through time, you will know how much someone mean to you.
through time, you will know who truely loves you.
through time, you will get to know a lot of stuff.

through time.

the powerful term, "time".
it waits for no one.

havn't say "i love you" to your dear ones today?
then do it now,
cause time may refrain you from saying it the next moment.

time passes rather fast when i keep myself occupied.
but because today is sunday, the shop usually have not much customers.
so half-the-time, i'm hiding behind store to munch on sweets or to drink water or to eat snacks.
*craps, i'm gaining weight eh?
but not to the extend that my boy can't recognise me when he return from Malaysia.
No, it's not that scary.HAHA!

my tweey baby told me that she miss daddy.


i miss her daddy a lot too.
):

i wonder how is our 1month-plus old cat doing.
the cat belongs to me and hongjun.
it's my gift for him on Valentine's Day.
He bought the cat to enjoy in Malaysia.
not an actual cat though.
(:


this picture is set as my handphone as well as his handphone's display picture.
(:
love it.

time shows me that my boy is my true love.

TRUE LOVE.
lasts forever.
Thosse butterflies are replaced with a warm security blanket. Your brain gives off oxytocin, a hormone that helps your bond. It's a commitment drug that makes you want to stay together-in good times and bad.
-qouted from "seventeen magazine".


he called my handphone at 6.17pm today.
i checked my phone at 6.18pm.
i was like "OMG, i missed his call one minute ago!"
but he called back soon.
(:

yeah!
3more days to my off day.
3more days to meeting him.

i don't know how to explain a feeling that had been bothering me.
It's like, Friends are essential for survival.
but i can't deny that my boy and family are important.

i felt real bad to reject people, whom i called friends, who ask me out.
either because i was working, or that day was long preplan with my boy.
Sometimes, i just think i got poor tine management.
):

oh man, school is so much better than holidays.
though there are exams are shitty projects.
at least i get to meet my friends every week? or every day.
sigh.

let time show the power of strong friendship yeah?

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At9:14 PM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

our first day apart..

before i even go into me&my man's first day apart,
let me fill you in with details of yesterday.
yes, we spent fruitful 14hours together.
the day before he goes Malaysia.

met up at 10am in the morning.
he came over to my house.
chatted and i pass him the suitcase that i've prepared for him.

had lunch together.
bill on me.
claypot rice and tim sum was great!
(:
wanted to order roti prata too, but we decided to give it a miss.
cuz we need to save our tummy from other more yummy food!

so we went over to had MANGO ICE! at ooops, i forget the name of the bubble tea shop somewhere nearby.


it's our first time trying it.
but both of us think that it's super nice.
quite worth the money too.
$1.20 for a melt-in-your-mouth ice just when you took first slip, kind of experience.
seems like i'm doing promotion of this thingy yeah?
it's hot stuff in taiwan, if i''m not wrong.
(:

we bought waffle too.
it's WOW!
very crispy.
the chocolate just ooze out of the waffle when you bite it!
(:


fully satisified with our lunch and snacks(so to speak),
we shopped a litle while at the pasar malam at 800+ there.
then off we go to his house.

i helped him with his luggage.
OMG, i'm such good girl to help him pack can?
(:

he brought his sister's new bag overseas.
naughty him lah!
but it's rather nice.


his mum insist that he bring a pouch to put passport,handphone,money and stuff.
intially, he doesn't wants to since the pouch doesn't seems to look nice on him.
but no choice, he's a mummy's boy.
just kidding, it's just that a pouch will seriously make things easier.
(:


and i packed my suitcase into his luggage!
(:


in the process of packing up,
i have the urge to just tie him up & make sure he doesn't go overseas.
cause i really can't bear to leave him.
but of course, i didn't tie him up.

and i tried to hold back my tears.
glad that i succeeded in doing so.

not long after we finish packing,
i played PSP for his sake,
cuz he wants to make his PSP low batt.
alright, i admit i enjoyed playing bomberman in his PSP!(:

while i'm playing, that man of mine fell asleep.
damn piggy.
(:

as i see him sleep and gently kiss him,
i really hope time could just stop at that moment.
a few drops of tears were wiped away immediately then.

my dear was supposed to treat me to dinner.
but guess what?
we had dinner at his house.

cause my going-to-be mother-in-law cooked our share.
it's seriously sweet of her.

look what we got for dinner!




one word to describe this.
DELICIOUS!
(:

time passes real fast.
after watching tv and slacking for a while,
we went for a walk.

and because he felt guilty that he didn't use his money to treat me dinner,
he treat me MacDonal's Chocolate Sundae.
yeah! Our favourite dessert!
(:


chatted about O level period where we studied together at MacDonal.
the time whereby i admire him and he admire me.
But we are not yet couple at that time.
HAHA,
such interesting past.

next stop, which is also the final stop, is my house.

