HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HONG JUN.
had a mini party for hongjun.
it was held at jinguan's house.
well, i guess it must have been a memorable day for hongjun.
hope he like the gift from me.
=)

tomorrow marks the end of year 2006.
everything is coming to an end.
i'm referring to those bad stuff especially.

daddy and mummy, i'm missing you all.

this holiday seems kind of short.
or was it because i'm too busy.
=x

browsing for blogskins.
found one.
but have error on page.
sigh.
in searching for another better one.
=)

[sometimes we took things for granted.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:34 PM

my sister was using the computer yesterday.
so i didnt have a chance to go online and to blog.

went to beach yesterday.
with my dearest frenz, claudia.
we had great fun.
we went around writing stuff on the sand and taking photos of our work.
we sat on ROCK 13 and chatted about a lot of stuff.
personal stuff.=p
the breeze was cool. the sky was beautiful.

by the beach.
leaving footprints in the sand.
writing on the sand and taking photos of them.
feeling the breeze while we were on the rock.
hearing the sound of waves.
viewing the clear blue sky.
how wonderful it is to be.
a MEMORABLE day.

today.
went out with yanling.
though the weather had dampen our mood.
but we still entertain each other with jokes.
=)
we chatted about everything.
though this "outing" wasnt very organise.
but i had a sense of belonging.

i'm so blessed with so many frenz around me.

was sick.
oh my, wat a time.
sch is gonna reopen soon and now, i fall sick.
gosh.
pple out there, please take care of your health.=)

these few days, my eyes are stuck on the television.
was totally into a korean show: LOVERS IN PARIS.
a touching love triangle story.

it seems t have quiet down.
everything is back to normal?

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:36 PM

was dead tired yesterday.
didnt went online yesterday, so didnt get the chance to blog.
anyway, it was sort of a family gathering.
we went to temple and went to shop around.
had a GREAT lunch.

acapella group practise.
one last one today before we faced the choir tomorrow.
it wasnt a great one though.
perhaps, we are still holding on to the "holiday" mood,
not wanting to return to the reality[sch will start in another few more days]
sigh.

recieve a christmas gift from rebecca.
a pair of ear rings.
=)

went to gym with yanling, lihin, victor, rebecca, kelly, wanny and amanda.
it was after choir.
i had a great time, i guess they had too.

there seems to be endless stories to tell.

i found out something.
i really love singing.
though it wasnt really nice.
but i enjoy it.
[it's not the result that matters the most, it's the experience that counts.]

i guess i had regonise the wrong person.
i'm no longer the huimin i know.
where had the true me went?
sigh.

[crying in the rain]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:18 PM

it was just another normal weekend for me.
did nothing much today.
went grandma house like the past years.
but this year, was a rather boring one.
the adults gamble, and childen find their own entertainment.
gosh, i was so bored that i wrote stories[composition].

christmas exchange gift.
the laughter of my cousins brought upon my happiness.
they were so cute and adorable when they smile.=)

suppose to go gym with foongmei, yanling and yingqi tomorrow.
but mummy was planning to bring me to the temple.
a long time ever since i visit there.
so.. sry my dearest 3 frenz.
going to pray before school starts.

another week before holiday ends.
a pretty fast week i guess.
it's going to be the end of year 2005.
another 2 more choir practises to go.

YEAR 2006 IS AWAITING US.
a brand new year ahead.

i guess i'm gonna change my blogskin pretty soon.
this was my style.
a new term= a new blogskin=a new start.

may this holiday season be filled with lots of love and warmth.
MERRY CHRISTMAS to all.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:25 PM

CHRISTMAS GIFT.
a box of chocolate from yanling and yingqi.
a hug from mummy.
a lot of christmas greetings.
=)

went out to act as "santa".
to give out christmas presents.
=p
hope they love it.
it's the thoughts that counts.

recieve a present from jackson.
a belated birthday present.
cuz whenever he was free and wanted to ask me out to give me gift, i wasnt free.
so delay till today.
this present can also be counted as christmas gift.
=)

within a few days, a lot of things happen.
i guess i'm in search of my old self.

everything ended.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:32 AM

i asked perfection.
i want everything to be prefect.

had a terrible headache today.
dunno what's wrong with me.
drank lots of water.

christmas is just round the corner.
going to give presents?
gonna get to see my cute COUSINS on christmas day.=)

nothing much happen today.
just ate the cookie victor gave yesterday.
it tasted great.
the cookie was a christmas gift from him.
oh, how sweet he is to give every choir member in acapella group one cookie each.

everyday is a new start?

having a countdown to christmas.

sigh, on the other hand, i dun wish to reopen so soon.

