suddenly felt like blogging another last time before exam.
cuz there are just too much things i wanna say[dun wanna keep in my heart.. ARGH..]

amaths paper. as i expected. the result just reflect on the effort i put in?
failed grade. the grade i knew i would get when i finished the paper yesterday.
i guess i didnt study SMART enough.

people do change.
[frenzship problem AGAIN..]
on the surface, most would say that i have a lot of frenz and i NEVER get "ps".
well, quite true. but do they noe that i'm suffering?
i would rather be "ps" that to "ps" others.
i felt so bad.
how on earth am i suppose to say who is more important to me?
i cherish friendship a lot.
i loathe the feeling when others feel sad because they left alone.
i dont wanna leave anyone out.
i rather the person being "ps" is me.
i choose to avoid answering questions like "am i or him more important?"
i dunno. i really dun.
[ALWAYS BRING ME HAPPINESS.]
those people are more close to me.
but i also cannot differentiate who have a higher position in me.
how am i suppose to tell?
am i suppose to weigh the people in my heart?
ARGH...........................................

oh, after all my tying.. i felt a little tiny winy bit better.
that's why i blog today.
didnt plan to blog but... ARGH, just too much things for my heart to absorb.

TCHAIKOVSKY.. the group i LOVE..
i'm afraid after exam, we wouldnt get into the same group again.
but i CHOOSE to believe that the bonding will stay there.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:59 PM

there are lots of things i wanna say.
however there seems to be something wrong with the blogger server..
gosh, i'm tying this entry at the unusual way.
it wasnt the same anymore.
it had turn to a brown background.
dianna even confirm with me the problem.='(
wonder how long we are gonna survive in this manner..

chat with aloysius last night on the phone. a heart-to-heart chat. lots of things to say. lots of encoraging words... thanks boi. =)
on the same plane, i sms hong jun today. we was chatting and chatting. such a great frenz he is.

dianna: a cheerful gal that i wouldnt forget. we went through thick and thin in sec 1.. had a great conversation with her..=)
oh yes, i went to claudia house today. had some kind of chit-chat session. after which, get on to serious work.. had a great time with her[like how we used to be..]

exam is really really really very very very near to us le..
left with friday, saturday and sunday.
3 days left before our first paper..='(

i wonder if i'm trustable or not.
sometimes, i just hate it when people dont even seems to believe me.

perhaps, i'm not blogging until..........
hmm, let's see...
till then..

*ALWAYS BRING ME HAPPINESS*
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She Smiled At7:44 PM

i chose to kept quiet.
i dun wan to argue.
arguing will only make things worse.

why do i have problems whenever it come to exams?
i just wanna concernate on my studies.

choir last practice today.. until after exams.
yan ling: thanks for acc me throughtout..

that's all for today. nth much. life is mundane..
exams is around the corner...

*problems.... ='(*
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She Smiled At8:02 PM

taught jiayi emaths today after soon. hope she understands..=p
after tat, went to tampines mall with claudia cuz she wanna buy presents for the octobers' babies..lol.. we went to take neoprint after buying all the stuff...=) frenz 4eva..

get tense up easily.='(
always have a feeling that i havent studied enough...
hais, wat to do? exam coming le, just try my best lor..=x

tmr, a busy day.. last choir pratice until after the exams... 1 hour with mr ong and another hour is interaction time... wohoo, gonna play game...=) glad(i needa relax a bit too...)
going to tm again,.. but this time with yan ling to buy julian's present.. cuz we arnt gonna have enough time as time goes by...

blogging fewer and shorter..
shortage of time..

hoping to understand physics better...=)
hui min, you can do it de...=)

*we just have to survive for the next 3 weeks and we will be saved..=)*

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She Smiled At8:53 PM

tmr will be a new start.
another week to go before exam starts.

was chatting with stella yesterday. nice chat though the main motive is to disuss about geography workbook. =) she's a great frenz..
also, today chat with claudia for a while after she asked me some maths problem. stil as close to her..=) glad it is so...
oh yes, yan ling. chatted with her over the chemistry worksheets. great time chatting with her. we are always fooling around, making each other laugh..lol..
sms ning en and found out that we are encouraging each other throughout.. en en, jiayou.. you can do it de..=) she's so cute....
sms hong jun. realise that he was a supportive frenz of mine.=) glad to have him by my side. a frenz in need is a frenz indeed.
chatted with julian. he wasnt as hyper as before. i guess he's too stress up.. cuz exams coming.. julian: jiayou wor.. dont wanna see ya sad..=x

went to the national library today. main motive is to look around and to do chem notes. it was big there. 16th storey high. HUGE.. it was rather quiet and it was an ideal place to study.
borrowed some books and went off.
after which, we went to east coast park. again, to study. it was so peaceful and quiet. i can even hear the waves. as the sun was about to set, the weather wasnt too hot, just right.=) studied for a while and went around playing with sand and water.=)
i guess this is the last time we go out during weekends with family............ until after exams..='(
but nvm, exam will be over pretty soon..
yes. i had home-cooked dinner today. a rare opportunity...=)
luv my mummy and daddy's cooking.... yummy, nice nice...=)