NO NO, before that we heeded to my house,
we met YingQi Mei.
She was so sweet to pass us donuts.


and we are so sweet to sacrfice our time to accompany her chat and send her to home.
just kidding, it's actually our honour to do so.
(:

.
.
.
.
.
.

*SCREAMS
I'm going to gain like so much weight?
Just scroll through this entry of mine and you'll find lots of pictures of FOOD!
gosh.

anyway, back at home.
it's around 10pm or so,
hence we played our Favourite Game.
Obviously, it's SCRAMBLE!

we thought it's a tough match initally since there isn't much space to expand of words.


yet as we played along and either gave up,
we realise that this is the BEST match we had.

reason is simple,
we are ONLY left with 3tiles when both of us combine.


Quite hard to imagine we could achieve such Fabulous results.
*i wonder if it's possible to be left with zero tiles.(:

we parted at a few minutes after 12midnight.
i cried straight away after i close the door on him.
oh man,
i'm so emotional.
)':

come today,
he said he wish to meet me when i gave him a morning call.
though i'm in pyjamas,i agreed since he's meeting me right at my doorstep.

he passed me a note and a small tweety(which i gave him on his 16th birthday in Year 2006).
He asked me to look after the tweety for him when he's away.
*silly him, but i love the silly him.

hugged and kissed goodbye.
and we left each other with red eyes.
red eyes cause tears uncontrollably rolled down the moment both of us said those 3 powerful words.

sms aggressively(as in reply was as fast as the wind) before he step into Malaysia.
He said he would try to get SIM card once he's in Malaysia, so that he could still be in contact with me.
(:

so the whole of today was waiting.
waiting for my handphone to vibrate and recieve sms from him.
and he finally smsed me using his Malaysia SIM card at 6.21pm.
*happy till i jump over the moon.HAHA.

i replied his msg.
and waited for his reply.

and just one cycle took BILLION YEARS an hour?

so we smsed a little and decided to stop,
so as to save msg for tomorrow.
yeah-ness.
(:

right!
i can FINALLY disclose what's inside the suitcase,
since the suitcase is already in his hands.



It's a note.

Okay, since it's not as clear, let's zoom in further.



inside the note,
it's just some mushy wording.
so yup, jus leave this unsaid yeah?

beneath the note are SWEETS!

a total of 75 sweets is inside.
15per day.
10 for him,
and 5 for him to use to make his 5friends' day.
1 sweet per friend per day.
HAHA!

i hope he'll think of the sweet me when he eat the sweet..
i know he's missing me at every moment like how i'm missing him.

of course, there's stuff underneath all those sweets.
(:
there's stars and a book.

unfold each start and there you go, another hidden message.
(:

a total of 12stars.
3stars per day.
one for morning, one for afternoon and one for night.
only for 29th march, 30th march, 31st march and 2nd april.

none of 1st april, cause it's our 15months together.
so of course, there must be more than simply stars.
must be something special.

a book.
a handmade book.

(perhaps, i shall blog more about the book on 1st april itself?)

hooray.
each passing hour means that we're one hour closer to meeting each other.
and 24hours had passed.
(:

"how do you prove that you love huimin?
i'll use my whole life to prove it."
-let this sweet reply accompany me through my remaindinglonely5 lonely4 days.

wow,
it's such LONG post.

yes, tomorrow will be a fast day.
hopefully.

i'll always be with you, in your heart.
signing off-huiminz


i know i'm no alone holding this heart.
(:

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She Smiled At11:53 PM


the feelings in my heart..

it's hard to say "goodbye".
but i just said it.

couldn't image what life would be for me on 29th, 30th, 31st of march and 1st, 2nd of april.
when he's in malaysia.

this time round, we broke our record of longest time of not meeting.
it's more than 5 bloody days,
more than 120 sickening hours,
more than 7200 slow minutes,
and more than i-don't-wish-to-know-the-huge-number of seconds.

alright.
he meant more than a boyfriend to me.
he's my drug.

i think i will cry my eyes out when he goes NS in a few years time.
oh man.

i miss him already,
):

photos up soon, in next entry i guess.
just another photo-less post for now.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At12:20 AM

Thursday, March 27, 2008

a little slow,

how can i forget to blog about this?

this is not the first time that i wish to blog about something, yet was taken away by another thing to blog about.
HAHA!

mum got people to fix my computer already.
my computer really got virus.
so the person reformat it.
that was on tuesday.