_wrong impression_
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:53 PM

had bbq today.
choir acapella group.
it was great.
though it was drizzling, but we still manage to bbq.

everything ended yesterday.

just a short entry.
not in mood to say anything more.

blog more tomorrow.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:26 PM

i didnt blog yesterday cuz i wasnt feeling too well.
well, i had nothing much to blog about yesterday too.
nothing special.
had a nap to cure my headache, tat's all.
nothing much.

today.
went out with cheryl, dianna, xuan hui, yiru and dianna's cousin, weixuan.
had a great time with them.
took neoprints with dianna.
cute shots. great people.

now,
i just want to apologise to dianna.
dianna: sorry wor. it all started from me. if not, all these wouldnt have happen. i'm really sorry.

[i changed? NOPE. i didnt change, it was you who have changed.
now i know the true side of you.]

maybe everything shouldnt have started.

what's if i'm gone forever?

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:19 PM

"reunion 6.3"
we wrote this on the soft sand.
took photos as a whole[those who went] with those writings.

iqmalia. marriza. amirah. nurlina. erin. wei ting. rebecca. pei shan, yvon. huimin.
fartiz. jackson. geng kai. ye hui. aloysius. yi qin. winstar. chun kiat. christopher.
10 gals and 9 guys.
19 turned out in total.

went to the beach instead of movies.
cuz there arnt any movies suitable.
just gather around and played games.
had forfiet too. STUPID ones, of course.
went walking on the sand, feeling the breeze and stepping into the cold water.

the moments we spent.
though at times, we didnt spoke much.
but this gathering is VERY meaningful to me.
memories are always beautiful.

the lunch at kfc.
the beach.
the sound of waves.
the feel of breeze.
the footprints left on the sand.
the feel of the cold water.
the photos we took.

here, i want to apologise to those 18 people.[excluding me].
sorry that it didnt turn out VERY well. cuz plan didnt really work out.
sorry.

to me, to get to see the old familiar faces is already a success.
it would be BETTER if the whole class+ mrs chin can make it.
perhaps, another time.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ERIN.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIZHUANG.

was chatting with dianna through the phone.
dianna, thanks for always being there for me.
you are one of my best-est frenz.
take care gal, love ya lots.

[let everything be the past.
i cant believe this. how can this be?
it wasnt like before.
truth always hurt.]

and i know it myself.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:41 PM

had become a baby-sitter after i went to JB with my family.
was looking after my cousin.
some kind of responsible for her.
as everyone have a "partner"
those small kids[my cousins] will be with an adult.
some of the adults will look after the elderly.[grandmother]

didnt really shop much there.
was rushing throughout.
reason being: because we catch two movie. 1 of them took 2.5 hours. another one ended for 3 hours. some kind of waste time in the cinema. but the tickets were rather cheap.
-RM10 for 1 movie ticket-

watched:
"NARNIA.-the lion, the witch and the wardrobe." [havnt shown in s'pore]
and
"KING KONG" [the best selling movie tickets at the moment]

two GREAT movies. both movies had sudden scenes.
both were touching towards the end.
=)

there were 15 people.
and there were 3 rooms.
so uncle alex, auntie jess, mummy, jia and i shared a room.
the couple sleep together on a bed, whereas we three squeeze onto the other bed.
the room was rather spacious.
it was rather noisy as the room was near to the main road.
lots of distraction which make us lose sleep.
however, we were too tired to think about anything else.

this trip was a WONDERFUL one.
=)

upon coming back, i felt rather tired.
i MISS my bed and my pillow. =x

hope everything turns out to be fine tomorrow.
6/3 gathering.
=)
weather gd- going to beach to cycle, play games and chat.
weather bad-going to shop, watch movie and chat.

