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Thursday, June 30, 2005

monitress

yeha.. congratulation, li ping..i believe euu can do a good job as a monitress de... yeah, jia you..

felt so tired today... dragged my leg(cuz too tired to life it up) to the bathroom the first thing in the morning... *yawns*-haiz, not enough sleep again.. but nvm la, tmr is the last day of the week... yeah, hip hip hooray.. but time really flies, soon it will be OBS.. getting so excited.. dunno who is in the same group as me...
"for the moment i meet euu, i knew euu would be mine..."
was listening to mr ong's blog music.. so nice, so sweet.... oh, i'm in love with this song...
that's why i'm by ur side.. that's why i love euu...."-parts of lyrics

mr ang.. some kind of miss him... i mean his lessons... i rather have lessons den to do homework, or should i phrase it and say classwork..?? lol, anyway it doesnt matter....

pe.. height and weight taking... haiz, mr koh.. mr koh.. why does he have the "same pattern" as mrs may quek... say we prefer to do maths work.. we are quiet..?? yeah, 3e3 IS a quite class.. but at times, noisy too... haha... 3e3, adding some colours in my life.. yeah..

read a passage today during chinese lesson.. talk about some things in life would never cum back anymore...true leh.. haiz, once euu miss it, there might not be a scond chance...

going to buy emaths ten years series later.. at the popular bookshop.. cuz big bookshop and sch bokshop never sell this... hope to get this book soon so tat i can do my hmwk.. haiz...

wat a tiring day today...
*wat a close wan..not again the second time yiqin sabo me le*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:14 PM

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

relief

the only word to describe my feeling is relief... *lucky, lucky me..* yeah, we manage to "retrive" our mtv project diskette... hump, will be CAREFUL the next time... yeah, very careful...

sat wif yan ling today as mary wanna sit wif pei shan.. so change change here, change change there la...(sorry ar, mr ong...) den we were all so tired today.. seems like everyone didnt sleep well last nitez..*yawn lots..* mmmm, den chemistry finally nvr go lab le... wohoo, in class.. no need walk here walk there le.. good good good... haha...
physics.. i MUST pass my physics by end of year..i am determine to do so...
*laugh lots today..* haha, thanks ying qi.. mei mei.. haha.. thanks, i will try to be happy.. like today.. yeah...

mtv project.. last group to present.. and the only group that didnt print out the stuffs... used cmputer instead..."lonely, i am so lonely.."-mr ong kind of whistle this tune after our group presents.. perhaps, he like this song too... hope this project can be a sucessful one... storyboard... guess our group is the only one group that everyone done a copy, others on total have one.. but ours have five.. weird weird ar.. haha..

"happy birthday to euu..."- to someone very special to me.... had a wonderful day today..??(hope so..) happy birthday....

*all i can say is i'm relief... wat a close shave...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:22 PM

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

second time

second time i blog today.. so seldom of me...
(please bear with me, this entry is more on my sadness.... my feelings...)
i.. i am speachless...
i dunno wat to say anymore after so many things...

*i am at the edge of the mountain, but........ who cares..??*

things made me felt the pain.. the mentally pain.. it's like stabbing onto my heart when it already have so many scars.. i felt hurt.. truefully, hurt... i guess that's the word to use..
~rain, please cum...... and wash away my tears.....~ :'(

is there really no turning point...?? there couldnt be.. unless one refuse to see it... there WILL be a turning point de... i BELIEVE there is...

feeeling so lost.. feeling so vexed when i knew that the mtv prject thingy was left in sch.. i was like.."stupid me.."

i hate the start of this term......

"i dun wanna noe anymore hurting facts...
i dun wan to hear them at all....................."

She Smiled At11:17 PM


deep trouble

i'm in deep deep trouble..*please,please.. dun let anyone touch tat computer ever since i touch it... please dun let my nitezmare cum true-lost the mtv project diskette...* i knew i'm responsible for it.. i knew it.. if it's lsot, let me do the whole thing all over again, i promise... by hook or by crook...~expecting for the worst to come..~

having emaths and amaths lessons indirectly.. very indirectly.. mr ang jus gave us tons and tons of work, it was like.. he wasnt here but it is as though the same.... homework.. more and more... anti-homework now.. haha...

i jus cant get myself to smile.. so many things happen..

