it's the last day of year 2006.
yeah. like how a chinese saying goes: the old must go in order for the new to come.(:

year 2006 had been a tough one for me.
well, i think for all the other peep too. especially the graduating classes.

just some random thoughts of what happen in year 2006.
-treasurer of the class, 4e3.
-done project work with wonderful team-mates: sheyfern, tingming and marcus.
-had awesome moments with zul, stella, li ping and aik kun.
-felt so so attached with yanling, yingqi, peishan, mary, sijia and jasmine.
-had a very meaningful valentine's day with my frenz and family.
-attend adam khoo workshop and learn quite a couple of things.
-step down from choir.
-had a wonderful international friendship day with my class, 4e3.
-had the most slack national day.
-had an unforgettable teacher's day.
-had a tough time getting things into shape for class t-shirt.
-bonded with everyone in class, 4e3.
-studying, studying and more studying.
-miss a lot of family outing because of studies.
-felt appreciated by many but again, million of drops of tears were shed due to many stuff.
-i'm happy with my life.

many thanks and sorries!

family[daddy, mummy, meimie]:
thanks for being so supportive in watever i do.
(:
needless to say, you guys should know i love you guys loads.

2nd family[god-daddy and god-mummy]:
i just wanna say a BIG thanks.
thanks for those encouragement throughout the year.
those encouragement had pull me through my tought-est times.
without you guys, i'm no longer this optimistic huimin you all know.
(:
love you guys lots.

teachers[miss neo, mr ng, mr jason ong, mr ang k.k, mrs law, both madam lee(chinese and ss teacher), mrs lu, mr alsagoff, mr ang k.s, mrs khiat and those whom i left out.]
thanks for the patience to teach us.
"teachers are great leaders".
thanks for guiding us to the correct path.
oh yes, sorry if we have show you guys attitude problem.=x
million thanks and sorries.

my best-est frenz[yanling]:
thanks for everything.
we've come so far, but it's just the beginning.
i know we still have a long long way to go..
we may go different paths in life but we'll always be best of frenz.
(:

my closest mei[yingqi]:
year 2007 is gonna be a tough year for you, with choir stuff and studies.
i know there may be some unavoidiable negative comments from others.
but hey, life is never perfect.
some may love you but others may hate you to core.
but who cares? be contented with ur life.
(:

my longest and most wonderful frenz[cheryl wang]:
hey gal. it had been 10years since we have been best of frenz.
there are more years to come, so keep counting alright?
i really appreciate you for everything you have done for me.
(:
sorry if i have kind of neglect you due to studies.
you should know i didnt mean it.

my everything-fren[juvone]:
when we entered secondary school, then i realise how special you are to me.
do keep in contact.
(:

my most understanding fren[wanying]:
hey gal. thanks for all the love and care and concern you have showered me with.
i cant feel more happy and delighted to have you by my side.
honestly, you a great frenz to me. now and always will be.

my heart-to-heart frenz[claudia]:
hey, it seems like you are facing some problems now. hope year 2007 will be a great one for you.
remember all problems can be solve.(:
sorry to neglect you during the o level period.

my most caring fren[atiqah]:
thanks for ur constant encouragement..
do keep in touch,kkz?
(:

my dearest gor[jacob]:
thanks for listening ears.
i really appreciate everything you have done.
thanks for your constant care and concern,
they make me feel that at least someone is there.(:

my "so far yet so near" fren[szeying, grace]:
hey there! thanks for those small chats and surprises and everything-nice.
yes, we may not be that close but i feel that the bond is always there.
once again, thanks for everything.
you two are someone i will miss.
(:

my best malay fren[nurril, bariah]:
hey gals. thanks for accompany throughout the year.
i have never feel as great when you guys never leave me out.
(:
thanks for everything my dear.

my closest click[sijia, jasmine, peishan, mary]:
i must confess that you guys have add l0ts of colours to my life.
it might sound a little mushy, but yes.
without you guys, i may not even come this far.
love you guys.
(:

my guys-gang[zuanzhe, hongjun, jinguan, jackson, julian, brandon, wengboh]:
thanks for treating me just like one of you guys.
(:
i feel so honoured to have this bunch of funky frenz.