[CHRISTMAS is just round the corner..]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:46 PM

choir today.
tired.
learn new dance steps.
yea, finally everyone contribute.
love THIS attitude.
=)
with mr ong around, everything just seems to be in place.
*smiling from ear to ear.*

planning stuffs.
=)
seems to be going on smoothly.
*hope nothing goes wrong on that day*

was tired today.
*yawns*

going to JB tomorrow.
staying overnight for one day.
-a change of atmosphere?-

[everything. everyone involve.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:11 PM

"i can wait no more.
i want to hold you tight.
until i feel the traces of time that appear in your winkles.
until i know you are real.
until i am collapsed.
just for you, i'm willing to stay in one place just to look at you.
until i feel the traces of snow that appear in your hairlines.
until my eyes become blurred.
until my breath stops.
let us stay with each other.

suppose i have to leave behind the whole world,
at least there is you i still want to treasure.
and your presence here is a miracle of life.
maybe i must forget about the whole world,
i am unwilling to lose track of you.
the mole in your palm, i often know where it is"

-a translation of the lyrics of a chinese song

i watched the show last episode for a few times already.
however, my tears still drop uncontrollably.
the show is really touching.
or am i too emotional?

passed dianna a present today.
a birthday present.
hope she likes it.
saw julian on the way to interchange.
he was going to meet dianna too.
coincidence.

made a decision.
felt more relax than ever.
i suppose it to be a good choice made.

-life is a matter of choices-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIJIA.

[tomorrow will be a better start]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:59 PM

family outing.
went to suntec city today.
saw my two little cute cousin.
they were so... CUTE..=)

had a great time today.
but i was yawning throughout.

was having conference yesterday.
and actually one of the member feel asleep.
i didnt know how, when we were all so noisy.
=p

my heart is confuse.
i didnt know what i want.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIANNA.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:39 PM

felt real tired today.
i wonder why?
didnt have the energy to go on further.

was yawning throughout the whole choir practise.
sigh. why cant pple just have a little more initiative?
is it so difficult to keep their negative comments to themselves when they havnt contribute anything?
wateva. dun wish to talk about these unhappy stuff anymore.

was planning about a lot of stuff..
not sure if all of them is gonna be a success or not.

was watching the channel 8, 9pm show.
some kind of feelings arouse inside me.
i put myself in the gal shoes and felt heartache.
sigh, the show seems to reflect my life.

i'm missing lots of people now.
how i wish school can reopen.

-tchaikovsky rawks-
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:33 PM

how do you pronouce "aeox flux"?
oh gosh.
i didnt know how to pronouce that.
went to watch that movie with 3 great buddy.
they are yanling,wanying and yingqi.
i was the one who make a fool out of myself, i went to buy the tickets.
can you imagine tat? i went to bought tickets when i cant pronouce the movie tittle.
=x

had a rather fun time with them.
yanling and yingqi even went to pierce their ear.
*clap clap..*
so brave of them.=)

having choir tomorrow.
hope to complete the dance steps.

wanying,yanling: take care wor. must drink lots of water and prepare a whole lot of tissue wor.=D
yingqi: mei, today go out with three "sick cats", you must be careful not to be one of them wor.=p

today is the 12th of december.
[i'm waiting. i guess. this time waiting for no outcome.]

_empty promises_
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:14 PM

emotional.
yes, i admit that i am a very emotional gal.
tears just dropped uncontrollably when i watched a show.
it was real touching man.

i do admit i'm still childish in some ways.
but i found out that the way i handle things had matured.
this is one thing i'm satify with.
=)

daddy was busy drilling holes and wateva.
he was trying to get my cupboard done as soon as possible.
=)

suprise.
yan ling called me today.
the same purpose as wan ying.
to show me care and concern. to ask me to get well soon.
well, actually i wanted to call yan ling too.
but she was much faster than i.
[this isnt excuses.=p ]

another few more weeks to sch reopen..
am i happy? or am i not?
hmm, i wanted sch never to open, bcuz it means that we stil have some time to o's.
but on the other hand, i wanted sch to reopen soon, so that i can meet my frenz once again.