*i wish upon the stars........*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:55 PM

Monday, June 27, 2005

everything...

geography mind-map, learn geography defination to prepare test on thursday, learn social studies on the conflict thingy because miss chew is gooing to go through tomorrow, do finish amaths work given today cause have to had it in tomorrow, chemistry worksheet.......

oh, that's the amount of workload given today... and today is just the FIRST day in school.. i cant imagine the remaining days.. i guess i must get used to this soon..
read aloysius' blog and he stated that there isnt much time left till end-year... i agree, dont euu..?? it may seems a long way but.............. soon, we will be taking the end-year paper... we have no time to lose.. jia you ba, everyone..

mtv project.. yeah, i guess it was quite a success... stella, thanks for the praising me, yeah... haha, let's work towards our goal.. hope we wil have a fun time and hope everything turn out smoothly... happy working together..

pei shan and mary: thanks for the little token.. i like it lots... thanks for regarding me as part of zhu family... haha,i knew we had quarelling before and euu are right, it strengthen out frenzhip.. frenz 4eva..
li hin, yan ling, shye fern: thanks for the gifts from china.. thanks for remebering me... smilez lots..
mr khiat: today, i felt that something/someone is amiss... i think and think and finally i realise that euu are missing..missing euu lots...

*all i want is to hold euu tight, treat euu right, be wif euu day and night...*
~lonley, i am so lonely.. i have nobody~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:31 PM

Sunday, June 26, 2005

tmr...

tmr the day.. the day that bring light and hope... but also may be the day that symbolise trouble... well, i dunno..
*hope everything turn out smoothly...*
mr khiat: thanks for those encouraging words... miss euu so much...

yesterday:had lots of fun with my family members... i really smile throughout..

today:well practicaly spent my day in my auntie's house.. played with my cousin the whole day long... watch 3 movie in total.. wahahaha, i gain it... (lol..)

~i have prepared for the worst..(we will have to face the reality sooner or later)~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:30 PM

Saturday, June 25, 2005

going out..

gone out today...
oops, going out to my gangma hse le..
blog more tmr..

*everything is going smooth..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:41 PM

Friday, June 24, 2005

yeah

com ar com...luckily is not euu sick ar is the doctir give wrong informationa ar..scare me man.. haha... i will take good care of euu de... everyday must feed euu drink eight glasses of water..lol..

watch "a lot like love" today.. with my two buddies... cheryl and claudia.. both start with C.. haha.. had a great time today... wanted to take neoprint but the two Cs' dont wan.. den forget it lor, perhaps another time...

was looking through my neoprints and realise that they are all very special to me..
stickers:
one is taken with my grandma, sister and i....(yeah, we love grandma)
another is dianna, xuan hui, aloysius, boon soom, cheryl, yiru and me(wohoo, 1e2,03' rocks)
together we pose...valerie, claudia, ngin ying, julian and meeee...(say cheesezz..2e3,04' rocks too)
gether, gether... julian, wan ying,ngin ying and i..(nice nice...)
9 years of friendship will never be replace... yoz, cheryl and i(weheeeee...)
jasmine, jia and minz(yeah, one is my godsis, another is real sis.. sister forever)
queen elizabeth and maiden minz..(lol.. haha..smilez..)
latest neoprint:yan ling, ying qi and me(look so sweet.. yeah, cheeze...)
cards:
yiru and i...(taken on feb 27 2004..yeah, frenz 4ever)
cheryl and me(the flame of our friendship will never go off..)
crystal frienship.. since sec 1... bariah and me...(cutie galz)
ning ying and aii(first time take neoprint.. i mean card de.. haha...pose...)
jie mei(yoz.. minz and jiaz... dolphin love.. haha.... love ya 4eva)
one whole family, me, daddy,mummy and mei...(i'll be there.. forever..)

special people had special place in my heart... i will never forget every single friendship...