my closest click in sec 1[elizabeth, yiru, dianna, xuanhui, aloysius, boonsoom]:
hey, i'll never forget the times we had before.
there are also precious lessons i have learn from.
(:
thanks for being the first few peep i have known in secondary school.

my wonderful accompany in class[li ping, aik kun, stella, zul]:
thanks for wonderful accompany in class.
(:
you guys have add colours to my life. thanks for everything.
i'm gonna miss you guys loads.

power of e3,05' and 06':
(:
we have gone through so much. and we have grow through experiences.
may year 2007 be a great year for all.
we may be in different JCs and POLYs, but fond memories will always be kept in our hearts.
with lots of love, huimin.

i feel blessed.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:14 PM

first of all, happy bdae to hongjun.(:
hope he like everything.

oh yes, 4e3 peep. please read my blgo entry dated 26th dec for the details of class chalet.(:
all you haver to do is, scroll down the posts to that post you wanna read.
LOLs. isnt it obvious.=x

i went to vivo city with my parents.
and all we do is eat, shop, rest and watch movie.
and oh yes, there are damn loads of people there.
really.
we queue to buy tickets for movie at about 3pm and guess what.
the time slot for 7.10pm and even 9.30pm is selling fast.
see? i said there were damn loads of people.

anyway, we catch "night at the musuem".
it is a MUST watch movie.
5stars for that. full marks.LOLs.
it's really a nice show.

anyway, i get to chat with dianna just now.
oh my, i really hope to bug the phone longer.
but a big no no, i'm rushing out to meet my family.
sorry nana. catch up soon.(:

shouldnt have read nurril's blog. she asked me to do this quiz.

Name 13 people who you can think of now:
1. yanling
2. yingqi
3. hongjun
4. wanying
5. nurril
6. juvone
7. dianna
8. claudia
9. cheryl
10. sijia
11. jasmine
12. peishan
13. mary

don't read the questions below untill you have written all 13 names!

Q1. How did you meet 10?
through choir in secondary school.(:

Q2. What would you do if you meet 1?
do things la. we will plan de.(:
and i'll meet her tmr. hahaha.

Q3. What wld you do if 2 & 6 dated?
HUH? lesbian?

Q4. Have you seen 4 cry before?
NOPE. a big no. haha.

Q5. Do you think 10 is cute?
yeap. at times.(:

Q6. How did you get to know about 8?
cuz we are in same class before, 2e3-04'. (:

Q7. Would you ever go on a date with 12?
yup. we are actually planning to date. wahaha.

Q8. What's 7 favourite colour?
PINK. cuz she's pinky. haha.

Q9. What would you do if 6 confessed to you that he/she likes you?
she have already confesses. and i must admit i love her too.
LOLs.

Q10. Facts about 9.
pretty. loyal. wonderful. sweet. my best buddy.(:

Q11. Who's 4 going out with?
with me. (:

Q12. Who is 5 to you?
someone special. one of my best malay frenz.(:
[she's nobody and nobody is perfect.]

Q13. Would you ever live with 13?
i dun think i will be living with frenx. yup.

Q14. Is 2 single?
yea. but not available.

Q15. What do you think about 3?
he has small head. he's sweet. someone who is very optimistic. someone special.

Q16. What's the best thing about 5?
she's sweet and friendly.

Q17. What do you like about 11?
her smile. and the great way she treat her frenz.(:

Q18. Favourite memory with 2?
there's too much to be mention.