and Ms Aw Yan Ling accompany me during my dinner break a few days back.
oh, it was tueday AGAIN!
super sweet of my bestie.
(:

that's my tuesday for you.

wednesday.
what happen yesterday?
oh yes, breakfast(kaya toast set) treat was on my boss.

never heard from this brand, till i got to work in millenia walk.
HAHA!


it doesn't seems nice from the photo,
but kaya&butter toast was great!
(:


personally, i always prefer milo to coffee.
moreover, this coffee is super duper errrrr(dunno how to desribe).
don't really like it though,
but it's seems to be drugs to my boss&collegue,
they must drink it EVERYDAY!

so
nothing much happen today,
just that i nearly fall down.
and i bump onto my injured leg.
and cut paper-cut on my last finger.
and i was sick last night.

and i already blogged about today, havnt i?
(:

oh yes.
i was maligned by that Mr Lee Hong Jun last friday.
which was Good Friday, for your information.

That guy of mine thought that i would surprise him at his door step,
since he got paper work to do at home.
but i didn't.
so i was named not-so-sweet-wife.

Little did he know that, i was actually preparing this for him.


Yes, a "suitcase" for him to bring overseas on 29th to Malaysia.

Shall post more photos about what is inside another day,
perhaps on 29th?
cuz i don't want him to know what is inside, even before i gave him the "suitcase".

Lee Hong Jun.
Now, am i not-so-sweet-wife?
(:

OFF tomorrow.
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At11:41 PM


awwww man..

woke up shivering.
midnight.
broke out with cold sweat.
terrible headache from 3am till 630am.
felt real horrible when sleeping becomes a chore.
panadol doesn't seems to be of help.

somehow, i managed to catch some sleep till 715am.

i felt slightly better today.
i still thought of going to work.
even though it meant suffering a little for 10hours.

because the worst scenerio that i ever wanted happened.

it's my off day tomorrow.
and it really don't reflect well if i didn't go work today.

parents presuad me to see doctor.
plus they strongly agree that i shouldn't go to work today.

decided not to let my parents worry.
so i went to polyclinic to check my illnesses out.

i wouldn't complain a bit about waiting.
that's the kind of service in polyclinic, isn't it?

but..
i felt like screaming at the doctor.
loathe his attitude.
i don't know how i manage to hold my breathe for that 10min in the consultation room.

alright.
leave polyclinic exactly 2hours when i first arrived there.

gotten a mc.
inform my boss.
and heeded back home.

i need to rest.
super tired.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At12:44 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

loved on weekends, and unlucky monday.

feel like scolding someone*.
all "thanks" to her that my thumbdrive may be infected with virus.
and i suppose it had already been infected with virus.

scanned my thumbdrive yesterday, hoping to remove virus if there is any.
but now, it seems like my computer had got the virus too?
because i can't switch on my computer now.

i'm using my sister computer currently.

"great job.".
seriously, i don't feel like scolding someone* now,
cuz i feel like slapping, boxing, punching, pinching her.
ARGH!

let's pray that my computer wouldn't get virus.
if not money will be needed for repairment.
i seriously hate this.
it's like totally NOT my fault, yet i am suppose to pay(if there's really virus).
all thanks to her like what i said.

-okay, enough of her* in my entry-

well, i love saturday!
(:
i returned my teban place custome to the shop,
and i got my paycheck!
DAMN HAPPY.

and that very day, i had a very loved dinner cooked by mummy.
she woke up so early just to cook for me, so that i can bring it to work and have it for dinner.
words can't express how much love i felt.
<33>

and on sunday.
oh that's yesterday.
well, had mac big breakfast.
for breakfast(obviously),but it's my early lunch too.
(:

daddy drive me to work,
and off my family goes, to welcome my auntie back from cruise.
too bad, i miss another family gathering.
well, when you gain something, you'll lose another.
thats life?

dear fetched me from work.
sweet him put one bar of chocolate in my bag,
he was on clouds as he thought i didn't know about this "surprise",
but little did he know that his darling was so attentive.
HEHE!
(:

but the sweet stuff ended off with the last piece of chocolate.

somehow, we talked about some topics.
and we forget to put ourselves in each others' shoes,
causing us to say things that might hurt the other party.
tears was unavoidable.
terrible feelings.

it was really rare for us to have conflicts,
(i forget when was the last time, other than yesterday of course).

i'm seriously glad we resolve the conflict TOGETHER.
and i believe we've grown up a little more?
HAHA!

dear, no matter what.
i'll never leave you alone.
(:
don't leave me alone too.

today was a working day.
a fast yet slow 10hours of working day.

nothing much to talk about for today.
just that i bought mac fries for that greedy dear of mine.
(:

love the way he eat.
love the way he smile.
love the way he look into my eye.
just love every single thing about him.

oh man.
i'm still angry about my computer!
damn it.

i better be off my sister computer.

tuesday, wednesday, thursday.
3more days to my OFF day, friday!
(:

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At11:56 PM

Friday, March 21, 2008

good friday..