*all i wan is to hold euu tight, treat euu right.. be wif euu day and night..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:58 PM



http://jyss1999.tripod.com/3jy05.htm
this is the website to the latest information from mr ang... please check it out..

one more news: the school is going to start at 7:15 again instead of 7:oo.. *please take note*
http://www.junyuansec.moe.edu.sg/SchSchedule/T3n4_schedule/Sec3timetable.htm
click on this if you wan to double confirm... thanks..

was at claudia's hse when i'm typing this..well, that's because my computer is "sick".. haiz, goign to "cure" it soon.. going to call it's "family doctor" to see it immediately... i guess tonitez ba..
so i will not be blogging for the next few days cuz my com is down.. dont miss my blog entry(lol)...

haha, was sleeping late nowadays... must sleep early le.. or i will not be able to get up when sch reopen... hahax..
yan ling.. yan ling blogskin is sooo nice... hehe, all thanks to darly tan han boon.. yeah... haha, cool pictures and great pose.. haha.. china, china trip.. yeah..(too bad, i didnt get to go..)

~i dunno wat to say...~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:38 PM

Wednesday, June 22, 2005


http://schools.moe.edu.sg/jyss/SchSchedule/T3n4_schedule/Sec3timetable.htm
this website is the website to the new timetable... guys, please click on that and get the latest copy of timetable.. thanks..

hmwk... yeah, finish all.. was browsing through my work when i found out that there are a lot of blanks.. oh my, hope i dont have to do lots of corrections..

mmm, thanks mr jae for giving me comment.. the message "death cant solve the problem" is out for everyone... i'm jus stating the fact... i read an email and inside it states that a gal die because her ex-boyfriend had another girlfriend.. she cant take it so she killed herself... another incident is that a gal is pregnant.. the guy also promise that after they come out of boy's and girl's home.. they will get married... but, the girl jus cant take it and killed herself...
this is why i say "death cant solve the problem".. do you all agree with me...??

nth much to blog today... jus too tired..
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:34 PM

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

yesterdayz and todayz

yeaterday..
mmm, let's see... my sister and i gave my daddy a belated father's day treat.. yeah, of course treat my mummy too.. haha, went all the way to city hall wor.. jus for a meal.. haha..

today..
went out wif my frenz.. had a great time wor.. we went to bugis.. shop shop.. eat eat.. look look..(lol) den we even went to pray in the temple.. cuz today is the 15th(in chinese calender) haha..
bought some stuff for my "mei mei"(dunno she agree not).. haha.. hope she like the gift.. went to take neoprint too... so nice(except for me :'(....) haha... i really did enjoy myself..

*death wouldnt solve the problem..*
"euu need to trust others if euu wan others to trust euu... but most importantly, euu need to be someone that can be trusted..."

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:25 PM

Monday, June 20, 2005

genting

"blood.. blood..".. oh there is blood stains on the shirt.. as well as the skirt.. my, my. my cousin's nose is bleeding.. well, that's because some inconsiderate pple knock onto her... WITHOUT even saying a single sorry.. hump, she's in the wrong and yet didnt apologise...

JACOB.. yeah, he went genting on the 16 and came back on the 18... he's second day stay there was my first day... yoz, saw him when we line up for the indoor roller coaster... he was wearing black top and jeans.. he look quite.. erm, dunno what word to use.. haha...

the whether there was cool... very breezy... i was playing the game "spinner" and the wind was like blowing against my face... very fun... woosh, luckily my 8 years old cousin is tall enough to play the "flying dragon".. it was some kind of roller coaster but wasnt that scary... after tat went to play "sungai flame ride".. it was similar to the "wet and wild" in escape(s'pore de) haha, i got myself all wet.. my shoes and socks got wet too... mmmm, soon, we hop onto the "train".. entittled "gold mine ride".. haha, it was quite dark and eery inside... but it was quite a fun and fast ride.. not long, we played the roller coaster which include two 360 degree turn.. the name is... erm, if i not wrong, it's "corkscrew".. what a thrilling ride... mmm, what else..?? oh yeah, we played the flying coaster... it was fun.. we took some photos there..."pirate train" was the next event... it was about the "ghost"..but, it wasnt scary afterall... we went to the "snow world" where it was -5 degree inside.. it was freezing cold.. we played the slide and we throw snow balls... haha, it was really cool inside... we didnt get to play the "space shot".. cuz it was too scary for us.. haha.. oh ya, we found ourselves soon in one of the "cubic" in the ferris wheel.. well, it was dizzy... cuz we get to spin for 10 whole rounds before it actually stopped.. haha, giddy too...

after that, we manage to ride a pony... it was so fun and ticklish.. we keep on lauging non stop...

hump, not much harvest this trip.. didnt bought anything back to s'pore... spent money on chewing gums and local product..