*a pretty fast week coming our way..*
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She Smiled At9:53 PM

hmwk. lots of them.
plan to do finish by today, so that i can continue with my revision tmr.
i did it..*claps for myself..*

revision. hmmm, where should i start?
i have no idea at all. all i know is that time is running out. i MUST start by hook of by crook.
hate revision. so many things to memorise, to learn again.......... ARGH...

bought birthday presents for julian, aik kun and claudia though their brithday falls on 04/10, 07/10 and 08/10 respectively. this is because i guess i wouldnt be free next week.


3e3 chalet coming up.. but i guess it's during the nov holiday as the malays have fasting[spell wrongly].. anyway, 2e3-04' chalet coming up too... so excited...=)

*all i can do is try my best*
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She Smiled At8:32 PM

exams is not yet over, i mean it have not even started, but i really felt like ending it already.
we are going to have all our fun after the exam if we miss the fun and laughter, we wouldnt get it back anymore as next year will be a non-slacking[if there is such a word] year..

it is like a dream. i woke up and found out that ages have passed.
a week have gone.
soon, very soon..... it's time we show off our talent.

i felt stupid asking people if they have start revision or not.
it's NOT that i wanna compare or whatever.
just wanna know how i stand.
but most of them would reply that they havnt even started.
[somtimes, i just wonder....]

2e3,04'...
i miss the times we sang songs together.
i miss the times we become crazy as a whole.
i miss the times we tease and played with each other.
i miss the times we spent together in the chalet.
i miss everyone of them.
2e3,04' rawks...

tired is the word i wanted to use. yes, tired.
this is the only reason why i keep yawning.
this is the reason why i felt restless.
this is the reason why i slept in the afternoon.
i'm just too tired.

*__missing mr khiat__*
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She Smiled At8:09 PM

MTV was quite a success..
3e3: yea, we did it as a class...=) together with the help of mr ong and miss saroja..=)

my hand was cold. or should i say it's numb.
felt the pressure when the audience walked in one by one.
to present in front of 100+ people was a rather scary experience. but i made it..=)
so glad that i didnt laugh through out the whole MTV.=)

exams is a step closer again.
as days pass by, i really felt the stress.
revision.
it will be followed by exams.
and then results.
scary moment.='(

there will be a choir camp coming up soon. it will start from the 28/10.
a 3 day 2 night camp.
gosh, right after school term ends on 28/10, we will have a camp..
i wonder how we can be blithe. 28/10 is supposingly the day we got our result.
i really wonder if we are coming to be happy during the camp or not..

1 thing i wanna clarify. i didnt know why people said this but i really NEVER cry.
oh, since when did i even shed a tear.. anyway, just dun wanna others to misunderstand again.

[he didnt turn up for the mtv screening.such a disappointment.when will we be like before?]

*tchaikovsky rules my world...with stella, zul, hwee ing and shye fern..*
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She Smiled At8:22 PM

it seems to be faster than i thought. 10 days. another 10 days to our first eoy paper.
we cant afford to lose any more time.

got back chemistry test paper today. quite alright with my results.
put it aside. dun wish to mention results as it will remind me of exams.
tense up these few days.

perhaps, everybody is juts getting ready for another battle.
this battle, i MUST win.[trying my best.........]

*stress is perhaps the word to suit our feelings..*

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:06 PM

wrote letters again.
jiayou-ing them for examinations.

perhaps the days we had had already become memories.
the past can never return. NEVER AGAIN.
i cherish every friendship i have. i really do.

we are another step nearer to exam. i'm really nervous.
how i wish to score well.
as long as i try my best............

choir is another worry for me.
i'm not a good leader.
i dont know how to guide others.
others just dont listen.
i didnt know what am i suppose to do.

i'm lost in this world of mine.
my world seems to be black and white again.

*miss mr khiat...*
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She Smiled At6:03 PM

*Dont give up. You may not know success if you stop trying at one attempt too soon. Try to get better in some ways, each and everyday. The room of improvement is always our biggest room*
~If we dont ever take chances,we wont reach the rainbows. If we dont ever search, we'll never be able to find. If we dont attempt to get over our doubts and fears, we'll never discover how wonderful it is to live without them. If we dont go beyond difficulty, we wont grow any stronger~
by yan ling.