6 people to do the quiz :
1. princess dianna
2. claudia
3. sijia
4. qiqi mei.
5. ah vone.
6. yanling.[i dun care. x:]

yeahyeah!
end of quiz.

it's getting late.
i got to run.

lif have to go on no matter what.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:55 PM

argh.!
just what's wrong with blogger?

i have tried entering a few times and i failed.
so yup. finally i succeeded.
(:

oh yes, just some random thoughts for yesterday and today..
-4e3,06' class chalet is on 14th, 15th and 16th of january.
[my mistake. it's not 15th, 16th and 17th.]
-i'm coming out with the lists of who to bring what on class chalet. shall blog about it soon.
-went for bbq yesterday. gathering with juvone.
-jackson straighten out his thoughts. i wonder if it's a good thing.
-sigh. felt guilty. "promises are meant to be broken"-HE said so.
i just thought that we will feel better this way. i just dun wanna give him false hope.
-went back for choir practice today. and everything doesnt seems to be in shape.
-i'm preparing something for hongjun's birthday. but somehow, i can't find that prezzie though i have been window-shopping for about two days. x:
-taught my sister maths. she doesnt seems to even bother. sigh.
-havn't been in good mood today.
-these few days, it keep raining cats and dogs and RATS. lols.
-my throat is feeling better.(:
-bug on the phone with wanying for hours. late at night.

oh. i'm flooded with MISSES again.
i miss dianna. i also want bug on the phone for hours to chat with her.
i miss genie too. i wonder when can we go out to catch up.
atiqah! yes, i miss every moment we have shared together. oh well.
ARGH! i miss sijia, jasmine, yanling, peishan and mary. my closest clicks. i feel so empty without them.
and i miss claudia and cheryl as well.
as i mention, i'm flooded with MISSES again.

i hope stella is feeling better.(:

i guess i better stop.
off i go, killing my brain cells for the organising the class chalet stuff.
who should buy what?

life have to go on no matter what.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:23 PM

i'll blog bout the class chalet details now.
as i mention in the post in 18december.

and i made a mistake.
so the chalet is on the 14th, 15th and 16th of january.
the venue is at aloha loyang, pool terrace12.
the bbq will be held on the 15th.

booking of chalet: shenny___budget: $240

BEVERAGES:
7-up[4bottles]: fadzilah and fadzlina___budget:$6
orange syrup[1bottle]: fadzilah and fadzlina___budget:$4
ice[2packets]: jiawen and olivia___ budget:$5 ~buy on that day~

FOOD:
marshmallow[4packets]: li hin and shye fern___budget:$8 ~buy those with fillings, not plain~
hot dog[5packets]: ling ning and shu jun___ budget:$8
chicken wings[3kg]: sijia and jasmine___budget:$16
otah[25packets]: sijia and jasmine___budget:$7 ~order fish otahs~
satay[100 sticks]: aik kun and liping___budget:$30 ~order chicken satays~
butter/magarine[1piece]: peishan___ budget:$4
chicken meat[3kg]: dianna and yiru___budget:$16
garlic bread[4loaf]: ziqi and ning en___ budget:$8
crab meat[1packet]: szeying and grace___budget:$2.50
stingray: sikai___budget: $35
fried rice: zul___budget: $15 ~bring a scoop along~

OTHERS:
charcoal[3packets]: jabob and marcus____budget:$9
cups[50pieces]: huimin and yanling___budget:$2 ~buy at "skp"~
paper plates[50pieces]: huimin and yanling___budget:$4 ~buy at "skp"~
forks[50pieces]: huimin and yanling___budget:$1 ~buy at "skp"~
spoons[50pieces]: huimin and yanling___budget$1 ~buy at "skp"~
brush[2pieces]: huimin and yanling___budget:$3 ~buy at "skp"~
fire starter[2packets]: stella___budget:$3
tongs[2pieces]: mary___budget:$4 ~buy medium size~
wire gaugze[1piece]: atiqah___budget:$5 ~suitable size~
trash bag[5pieces]: atiqah___budget:$1.50
aluminium tray[2pieces]: yeehan and tingming___budget:$5 ~not to small~
aluminium foil[1roll]: yeehan and tingming___budget: $1.50
satay sticks[1packet]: hwee ing and yvonne___budget: $1

salt[adquate amount]: hwee ing and yvonne___no budget
1 dispenser: yiqin___no budget
lighter[2pieces]: dianna___no budget

**please do let me know if you cant buy these items.
also, inform me if you are NOT going to the chalet on the bbq date.[15th of jan.]
thanks.
with lots of love, huiminz