"junyuan a place we can turn to........" my sister and i sang that in the bus... we miss school..?? nope.. we dont even wish to step into the school.. haha... but didnt know why we sang that.. and the funny thing is that our cousin even gave us a green card(meaning that we pass in the show "superstar").. haha.. we sang a lots of song because there was a terrible traffic jam.. for about 2 hours..?? ya, if i'm not wrong..

yeah, i really had lots of fun there... k la, will blog bout today and tomorrow, tomorrow.. lol, sound funny huh.. haha...

*memories is enough..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:31 PM

Thursday, June 16, 2005

soon

in another 7 hours and 35 minutes time,i would be in the bus.. the bus that would bring me to genting.. a brighter day where no word such as "troubles" exist in my dictionary.. no more,from tmr onwards.. yeah, i'm so excited...

wohoo, dun miss me too much wor..(ooops, i'm too bhb.. who would miss me.. haha..)

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:24 PM


tmr..

the BIG day... wow, cant imagine the fun i'm gonna have in genting.. will not blog till i come home.. and that would be sunday afternoon, or nitez..*i cant wait till tmr..*
i guess i will stop here.. jus a short entry today..

*everything is gonna be fine..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:50 PM

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

sufferings

forgive and forget..?? this applies to everyone.. like this, life would be more meaningful,isnt it..

the song we chosen really suits the theme of our project..?? well, i'm jus wondering...
*hoping everything to be fine..*
i was jus having some reflection on the project meeting just now, and i realise that the song some king of suits me...i dunno, perhaps.. i think too much..
reflection is good... cuz we can improve..?? yeah, i think so too..

yipee... the day after tomorrow would be the day.. the day i should.. or should i say i must..?? anyway, i should/must throw away all my troubles and just enjoy the few days in genting.... yess, i must...

homework..?? haiz, dun care about that first.. need to take a break before i have mental outbreak.. haha...

*i cried behind the smiling mask that i wear..*
i noe it's hard to let go.. but i am left with no choice.. letting go is the best way out...

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:28 PM

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

lyrics of the song sometimes by britney spears

lyrics of the song sometimes by britney spears

You tell me you're in love with me
That you can't take your pretty eyes away from me
It's not that I don't want to stay
But everytime you come to close I move away
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Because it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
There's things about me you just have to know

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby all I need is time

I d'ont wanna be so shy, uh-uh
Everytime I am alone I wonder why
Hope that you will wait for me
You see that, you're the only one for me
I wanna believe in everything that you say
Cause it sounds so good
But if you really want me, move it slow
Theres things about me, you just have to know

Sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
All I really want is to hold you tight
Treat you right, be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is time

Just hang around and you'll see
There's nowhere ill ever be
If you love me, trust in me
The way that I trust in you

Oh, yeah

Sometimes I run (sometimes)
sometimes I hide
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight (hold ya tight)
Treat you right, be with you day and night (day and night)

Sometimes I run
sometimes I hide (sometimes)
Sometimes I'm scared of you
But all I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night (day and night)
All I really want is to hold you tight treat you right,
Be with you day and night
Baby, all I need is timeā€¦

She Smiled At4:33 PM


silence

in another 3 days' time... i can den enjoy myself.. but firstly i got to finish all my homwork.. currently i still left amaths chpt 8a and 8b... jia you wor...

nth much to blog.. got to carry on doing my amaths sums...

sometimes, all i need is silence...~peace~

death is NOT the only way out...

"i smile because i realise euu..."
*forgive and forget...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:21 PM

Monday, June 13, 2005

nth else

was getting more and more tired.. with work, work and more WORK.. cant really stand it...