yi qin spotted my weakness today. i didnt know if this is consider as weakness or not, but to me, i guess it is. he said tat i'm too humble. my thoughts run wild. humble. hmmm, if i'm not too humble, den i will be proud. ??? i'm confuse too.=x

tired. too tired to do any other things.
*try my best in upcoming exam. is that enough?*
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She Smiled At5:49 PM

tmr will be a new week. another step towards EOY examinations.
seriously, i'm nervous and quite scared of the upcoming exam.
but one thing i'm sure about is, i will give my best.=)

since time flies, it means exam is coming, and tat means exam will end real fast too.
by then, holidays will arrive. hmmm, we must definetly use this holidays to relax before next year arrive in no time. of course we should use this time to brush up on our weaker subjects too..=)

english. emaths. amaths. physics. chemistry. chinese. humanilities[social studies, elective geography]. the subject combination i'm taking. L1R4, L1R5.. wonder how i would score. my aim, would i be able to reach my goal? i wonder and wonder..

together we welcome tomorrow to arrive.=)
everyone, jiayou ba..=)

-out-
i have no more energy left. needa recharge my energy by slping..zzz..

*the days we spent together. the moments..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:38 PM

[mummy represent A, daddy represent L, jia represent W, mr khiat represent A,
miss chew represent Y, li hin represent S, yan ling represent B, shye fern represent R,
claudia represent I, cheryl represent N, pei shan represent G, mary represent M,
dianna represent E, stella represent H, wan ying represent A, jiayi represent P,
xin ling represent P, jin guan represent I, hong jun represent N, julian represent E,
aloysius represent S, wee kiat represent S..
combine and i will get: ALWAYS BRING ME HAPPINESS..each of them represnt a letter, i cant lose any letter, if not the phrase will be incomplete.. love them lots.. ]
wrote this in my profile in my bloggy.=)

wasnt feeling any better today. went to the toilet a few times. ='(
hais, must really take care of myself liao...
i really hate the smell of the medicine.

oh yes, wanna add my li hin,dianna, juvone, amanda, zul, shye fern, ning en on to my thank you list.
li hin: xie xie ni.. yea, i ask you take care but fall sick myself..lol.. i will take care de..=)thanks gal! dianna: xie xie ni..appreciate it lots.. thank you my gal..=)
amanda: thanks for asking if i'm alright.. thank you gal.. appreciate it..=)
juvone: known you since primary 1.. long term frenzship=) thank euu for ur care and concern..
zul: thanks for asking my condition.. thank you for being a great frenz..
shye fern: ah li ka dou...really glad to have you as my frenz.. hmm,glad you notice my absence=) ning en: hey gal,miss me lots ar.. haha.. take care lots too.. [hugies]

real angry with my cousin. argh, didnt wanna talk bout it. i dun wanna upset my auntie by bringing this topic up. my auntie is one of my favourite auntie, i didnt wanna upset her as seeing her sad will make me cry..='(
no matter what, he didnt spoil my mood today.=)

went to the central park.
ask cheryl along as i spent this special day with her last year.
at first, she rejected.
but after some consideration, she gave me a call and told me she will be coming with wan ying.
i was delighted. i immediately asked yan ling along.
however, cheryl called me the second time and told me she wouldnt be able to make it as it's getting late. wan ying too will not be coming. with disappointment, i called yan ling to told her this. yan ling apologise for nt being able to come too as she had lots of things to do.='(

we sang birthday song to jie jie.. cuz it's her birthday next week..=)
ate quite a lot.. [but not me as i cant eat quite a lot of stuff='( sob sob...]
chatted and chatted under the moonlight.

saw rebecca, shye fern, eunice, yusa, xuan hui, jia wen, daryl, ngin ying there performing.
someone was cheering for our school guitar. guess who? it was zul. chatted for a while and i went off to play candles with my cousins. only rebecca came to "my family mini party.."
saw others like yiru, jasmine[sister frenz], ihsan, amanda, sze ying..

julian came along too. he came when we were packing up already. [so late] anyway, walked around the central park with him.. chatted for a while and he sent me home. =)

so much fun today.. only one thing that really dampen my mood is that i'm sick. other than that, i find this day a memorable one. family gathering. frenz gathering.=)

*ALWAYS BRING ME HAPPINESS*

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:23 PM

3rd entry for the day.
i thought everything would be fine.
i was wrong.
having headache again.
i wanted to took some panadol to ease the pain.
but instead, i threw everything i had for the day out.
i hate myself for vomitting.
argh. hate it.
it's not over yet.
hope to get well soon.