sometimes, life is like a show.
so dramatic.
but the ending wouldnt always be like the fairy tale.
happily ever after.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:01 AM

had a headache yesterday.
was alright today.

chatted on the phone with wan ying yesterday.
about a lot of stuff.
she really knows me inside out.
almost about everything about me, sometimes even more than i do.
she is really a great frenz to me.

chatted with aloysius today.
he was a great accompany to be with.
oh my, how did such coincidence happen?
i wanted to give him a call yesterday but was too sick to do so.
and today, he actually called.
=)
a great guy.

shall blog more tomorrow.
=)

[i just wanna shout one more time.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:06 PM

went playing badminton today.
with the choir members.
not all but about 15 pple or so.

had a fun time with them.
we even had matches.
those groups that lost had to do forfeit.
me and candy was a team.
we played against huizhuang and peishan.
they won.
our forfeit was.. arrr.. to tell the guys at the sports hall that they are handsome.
had a great time with candy.
my best partner.=p


was chatting with mary online.
ooops.=x
i didnt send her bdae regards via sms.
know why? cuz i thought she was overseas.
but now i realise smthing, she was going overseas next week not the first week of december.
=x
havnt meet up with her during the holidays.
some kind of miss her laughter.
shall meet her when sch reopen.
my best zhu frenz.=)

a real tired day.
i guess i will slp early today.
i GUESS.
=p

[you never know..]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:59 PM

"why do fools fall in love?"
the song we sang today.
sigh.
thought about dance steps.
working real hard this time.

just a simple entry today.
nothing much to say.
or rather, i dun wish to say more.

everything seems so sudden.

missing juvone.
my primary school frenz.

nothing left. memories?
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:33 PM

beach.
the footprints we made.
took photos when we were on the beach.
one of those hearts i drew on the sand.
another one of those flower that yingqi drew beside my heartshape.
i even took a photo of the writings: "minz... qi.. 1314".
another wonderful photo i took was another writing: "shan, minz, qi.. frenz 4eva.."

initally, i was only me and yingqi going out.
after which, peishan joined in.

my day was great with yingqi's accompany.
she is always there for me.
qi: no matter what happens, i want you to know that i'm always there for you. i'll lend you my listening ear and my shoulders if you need them. anyway, wanna let you tat you are always someone special in my heart. huggies.

from ying qi, i realise tat, yes, no one is perfect.
but i'm not even close to one.
i'm way behind.

wan ying is finally back from malaysia.
i got lots to tell her, but dunno where to start.
i was missing her and i thought she will only be back tomorrow.
i guess i got the dates wrong, she was back today.

suddenly, i missed yan ling quite a lot.
seems like we havnt meet up other than those choir sections.
we both have our own schedule.
sigh.
the lucky thing is that we stil chat through phone.

cheryl. claudia.
lost in contact during holidays?
yupyup.
as i recalled those times we had during recess, i sms them. telling them that they arnt forgotten.

maybe sch reopening is a good thing.
at least i spent more time with my best frenz.

best frenz is close to heart regardless of distance.

[you seems to change.
or am i the one who have changed?
what on earth had happen?]

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:01 AM

{guilty.
it's all my fault?
why must you push all the blame on me?
what exactly did i do wrong?
i already ask you all to go ahead, but you all insist on waiting for me.
now, i cant make it and this is wat i get.}

choir schedule.
tight.
2 practises per week.
singing "a cappella" is real difficult.
sigh.
we needa brush up on notes and work on steps and so on.
sometimes,we even need to meet up to 3 practises per week.
CHOIR IS COMPULSORY.
every member's presence affect the practise we planned.
every practise is important for our next CCA fair.

almost 1/3 of my december holidays is booked due to choir.[practise make perfect.]
another 1/3 is spent with family.[mostly saturdays and sundays.]
sigh. the other 1/3 is left for frenz.[lots of them is gathering..]

how good if this holiday is longer.
i have never felt so busy in my life during holidays.
not even this november holidays.
why is december schedule so packed?