*was getting excited about going overseas in 4 days time...*
*was getting excited for the OBS camp..*

movies
hump, get to watch "soni of the mask" and "bloody mary"...
*keke*, was laughing from the start of the show to the end while watching "son of the mask".. i was sooo funny...
"bloody mary"is a horror show.. that will NEVER be shown in s'pore.. well, my uncle said that it is too scary.. and lots of BAD words... anyway, those are pirated discs...~hush... shhhh...~ it was real scary man... with the killing and the way the pple were killed were disgusting..

grouping
well, had "meeting" with my new group members in school today.. to discuss the song of the MTV and stuffs like tat.. my new group members are stella, shye fern, zul and hwee ing..

missing euu..
i miss the old good times we had together.. i miss the pervious grouping.. with mary and ning en.. that was the first time we get into groups..
*we cant turn back time.. but i'm sure the feelings is true..*

miss 2e3 lots... suddenly felt that 2e3 had left a memorable past for me...
2e3,04' rocks..
"all the love we made can never be earse and
i promise euu that euu will never be replaced.."-lyrics of never be replaced by 1st ladi..

i guess i will blog more tmr...
*wishing all the endings to be like those in the fairy tale... so peaceful and beautiful... nice ending..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:39 PM

Sunday, June 12, 2005

remember

bath with my cousin today...[they force me to...] ooops, i forget to mention my sister too....anyway, it was fun man..playing with water.. splash, SPLASH... cool man... had been a long time ever since i had bath with them.. there they go.. cute man.. one of them is called CINDY and another called CELINE... *i wanna hug them tightly and never let them go... they are sooo cute..*

ooops, BAD news... didnt manage to complete one chpt of amaths.. *sobz* but luckily.. i counted the number of chpts left and the days left beofre i heed off to genting.. hump, so i needed to complete one chpt of amaths within two days.. erm, meaning i still have tmr to complete chpt 7... wohoo, jia you wor..

~no movement... for the time being... NO more..~

*i wanted to shout out loud.. my problems... i wanna throw them into the deep blue sea... hoping no one would ever find it again....*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:10 PM

Saturday, June 11, 2005

tat hurts

sometimes, things dun turn out the way euu wan it to be...

"some comments are constuctive and sincere, while some are hurting and meant to hurt.. those who hurts, ignore them as only frenz who are not true will do tat.. ignorance can be a powerful weapon to deal with bad comments at times.."

come on, NO one is PERFECT.. everyone have strength and weaknesses.. let me stress again: NO ONE IS PERFECT... sometimes euu just have to look into the mirror and reflect on urself first before euu give others comments.. have some self reflection and put urself in others' shoe..
dun start scolding others using STRONG words cuz it's sure to hurt...


today, gonna have a tiring day.. cuz i'm going to my grandma house... to "play" with my cousin.. however i still need to complete another chpt of amaths..will blog more tomorrow...

*thanks for ur advice.. i knew euu have more experiences than me.. thanks..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:36 AM

Friday, June 10, 2005

painful...

ouch... my shoulders are painful.. when i woke up in the morning, i am moaning in pain... my, my... should be sun burn ba..oh ya, not when i woke up in the moring is in the afternoon.. i told euu, i sleep for 12+ hours.. *keke*.. only manage towake up at 12:34.. so exact man...

another chpt of AMATHS completed..4 more chpts to go, jia you... *keke*
read a lot of blog entries today and realise that i lot of pple havnt even start their homewok.. "jiayou wor.."

getting more and more tired.. hoping that everything is fine..
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:18 PM


knowledge

what have i learnt from my frenz blog entry about their trip to china..??

well, because of the fact i didnt went to china, i got to read 3 other frenz (those who went to china) blog entry and blog about what i have leant..

firstly, from li hin blog entry.. i found a lot of pictures that she had taken... wohoo, nice scenery.. i realise that care and concern from frenz is very important.. without these, li hin wouldnt have feel much better after the 3rd day spent in china..one funny thing from her blog entry is that she say it is rather hot in Tiananmen Square..i have always thought that the whether there should be cool and cold... perhaps, i'm wrong..
"The tour guide was very patient with us although we were late for our next stop ..i really appreciated his thoughtfulness for singing in the bus for us..."-by li hin..
hump, just by this sentence i realise and learnt that china pple could be friendly too... i used to have a bad impression of the china pple cuz they are proud(i have experience that before) but li hin's entry prove me wrong...