*dislike being sick*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:47 PM

these are quotes that shining and marcus share with the class yesterday.
~men are born to succeed, not to fail~
*although success is not permanent, but failure isnt fatal either*
[by shining]
"i don't know the key to success, but the key to failure is trying to please everyone"
-aim for success, not perfection. never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life-
[by marcus]

i thought no one would notice my absence. but they prove me wrong.=)
julian: thanks for persuading me not to go to school, if not i will run to the toilet during lessons liao. thanks boi. and xie xie ni for visiting me though euu have to rush here and there..=)
yan ling: thanks for the concern.. appreciate lots.. and taking the time out to visit me.. thank euu for being so understanding.. i will take care de..=)
stella: great pals think alike. thanks for teaching me amaths, those i miss out.. and visiting me after such a long day in school and after cca.. thanks gal..=)
sijia: xie xie ni for keeping me update about school stuff. and paying me a visit after school.=)
pei shan: ai li ka dou. glad to have euu as my frenz. thanks for visiting me. xie xie ni..=)
zhi ning: the only gal that is online in the morning.[of course la..] thanks for concerning me.=)
aloysius: thanks for sms-ing me once you know i'm not feeling well. didnt regret knowing you.=)
mr khiat: your sms surprise me. thanks for caring so much. [hugies] miss you lots..=)
claudia: thanks for your care and concern. and for tagging at my tagboard.
ying qi: xie xie mei mei.. thanks for caring..[hugies]=)

felt alright in the afternoon after a nap. felt refreshed.
took the awful medicine. eeeee, hate it lots.
towards 9pm, i encounter headache again. argh, it's killing me. pain.='(
rest for a while and felt better.

*my frenz really made my day..*
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She Smiled At11:26 AM

stomach ache. went to the toilet for a few times.
but i insist on going to school. i didnt wan to miss amaths nor emaths lessons.
went to school with my stomach gumbling. julian persuade me not to go to school.
i ignore his advice. we walked to school when i felt a sudden pain in my tummy. real pain.
i asked julian to help me tell my sister and yan ling they all that i'm not going to school.
i turned and walked the opposite direction as the others. went home and seen a doctor.

medicine. awful smell. i hate it. had to drink lots of water to get the pills swallowed. ARGH, hate being sick. *hais, exam is coming le, cant afford to be sick..='(*

i wonder if others will notice my absence or not.

mummy took leave to take care of me.. *touched*
the surounding is so peaceful and quiet.. quite not used to it la..
done with all homwork. wonder if there is any homework today.
hais, how's amaths? learn new things? i didnt even wish to be sick, i'm afraid that i cant catch up.

shall blog more later. so boring.
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She Smiled At8:52 AM

headache. it's like i'm gonna faint anytime. it seems like thousand of ants biting inside my head. ot should i say molecules vibrating reactively?
thanks to stella, hwee ing, shye fern, zul, sze ying, li ping, julian, wee kiat, jasmine, sijia, pei shan,mary, li hin, yan ling, cheryl, claudia for asking if i'm fine. those words meant a lot to me.=)
i knew my situation. unstable. but i insist on staying in school. it's seems like a virus, one moment, i'm fine, the other i felt like dying. argh, pain pain.='(

amaths homework. emaths homework. amaths classwork. emaths classwork. amaths worksheet. emaths worksheet. amaths test. emaths test.
ARGH. hate this. so much amaths and emaths stuff.
*huimin, jiayou ba..*

just a short entry today.
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She Smiled At10:15 PM

life is mundane. nothing special, though sometimes it has ups and downs but so far, nothing really interest me.='(

results is not everything. i did not mean that studies is not longer important. yes, it's important but there are still other more valuable things in life. some examples are like friendship, family ties, bonding with group and class.
i just cant figure out why people commit suicide because of poor results. perhaps at that time they think that death is the only way out.
if i have two options, either to score well but no friends and family or to score not as well but have support from friends and family, i would rather choose the second choice.
wat's the use when you study so hard but you dont even have morals?
wat's the use when you score so high but you are proud and unwilling to make friends?
wat's the use when you spent all you time studying and not spent enough time with your family?

people out there: cherish your friends and family now, before you regret. =)
have a balance time plan between studies and family/friends..=)

tired.*yawns* just cant explain why i'm so tired. perhaps, i'm still not used to school life. slept the whole afternoon, wasted. *still yawning now..*

physics. ARGH. having a test. chemistry test coming our way too. before the exam we are going to have test? yup. hais, rather irritated by test.
3e3, let's jiayou together ba..=)

li hin:sms her today. though not as close due to studies and others, the bonding never break.=) glad..
yan ling:was chatting was you in the evening. hmmm, gal, dun get stress up wor.. smile =)
shye fern: partner with fern fern today during recess. a funny gal. we laughed throughout the lessons..=)
juvone: some kind of miss her. i hope she is coping well wif her studies.=)
tchaikovsky(zul, stella, fern, hwee ing): found this group more and more interesting. we laughed throughout lessons when we are about to fall asleep. such a cute group i ever had.