{why cant you put yourself in my shoes?
why must you make me feel more guily?
why dont you tell me what you will do if you are in my position.}

sorry.
i cant be perfect.

[pushing all the blame onto me]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:03 PM

went out with bariah.
so far, the only malay gal whom i'm so close with in my secondary school life.
i recalled syazwana, my close malay frenz in primary school.
oh, how i missed her.

as i was saying,
i had a great time with bariah.
we chatted about a lot of stuff.
went window-shopping.
and taste lots of good food together.
today was simply great, with her accompany.

christmas is round the corner.
everybody's schedule is packed?
well, maybe saving money to but some stuff.

came across a blogkin.
rather beautiful.
but i guess i would only put it up when i'm free.
cuz there are lots to do, with those WEIRD LOOKING codes.

imagine yourself and the one you love.
walking on the beach.
leaving footprints in the sand.
feeling the cold breeze.
and hearing the water waves.
even got to see the beautiful sunset.
oh, how nice would it be.

missing two great pple.
but the bonding remains.
FAMILY.
daddy and mummy.

[time wouldnt wait for us.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:47 PM

once again,
silence.

me alone in the quiet room.
sister is staying overnight at grandma house.
seems like she's running everywhere, didnt stay put at home.
without her company, life is once again, quiet.

violence.
i really hate violence.
why do people have a thinking that with violence, they will have power.
it's nt true at all.
problems cant be settled using violence.
instead, the situation will become worst.
argh. i just hate these.
[confidential case]

had a weird dream.
well, i cant really see who i dreamt of.
can i go back to the same dream?
-laugh out loud-

maybe i need a break.
i knew my limits.
i'm thinking too much.
i need a rest?

"friends are close to heart regardless of distance."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:38 PM

didnt blog yesterday as i spent my night at my uncle house.
air-conditional.
cool.=)
the view there was great.
could see the swimming pool below.

celebrate my cousin's birthday in advance, today.
had ice-cream cake. which cost quite a lot.
yummy. some sort of buffet. lots of food.
hmmm,since when did i seems to be so greedy?

anyway, i become the baby-sitter for the day.
looked after 3-years-old jerald, went around feeding him.
even had to look after tammy, damian and kieron.
went round and round playing and looking after them.
gosh, since when was i paid to look after kids?

went swimming in the pool too.
wow, fanastic atmosphere.
long time ever since i last went swimming.=)

had a great time there.
hmm, i wonder when will i be able to afford a condo as i looked around the surroundings..

[sigh.
i dun wanna promise.
cuz i dun wanna break them.
it's better for me not to be so selfish.]

just upload some photos in friendster.
the photos taken on 08/11/05.
in celebration of peishan and my birthday.
fond memories.
=)

chatted with a few of upper sec frenz.
and prom night seems to be fun.
wohoo, it's gonna be our turn next year.

time flies.
it doesnt stop because of anyone, anything.
time flies.

amitired?
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:29 AM

first day of the month.
1st december.
another month to go before school reopens.

went to bedok reservoir with foong mei, ying qi and yan ling.
went there for a jog.
but in the end, foong mei went off early.
so left with me, ying qi and yan ling.
=)
3 sisters again.

read stories written by huiqi.
teared.
oh well, i cant deny. i'm really emotional.
i mean the stories she wrote was touching.
some sort of reflected back to me in reality.
cant help it.
realise tat, we should tell pple how important they are to us before we regret.

just got to keep in contact with my primary school frenz, chui eng.
my primary four best frenz.
planning of going out.
but sigh, both our schedules are tight.
see how first ba.=)

[i can see what's happening(what?)
and they dun have a clue(who?)
they'll fall in love and here's the bottom line
our trio down to two(oh.)
the sweet ccaress of twilight
there's magic everywhere
and with all these romatic atmoshphere
disaster's in the air.

can you feel the love tonight
the peace the evening brings?
the love for once in perfect harmony
with all it's living things]
-lyrics of the song "can you feel the love tonight?"

today's moments will become tomorrow's memories.

*i'm still holding on*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:53 PM

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