secondly, from ning en blog entry..
"went to Tiananmen Square, we took very close attention to our bags and so on, heard that there are a lot of pick pockets.. "-by ning en..
from this, i learnt that singapore is a much safer place to live in... cuz of the security... unlike in china, there are a lot of pick pockets...
i also realise that the food there wasnt very pleasent yet they have to eat it every morning spent in the hotel...oh gosh... how did they survive..?
oh yeah, realise that boys can bargin too... *keke*

last of all, from yan ling blog entry..
"trafic was chaos there.. when we went out of the airport, and when we cross the road, no cars stops at the zebra crossing.."-by yan ling..
my god, i guess there would be a lot of accident happen in china ba.. how dangerous...
"the kettle provided was dirty!! hais.... the heater or rather the metal was rusty liao then they still dun wan to change it.."-by yan ling..
oh how unhygience the place is... how lucky we are, to be born in s'pore... isnt it..??

after all three entry..(actually, i didnt read their only.. i still read a lot of them..*keke*)
i found out that they didnt regret going to china and had a great time there... they have all meet new buddy/ frenz in china.... (same as wat i did the pervious time i went to china in primary 5.. my buddy and i still keep in contact wor..)

k la, guess will blog about daily life at nitez...
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:53 PM

Thursday, June 09, 2005

fun..

xin ling, zhi ning, julian, hong jun, jin guan, zuan zhe...
thanks for giving me such wonderful memories today.. thanks for all the fun today at jurong and bugis..i LOVE the swimming, the movie "Mr and Mrs Smith" a lot... as well as the jokes, fun and laughter too... i can FEEL the strong love, care and concern.. thanks..
went out at about 8+ and return at 8+ too.. haha... went swimming till 2+ den continue our "journey" to bugis to catch a movie... all i can say about the threate in bugis is "WOW".. it was real big man.. and the seat was wohoo... comfortable..

WORK..?? working tomorrow.. sorry mrs lek and auntie ann... i cant help out tmr.. i really need to complete my homwork as soon as possible.. moreover, there's no way i can wake up at 7 tmr.. *keke* i guess i need at least a 12-hour sleep.. meaning if i sleep at 11 today.. i will only wake up at 11... *lol* hump, thinking about that.. i thought the company say yesterday was my last day..?? hump, fancy calling me back again huh... NO WAY.. i'm just too tired to do so... *ooops,i actually reject money... haha*

i need to get started.. will be going overseas next friday... thus, i need to do FINISH my homwork by next thursay.. so that after i return from my holiday overseas, i just need to brush up on my weaker subjects.. oops, it means that starting from tmr..i have exactly 7 days.. i week..to complete my remaning 5 chpt of AMATHS...
"huiminz, jia you wor..you CAN do it de... BELIEVE in urself..you WILL make it to the end.."

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:03 PM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

todayz

just recieve dianna's email.. erm, need to read three other pple's blog(those who went to china) and blog about what i have learnt from their trip since i didnt went there...oops, i read them before.. and it was more than three.. guess i have to re-read them... i guess tmr, or the day after tmr..

hump, last day of work.. wohoo, enjoy myself lots.. caught myself laughing for no reason today..*haha* anyway, i left amaths homwork...

***i didnt mean it, really... i didnt expect this to happen.. i just want to show some care and concern to those that had a place in my heart.. having in contact with me, doesnt mean that she dont wanna be frenz with any anymore..i'm really guilty.. i didnt wanna "break" this friendship between you two..***
~vexed~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:38 PM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

todayz

went to catch a movie today.."monster-in-law".. keke, it was not a bad movie after all...quite funny and touching in the end.. didnt expected this kind of ending.. and one SICKENING thing.. that really irritate me... the couple sitting in front of me was KISSING.. yes, KISSING.. oh my, it was in public man.. den n the middle of the show, they KISS again... STUPID.. they disturb me man... luckily, a short while later, they change place.. but i was kind of SUPRISE.. can they change place..?? anyway, i felt BETTER this way.. at least there would be some kissing scenes that block my way... *i am jus being lame..*

tomorrow.. i cant wait for tomorrow... tommorow would be the last working day during the holidays.. wouldn't it be GREAT..?? however, we still have tons of HOMEWORK... i guess... no no no,not i guess, is i MUST do finish my HOMEWORK by next thursay.. my short term goal..??

suddenly, miss ya so much.. i wonder how is life in sp... are you getting used to it..??I REALLY MISS YA...