2e3: was thinking about 2e3 the whole day long. it all started this morning when someone mention 2e3 during assembly. from then, happy moments start flashing in my mind. 2e3,04' rawks..

amundsen: i wonder and wonder. hmm, when are we going to have an amundsen gathering. i asked rebecca and we had yet decided the days. well, we are busy. amundsen. the days we had.=)

choir: hais, i didnt know if i should sigh or get excited. having a choir camp in the late october. hmm, i'm not sure if it would be fun or not.=p

enough of today. shall blog more.
we are a step closer to exam date.
all i can say is: try your best.=)

*family ties and friendship bonding is equally important..*
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She Smiled At3:31 PM

speechless.
the surrounding was so quiet. i didnt understand why. i asked again: we are going to do punching for 16 counts, okay? no respond once again. i didnt know how to conduct warm-ups for the choir. it's my first time with li hin. gosh, speechless.
alto makes me real disappointed. melancholy is another word to describe my horrible feeling.
i'm not suitable to be a leader.
i'm so useless, no one listens to my command.
i'm just totally awful.
argh, i hate this.
i heardly hear any sound from the alto when we are having combine sections.
this is different when mr ong(instructor) is around.
i'm useless, as if no one understands my instuctions.
i could be a good singer, choir member but not a leader.
such a failure.
i'm not gona give up just like that.
come on, let's get the fact right and get things done real first. i dont wish to drag anymore.
-no time left.. huimin, jiayou.. believe in yourself..-

feel like crying these few days. lots of things happen.
sometimes i wonder, will others sense my absence when one day i'm not around.
perhaps, i'm no longer important.

i fall down just now. outside my room, it's wet and i didnt notice. i fall right on my backside. i didnt wanna stand anymore. i felt as if i have no more strength left. tears being to fall on my cheeks. silently, i weep away my tears. i'm no longer as strong.

talking about failure. mr ong(teacher) had some kind of conversation with us. telling us how to handle failure. hmmm, absord quite a lot from there..
"it is not failure that stops us from moving on but the fear of failing that stop us."
from thursday onwards, we are gonna, one by one, share a quote with the class, to encourage the class.. i guess this will increase the class spirit ba..3e3, you can do it..=)

perhaps, all i need now is to have a good rest after all those unfornuate things. then, i will get back to the confident hui min i used to be. all i need is time.

get back TA card today. rather late as new term had already started. anyway, i felt glad that i have done pretty well this time round. i will jiayou in my end of year to obtain better results.=)

*no mountain too high
no river too deep
no ocean too wide
as long as you try.*
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She Smiled At6:12 PM

new term. term4.
a term i should say a stress term.
a term in which is short.
a term which determine where we should stand.
a term full of either fufilment or full of disappontment when we get our results.
behind all these is our choice whether to work hard or not.
behind all these is the price we are willing to pay or not.
behind all these is all the decision we made, every step.
i can say this term is nt easy..

got back amaths paper. i guess we are going to have a retest if i'm not wrong..
time and again, i spotted careless mistake.. really hate this feeling man, argh.. why why careless mistake?

had peer studying group today. sze ying, yi qin and i..
we were studying for chemistry.. last minute work..
anyway, i'm glad that we wrote our target on a piece of paper together.. we are gonna aim for it..=)

chemistry test.. from 5 chapters to 3 chapters.. *lucky lucky*
left with chapter 12, 13 and 14.. all on metals..
[when metals react with dilute hydrochloric acid to give metal chloride and hydrogen.
when reactive metals react with cold water, the products are metal hydroxide and hydrogen.
when unreactive metals react with steam, metal oxide and hydrogen are obtained.]
argh, enough of chemistry facts..

perhaps 3e3 is playing the "angel and mortal" game.. i guess it's no longer fun anymore, anyone could know who his/her angel is when he/she get to see the class list. hais, perhaps we should keep it a secret..
*this is not marcus fault... he had redo quite a few time just to satifies everyone..*

recieve a letter from yan ling today.. so shocked and blithe..=) thanks gal.. appreciate it lots.. although exam coming le, you too must remember to take time out to rest wor..
during recess, i recieve another letter from xin ling.. really cherish this friendship.. thanks angel..=) appreciate it lots too.. take care..
felt so blessed as i'm surrounded by so many true frenz..=)

i often dont wish to utter a word when i quarrel..
i didnt wanna say another wrong thing,
nor do i wanna care so much.
so wat if i cried? the other party dont even know, so wat's the point of caring so much whenever i quarrel. do i benefit? NO..
argh, forget it..let's drop this topic..

1e1, 3e1, 3e2..mr khiat passed the poster to these classes again. such a great teacher he is, though he didnt teach in junyuan anymore,but he stil cares for his students..=)

*everyday is a new start..*
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She Smiled At5:05 PM

"dont you ever wish
you were someone else
you were meant to be
the way you are exactly
dont you ever say
you dont like the way you are
when you learn to love yourself
you're better off by far
and i hope you always stay the same
cause there's nothing bout you i would change..."
sang this song repeatly, nice song "stay the same" by joey mcintyre..=)

tired is the only word to describe. extremly tired. =x
hais, get to sleep only at 2am.. why? because i waited more than one hour to use the com. when i use for a while, i realise it is getting dark and gosh, it was 2 am..=/
arnt gonna be so stupid in the future...*oooops*

tmr is the new start which the new bloskin is changed for.
new day, new start, new week, new term, new mindset, new everything...
actually i'm not really fully prepared for the new term, but.... i have no choice..
*jiayou.. working harder and smarter..=)*

packed my cupboard...hmm, now it looks as clean as my table.. glad glad=)
now i can study and absorb things better...=)

i read this paragraph in a book:
"psychologicaltests show that people suffer more stress in cluttered houses and offices. in clean spaces, we feel more relaxed and energetic.."