ROSSI is closed for the day.
heard from some that this was a last minute decision.
anyway, happy since i'm off for another day.

woke up later than usual,
not much later compared to dear.
=x

slack.

dear came over my house.
(:


had family dinner without sister, since she's off to friend's chalet.
mummy's cooked food is YUMMY.
cuz there's my favourite soup and ham and fish and prawns.
(:

after dinner, mummy was glued to the my computer.
she's watching "romantic princess" series online.
(:
yeah, she's IN!

as for me and dear, we played our favourite game again!
SCRIBLE!

this pattern is so nice.
so many holes in between,
look carefully!


but we didn't break the previous record of fewest letters left after combining.
):


the pattern for the second round was nice too.
it was supposingly DONE and GONE, but we added the letter, "R", to form two more words, OR and ARE.
okay, sounds complicated.


this time,
we left even more letters.
=x


afterall, it's a great day today.
actually every off day from work is great.
HAHA!

somehow felt so bad to reject people when they ask me out, cuz i'm working.
):

on a lighter note, boss might allow me to join dear at his work place since dear need help this coming april.
but it's not comfirmed yet.

off i go to watch TV with my mummy and dear now.
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At8:58 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

sweetness..

strawberry dipped with home-made chocolate fondue was yummy.
okay.
sounds a little wrong, it was not really home-made.

perhaps i should phrase it like:
strawberry dipped with chocolate fondue(that was made using chocolate chips and own household equipment) was yummy.

indeed.

a few days ago(i forget when),
mummy and sister and me was trying out this:


yes.
of course not as nice as swensens or some other shop,

but still, it taste nice.
cuz i could taste the effort as well.
(:

and know what?
i cut those stawberries!


prove that i cut okay?
(:
though it doesn't have my face in it.
HAHA!

then, i arrange it into nice shape, can?
ta-da!


i love doing things with my family.

alright.
let's talk about these few days.

WORK!
well, actually nothing much to talk about.

just that, some people still havn't seems to learn to appreciate me since i left the other time.
same old sickening attitude,
same old pick-ups on me.

perhaps, i should just let it past.
there are bound to be conflicts and misunderstandings created during work.

i should be positive.

and i accompany dear to hospital for check-up today.
after which, movie and dinner.
great quality time spend with him.
(:
love it this way.

till the next post..

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:37 PM

Sunday, March 16, 2008

the ending..

my sundays would usually be spend with either family or hongjun.
it would continue to be the same.
it would not be the same any more, starting from this coming week since i'm working.

so i guess the next family gathering will be 13april.
this is pretty short long duration.

okay!
spend my lovely afternoon with hongjun at my house.
we watched vcd.
and played checkers(in which he won.)
and we played scramble!
and we got addicted to it.
we continue playing it for a few rounds.


this is the fewest letters we left with.


and he sent me to work.
my last day at teban place.


we took the mrt.
and on the way there, hongjun lie on my shoulders cuz he was just too tired.


that gesture makes me really touched, cuz though tired, he still sent me to work!
but also because of this gesture, i saw a couple pin-pointing at our direction.
reason is that usually ladies would lie on gentlemen shoulder and not the other way round.


but who cares?
(:

met daddy at clementi and we had dinner together!
claypot chicken and curry chicken seriously make me drool.
hais. i can cant enjoy such food at my work place, starting from tomorrow.

daddy sent me us to teban place.
and shooooo, within a short period of time, all prizes are gone!
(:

i really enjoy seeing the smile on those kids while they play bowling.
it's something so precious and rare.
hongjun, let's have kids in a few years down the road after we get married.HAHA!

it was confirm that i'll be reporting to ROSSI for work tomorrow at 11am.
awwww.
somehow, i don't feel like working.
):
can i?

never mind,
huimin JIAYOUS!
only 10hours per day.
and that means 240hours to go till 12april!

to have the taste of love..
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At12:07 PM

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hui min(:

she's a simple yet complicated girl.
someone whom is easily contented and appreciate to be appreciated.

(:

because i believe....


~"Regret" is the most foolish word in the dictionary,
don't you agree?

~"A failure that is fatal is
NOT when you try and fail
BUT when you fail to try"

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~life is beautiful yet short,
so live life to the fullest.
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