*there are some things in life that are needed to be felt and not said..*

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:11 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005

life..

yan ling: besta frenz, yoz... thanks.. if i wanna cry, i will look for ya de... you will be there for me de hor??(haha..) hump, something upset me.. but it was partly my fault too.. i dunno.. will tell you in person one day, kkz..? yan ling, smth bothering ya..?? tel me, kkz..? find one day...

*not all things will turn out the way you wan it....*

yeah, wed.. i wan wed to cum right now.. *keke..* cuz wed is my last day of working for the holidays.. i'm real tired man.. half to take an hour journey to macpherson, my working place.. other than this, i have to kanna scolding all day man.. it is really very tiring..
homwork.. still left tins of them.. stil have amaths ten yrs series... i guess 5 more chpt to go... haiz, other than this, i still have chemistry ten yrs series to be complete... and lots more..

was looking forward to school reopen.. wanted to sit beside the cute gal.. guess, guess who..?? hump, not only one wor... it's two wor.. one on my right, one on my left... on my right, there is a cutie gal called lala.. stella chan.. in the same group as me.. on my right, we have yan ling.. erm, but maybe mary...not sure... close to them all...*yan ling, are ya blushing..? my cutie gal..?*
ooops, i guess ur are not mine.. haha...i am just being lame..haha..

*when you give everything and pin hopes on someone, you dun expect anything in return..*
"for example, if you treat her as your besta frenz.. she might not treat you as one.. but it's okay.. be content that the feeling grow in your heart... if she treats you the same, cherish this friendship.."

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:45 PM

Sunday, June 05, 2005

tired...

nth much to blog today.. was rather upset last nitez.. *sob..* well, dun wanna mention that anymore... haiz, tmr still have to work..
k la.. i will stop here..real tired man..
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:34 PM

Saturday, June 04, 2005

about..

"hello.. good morning.. this is hui min from mindpower innovation.. we are also the publisher of the news digest.. are you mr/mrs ***...? we are having some holiday programme for your child, ***,and we were just wondering if you are interested.. erm, for further details, why not i send a brochure to you to let you have a look..? can i have your email address please..?thanks..."
this is wat i have to say every call i made.. i was tough man.. to keep on repeating wat i have said.. and some parents even scolded me... :(.. perhaps they are not in a good mood ba..

anyway, enough of working... i went to a condo.. a show flat at simei.. WOW, i mean it was really VERY beautiful.. my ideal, dream house..?? let's wait til i can afford it... haha.. went there and had seen 4 condo.. with the view of swimming pool... and it was really great man... i guess my uncle is buying one of those.. wohoo, by then.. mmm, ok.. dun let my imangination run again.. haha...

was getting excited over the OBS camp.. i guess it would be fun.. hope to be with some of my close frenz... OBS camp...oh, i guess it would be very tiring.. i mean the life there.. haha...

i think i will stop here... nitez...
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:43 PM

Friday, June 03, 2005

todayz

realise that i need more rest...*yawn* i will be working tmr.. haiz, need to wake up at 7a.m..wow, that's early man...
went for choir today.. didnt expect li hin to cum.. but she did...
li hin, take care of urself wor.. drink more water and have plenty rest, kkz...?
was happy to see yan ling and li hin... they are the first two people that i meant upon cuming back to s'pore.. yoz, actually yan ling is the first wan.. cuz meet up with her first...
yoz, gave wan ying her birthday present.. keke, though her birthday is still long.. but i doubt that i will see her agai untill sch reopen...
ya, talking bout choir... we have a new choir instructor..called mr jason ong..yup, mr JASON ONG.. same name, same sirname as our mr jae in our school... but havnt met him yet.. today had a choir workshop and mr james lee was our instuctor for the day... "you guys need to open your mouth like this... it is like kissing.."omg, he actually said this..kissing..? oh oh, den he go on to say how we should open our mouth to sing.. so is he teaching us how to kiss..?(:x)
hump, there is a new committte group form.. i mean in choir.. then, my name is written on the board..*sob sob* didnt wan to be a committe.. now i'm a sectional leader for sop.. nope, for alto i mean.. the teacher la, change our session le.. he didnt hear our singing one by one but he just mx sop and alto together..now,i'm in alto le... yup, li hin and yan ling also part of the new committe.. *yan ling, sorry wor.. didnt mean to drag ya in.. dun angry huh...? forgive me, kkz..?*

hump, wat should i say now..? let me talk about.. about... nope, dun wanna mention homework again.. how about my job..? erm, let's see.. my job... aiya,dun wan la... so sick of the job so dun wanna mention this...nvm, will blog more tmr...