[your life is an energy system. when you throw out things you create a vacuum, and you get things moving. notice how often new things come along to replace what you give away]
-in a nutshell

*yawn* so tired now...
[getting ready for the new challange..=)]
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She Smiled At8:25 PM

today finally came..
went out with mummy and daddy today..=)
had a great time together, chatting and munching on our macdonal's breakfast set..
went ntuc after tat.. bought jelly powder to make..=)
went house visiting after tat.. the "tour" around the house was great.. with mummy and daddy..
hope to have another family gathering real soon. this time round, kind of short.. =x
mummy and daddy: thanks for giving me such wonderful moments...

recieve an email from mr ang yesterday. didnt dampen my mood as i already expected this kind of result. one part of the mail stated: "You also need to bring along the questions from the attached file (to print or not to print, I leave it up to you), as I would like to go through the solutions first before returning you the papers. You should know what this means, right?"
i guess this time, not many score well. of course, that includes me. ='(

realise that i got really tan. so dark..*headache* anyway, i love swimming..(outdoor activities), no wonder i got so tanned..=D

white precipitate of aluminium hydroxide; dissolve in excess dilute sodium hydroxide.
white precipitate of aluminium hydroxide; insoluble in excess ammonia solution.
blue precipitate of copper hydroxide; insoluble in excess dilute sodium hydroxide.
blue precipitate of copper hydroxide; soluble in excess ammonia solution.

chemistry is kind of driving me mad. but anyway, i will jia you de..
never will i give up..=)

exam is just round the corner. NO more fooling around. NO more playing time. got to get on to real work. =/
6.3,02: will have gathering after the holidays!! take care and all the best in exam..
1e2,03: jiayou, jiayou, jiayou.. strive for the best out of you..=)
2e3,04: i believe everyone will excel... just believe in yourself too...
3e3,05: take time out to rest, relax.. dun be so stress... try your best is more than enough..=)
everyone out there: the result is not the important factor, the important factor is the process, whether you have try your best or not..=p

*_ je commencer observer coucher du soleil*
*meaning i start watching sunset in french..=)*
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She Smiled At3:13 PM

real tired. when i woke up and saw my hp to see the time, i was in real shcoked. it was half past 12 at that time. oh gosh, i have slept for so long. perhaps, this is due to the late effect of sleeping last nitez.. i slept at bout 1am last nitez, no wonder i'm so tired..*yawns*

homework done. so wat? there are still revision to be done.. lots of them..=(

in no time, we will be taking our end of year examinations.. oh my, so fast..

everyone out there: jia you wor.. take care of your health too..=D

hmmm, looking forward to tomorrow....=)

[perhaps, everything that have a start will have an end..
tears are not enough to express how i feel..]

*frenz are forever*
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She Smiled At2:35 PM

as i tidy my cupboard, i found this composition written by me. this is the only composition that i love..=)

"You don't understand me at all"
"You don't know me well either..." I fumed at my boyfriend, Tim.
His words have hurt me deeply. The feelings was excruciating. No words can describe the pain in me.
"So, this 9 years long relationship is going to end becuase of the different flavours ice-cream we wanted?" I was confused. Not showing out my feelings, I suggested a break-up. I was melancholy for one moment. Time seems to pass slowly. Very slowly. It felt like eternity. The thought of me being with Tim together again had made me feel that my decision was right. A break-up.
The ferris wheel in the amusement parks seems so huge. I look as if i'm so small. The ice-cream on my hand have melted, like my heart in my body. For a moment, I looked at my legs. My useless legs. I don't want this accident to happen either. Now, I have to live on my wheel chair. Not for a day, not for a week, nor was it for a month. It was for a lifetime. Perhaps a break-up is both good for me and for him. I teared.
Trying to be blithe, I went out of the shelter.I could no longer feel love nor the warmth by the sun rays. Death. The only thought that came to my mind. I don't want to be anyone's burden anymore. I don't want to continue this meaningless life anymore.
"Woosh", water splashed onto me as the boat ride came sliding down the steep way. Happy moments flash in my mind. Maybe it was only the wishful part of me to want the relationship back.
"You never know. Maybe Tim was terribly upset when you suggested a break-up"
" For me, I say Tim is happy to leave his disable girlfriend."
There seems like a demon and an angel fighting inside me.
"I'm.... I'm sorry. Can we be together again?" A voice awoke me from my thoughts. It sounded so familiar. That voice. That voice belongs to the one I love, Tim.
I turned back. It was indeed Tim. I rubbed my eyes as he hugged me. So tightly. He wheeled me back to the shelter and for once, i felt love again.
"It doesnt matter whether you are disable or not" he whisper into my ears. This time, he wept away my tears. Tears as i'm touched.