*i realise that you are one of my BEST-EST frenz....*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:13 PM

Thursday, June 02, 2005

yipee

hip hip hooray.. hip hip HOORAY.. HIP HIP HOORAY.. they are FINALLY back in s'pore.. wohoo, upon arriving s'pore....julian was the first one to call me.. ning en was the first to comment in my blog.. li hin was the first to tag in my tag board.. yan ling was the first one to sms me.. sze ying was the first one to talk to me online... and lots more.. keke, getting excited..

was rather tired tday cuz went to work.. yup, you hear me right.. WORK.. at my auntie's frenz company.. hate the job man.. i woke up at 7 just to get ready and i need to be at the interchange at 8 cuz the journey take ONE WHOLE HOUR to get to the place..my my, i dose off in bus after work.. ionly manage to earn 20 odd dollars and i have to tolerate so many things.. so many nagging and scolding.. i didnt wanted to continue further but i have no choice cuz i need to finish my pile of work cuz dun wanna leave to others to clear up my mess.... haiz, need to work half day from 9a.m to 1p.m on saturday... wohoo, tomorrow.. there is a choir practice.. wonder will we get scolding again...

read a lot of blog entries and yan ling's entry was super long.. and it is to be continue wor..wow, so LONG.. haha.. den so glad to see so many comments and so many pple tagging..*keke, iwas blushing while reading ning en, li hin and yan ling's comment.. and sze ying, yan ling and li hin's tagging too..* i really miss you guys a lot man... teh 6 days seems to be eternity.. erm, perhaps shorter.. maybe about 6 million years...? haha..(:x)..

hump... so much homework.. amaths, emaths, chemistry, social studies.. oh, it's so sickening.. it spoilt my holiday mood.. but luckily not all of them..

*yawn..* after a day's working, i felt so tired... wanted to slp.. *yawn*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:16 PM

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

wohoo....

suddenly, i felt so left out.. *dun ask me why cuz i dunno...* i felt that i'm alone.... back to my own self... pple tend to keep a distance from me and they seems to have things keeping away from me..wierd wierd feelings occur... i guess there is only me, myself and i..other seems to use those kind of "yan shen" to look at me.. as if i'm a monster or watever.. hate this man... i know, i know that i must try to like myself but...... gosh, i wonder when i can made it...
missing them.. was counting the number of hours left when they return to s'pore.. from 24 hours to 23 hours to.................................currently, 7 hours.. they will be taking the flight back to s'pore in an hour time.. wohoo, my my.. time flies, isnt it..? *sob sob* wanted to give the pple returning to s'pore a big welcome but.... i cant made my way to the airport.. i knew my mum wouldnt allow... even if she allows, my dad would object too.. so, what's the difference..?
hate this two days, yesterday and today...
li hin, i miss ur company....
yan ling, i miss ur comment and ur blog entries...*keke*
sze ying, i miss ur blog entries..
shye fern, i miss chatting wif ya...
shenny, i miss ur laughter..
jia wenz, i miss ur "wenz"(not used to it.. cuz mr ong never call "wenz"..~sorry, jus kidding~)
ning en, i miss ur smilez..

julian, i miss chatting with ya...

actually,i miss all of them... (nt possible to write out all 20 odd names, isnt it..? i just simply miss them all)..
"by then..."
*so excited..i guess they must be at the china airport, waiting to aboard the flight in an hour time*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:30 PM

THAT GIRL

hui min(:

she's a simple yet complicated girl.
someone whom is easily contented and appreciate to be appreciated.

(:

because i believe....


~"Regret" is the most foolish word in the dictionary,
don't you agree?

~"A failure that is fatal is
NOT when you try and fail
BUT when you fail to try"

~I rather be sane accepting it
than be insane not accepting it.

~life is beautiful yet short,
so live life to the fullest.
smile(:

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