i just love this story. so touching.=p

tchaikovsky group members meet up today, to complete the group evaluation and to file things up. had quite a great time with them. though it was for a short while, it's memorable. tchaikovsky had leave a deep impression in me. =)

i miss AMUNDSEN. i longed for a gathering but it was not successful in the sense, everyone is busy with his/her work tat none had time to organise this event..='( will organise it at the end of the year if i have time.

such a tiring day today.

[ireallymissthetimeswehad.nowweseemslikewearedriftingfurtherandfurtherapart.='( tears]

*the day after tomorrow will be saturday..=)*
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She Smiled At2:58 PM

3 sisters..[jasmine, hui jia, hui min]
the special feeling that i spent with both of them at wild wild wet, that day, came back today.
we went jurong this time. it's far, i knew that. but that's the only place that cost little but can play much.. jurong was almost the same as wild wild wet, just that wild wild wet have more facilities.
saw the junyuanites(guys only). a few familiar face like wee kiat, aloysius, yi qin, winstar.. the rest not sure le..
if only there are no homework and revision to be done, by then... everyday would be like yesterday and today.. FUN and ENJOYABLE...

emaths.. ARGH.. talking about this, i was rather mad at myself..=/
hais, it all happens at the wrong moment. i was so happy yesterday when i found out that my foolscap is nowhere to be seen. gosh, i remember i DID place it in my file.. but where is it?
ARGH, my emaths completed homework piece IS in the foolscap.. and now, my.. i need to redo..
hais, perhaps i left it in school.. but.. anyway, i already redo.. hmmm, waste my time only.. ARGH..

a thing to be happy about.. i have completed my chemistry notes chapter 12, 13, 14..=)
though i didnt hit my target(to complete chem notes chpt 11, 12, 13, 14), i'm already satified..
this is because i waste my time re-doing my emaths.. if not, i could have hit my target.. =(

today, i MUST complete the hmwk.. once and for all... by hook or by crook...*jia you*
tmr and fri will be used for revision...
i believe that by writing notes, one will remember what he/she have copied..=)

[i'm looking forward to saturday.. ]

"just me and you.. hand in hand..."quote it from my sister blogskin..=p..
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She Smiled At7:48 PM

[yan ling. li hin. pei shan. jasmine. hui jia.]
had a great time with them at Pasir Ris Park today.. wohoo, went cycling and den walk by the beach.. the breeze was nice and the atmosphere was just right..
great time with great people..=)

had choir today. slack quite a bit and get back to serious stuff. voted for the choir uniform and choir badge. everything settled.=) sang ubi cartas, rythem of life.. missed out the song "stay the same".. anyway, choir was rather fun today.

homework. new aim for the day. it's 7pm now. hmm, wonder if i will hit my target to do finish the 4 chapters of chemistry notes or not..? let's see. i shall blog tomorrow to see if i hit my target..
*hui min, jia you..*


i read my previous entries.. gosh, there are sooooo much sweet moments together with frenz and family.. far more than i expected..

miss mr khiat now.. hmmm, i wonder and wonder..

*my life is like a picture..
i can see that there are already quite a lot of colours le..
all thanks to my frenz and family..=)*
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She Smiled At6:43 PM

"happy birthday to u,
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to mummy,
happy birthday to u..
muackz, love u lots. wanna let u noe tat u r wonderful! (hugies)"
send this message to my dearest mummy as today was her 37th birthday..

ATTENTION: please visit this website http://schools.moe.edu.sg/jyss/main.HTM and click on Emergency Exercise on the top right hand corner, under the tittle "NEWS UPDATE"...
these are emaths homework for the sep holidays.. =p for all level.. please get it done..

hmm, had just completed my emaths homework.. needa do some summary for chemistry le..=(
hate doing summary but.. hais, wat else can i do.?

was chatting with yan ling just now.. and we were real mad bout chemistry.. our head seems to be filled with chemistry, elements symbols... ARGH..
as we chat about metals, non-metals, transition metals,
yan ling said: please stop calling me a zebra, i truely love happy cats..
ARGH.. this statement about chemistry again.. sick..
anyway, had a great time chatting and laughing away.. [slacking..]

choir tomorrow.. perhaps tchaikovsky group meeting too... oh gosh, by then, half the day would be gone..=( den needa carry on with chemistry summary..

ying qi, dun be too sad bout it.. i'm sorry, perhaps i should have told you later.. but wat's done cannot be undone..=( i'm truely sorry...

home alone now..=( without the accompany of jia jia, i felt so lonely..
[lonely
i am so lonely
i have nobody
all on my own.....]
remember about the successful MTV..=)
this brighten up my day though i'm alone now..

*mummy, i love you..[huggies]*
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She Smiled At5:24 PM

Raining. The wet floor did not dampen my mood for the day. Not today.
I took bus 34 with my sister to Puggol as my daddy's lorry can't fetch us to our grandma house because it's raining. Fear not, it did not dampen my mood.
I learnt how to make moon cake today..*yum yum* nice nice..
We celebrate mummy's birthday by treating her dinner today.. =)

had a great chat with miss tang, my primary school teacher, via sms today..=)
stella, hope euu are feeling better now..
aloysius, i'll always be there.. glad euu are feeling better..=)

some kind of miss my sister. she's c
currently at my grandma house, she's staying overnight there.. miss her accompany..=)

type this in my hp..=) i guess i got nothing better to do..
they are like my fingers and toes:
-yan ling
-li hin
-shye fern
-pei shan
-mary
-cheryl
-claudia
-wan ying
-jia yi
-xin ling
-dianna
-julian
-hong jun
-jin guan
-aloysius
-wee kiat
-mummy
-daddy
-jia
-mr khiat

*___i heart euu___*
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She Smiled At9:27 PM

212th post... 212, my aggregate during PSLE wor..

slept a lot yesterday.. *i wonder why* gosh, at first, it was stella who slept 15 hours, den is hwee ing.. now it's my turn.. slept at 7pm yesterday, no joke, den woke up at 10+ pm cuz kanna woke up by julian and vincent phone call.. so chat for a while lor.. not long later, fall asleep again..
~so zhu~

today, in the afternoon, i went out with mummy and mei mei to celebrate mummy birthday.. i mean the actual day is 05/09 but celebrate earlier la..=) shop shop, eat eat.. took neoprint together..
later the day, in the evening, th whole family went to pasir ris beach. had dinner by the beach, the scenery was GREAT. i could see the sky changes as the sun sets, stars filled the sky. today, there were more stars den before..=)
[this reminds me of 3rd day in OBS with wan ying, yan ling, hui qi, pei shan, stella and si kai.. that day, the sky was really filled with stars, million times more than today..]
mei mei, mummy and i sat on the swing like little kids.. had real fun together with my family..
had fun today...=)
i love my family..*hugies*

i miss AMUNDSEN.. those days will be in my heart.. till forever..

felt relaxed today...=) didnt touch about school stuff at all.. anyway, had to relax a bit first..
will start getting serious from monday le..
tmr will be a better day.. going to auntie house tmr..=)

*i'm so forunate to have such great family and great frenz by my side..*
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She Smiled At11:31 AM

today marks the end of term 3.. everything that has a start, will have an end..

changed to this blogskin.. LOVE it lots.. new blogskin, new start, new everything..
sunset.. imagine urself watching the beautiful sunset by the beach with the one euu love.. oh how romantic it will be and the scenery would be great..

shocked. i didnt know that there are choir today. our form teacher had told us that all cca are cancelled and warn us not to stay back as there will be listening comprehension for the normal tech in the afternoon. we[yan ling, pei shan, li hin, foong mei, hui qi, ying qi, shi ning] didnt went for choir practise. hui zhuang called us serveral times and started to scold us. we went to choir, but not for very long.
everyone seems so worn out. today marks the end of the week, the term..

amaths test today wasnt very easy. was expecting to get at least an A2, but now i didnt even have the confidence to pass. i tried my best. i forgot to turn into radian mode, 4 marks gone just like this. next, simplify-ing, gosh.. didnt even had an idea how or where to start, another 4 marks flown away. first question, mr ang said he expected that lots of us dunno how to do, of course i'm the same.. 2 marks being deducted cuz i didnt even start.. hmm, in total, 10 marks gone le.. wonder if i can pass or not..

the future lies in our hands...
*such a pleasent scenery*
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She Smiled At5:55 PM

searching for blogskin. a new blogskin for a new term start.
hmm, fall in love with a blogskin. sunset, wohoo, felt so relaxed in the blogskin.

went to grandma house today, real tired till i fall asleep. gosh, when i woke up, i didnt regonise where am i.. haha, my heart is at home..*ooops* anyway, didnt went out with friends cuz had programme already.. *sorry guys* wanted to go to my primary school teacher house with my primary school friends, but...
nvm la, there will still be a second time..=)

i love Tchaikovsky.. muahahaha, the MTV is already compile into a VCD... great work guys..=)

KELVIN.. wohoo, superstar.. KELLY, though she didnt win, she was great man.. both are superstars.. *claps claps*

[looking forward to my new blogskin]
the day we had... best memories..
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She Smiled At10:36 PM

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