Also, the below are the ways of arriving to Aloha Loyang.
please note that there is no direct bus to Aloha Loyang :
Method #1: Pick-up Point - Shuttle bus from Pasir Ris MRT : Taxi stand facing the main road(near MacDonald's)
Drop-off point - Outside the reception office of Aloha Loyang.
The time available for the shuttle bus:
0745,0815,0845,0915,1115,1215,1345,1415,1515,1615,1745,1845,1915,2015,2115,2200
Method #2 : Taking Bus 21 and drop off at downtown east. Then walk to find the location of aloha loyang. The map can be find at the web. http://www.aloha.gov.sg/sections/maps/index.html
Method #3 : Take a taxi and drop off at the entrance of aloha loyang.

signing off-huminz

She Smiled At11:31 PM

first christmas tree in a hotel near suntec city. i forget the hotel's name.=x
it's just beautiful with all the bears.

second christmas tree is taken in "mark and spencer" in plaza sing.
well, actually it doesnt really look like a christmas tree to me.

third christmas tree is so grand, so beautiful, so wonderful, so awesome and so everything-nice.
maybe it's because it's taken at nitez.
at vivo city.
i'll give it 5stars out of 5stars.(:

forth christmas tree is taken at suntec city.
nice with ribbons and flowers.

and argh.
i cant upload the fifth christmas tree.
it's a white christmas tree taken outside intercontinetal hotel in bugis.

anyway, merry christmas to all.
have a blessed christmas filled with joy, laughter and love.

hope santa claus grant everyone's wishes soon.
[especially hongjun's.(: ]

anyway, i got a piggy bank upon exchanging gifts in the party last nite at my grandma place.
it's really heartening to see my cousins playing and running and jumping about.
they bbq some stuff and serve the adults. cool.
and sigh. i miss those good food.
cuz i'm still not feeling very good.
i'm losing my voice.
real bad now.
i'll see the doctor if i'm not okay by 27th dec.
please pray for me to have speedy recovery. LOLs.

my xmas wish is to live everyday to it's fullest.
(:

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:17 PM

chirstmas is a season of giving and sharing.
(:

[i guess i broke my own record.
i only catch some sleep for about half-an-hour throughout the entire night.
i open my eyes and stare at the blank when the night falls.
my tears drop and i had endless thinking to do.
i eat back my own tears as i felt my heart in pain.]

okay. enough of such sad stuff.
let's get into the mood for christmas.

yingqi had been great accompany today.
we went around giving gifts to others.
just like santa claus, isnt it?

had recieved lots of greetings, as well as gift.
these are ways of appreciation, isnt it?
i'm blessed cuz of everyone around me.

god-daddy and god-mummy had a bottle full of biscuits they baked for me.(:
yanling gave me those small cakes she had baked.(:
she also gave me chocolates.(:
yingqi baked some cookies for me.(:
but....sigh.
million apologies to yanling and yingqi, as well as god-daddy and god-mummy.
i'm really sick now, so i think i better don't eat them as yet.

hongjun gave me a book.
a book that is so meanningful.
though he apologise for ugly wrapping cuz it's kind of a last-minute thingy,
but i feel that it's the thoughts that count.
(:
thanks.

a shirt and a bag.(:
wow, practical stuff always come handy when we need them.
thanks to smallest auntie.

AND.
the best christmas gift i ever got.
it's not specially wrapped nor decorated.
but to me, it's the best gift.
cuz it had touched my heart.
something so sweet and simple, yet memorable.
it's a book. the book i have been saving money for.
it's entitled: :the break-up because it's broken"
with it, there is a letter attached to it.
it goes something like this:
"Hey, hereby is a christmas present. Just wanna thank you for tolerating my damn attitude during study time and also other time. Time passes so fast. I have you as a sister for 14years le. I'll sure regret if I didnt have you as my sister. Take care. Smile! Just wanna say: MERRY CHRISTMAS."-huijia.
i really love this gift.
(:

i feel so forunate as well to have such sister.
someone who never fail to lend me her shoulders.
someone who try not to complain when i nag too much.
someone so so special to me.

alright, i guess i thank enough.
i really really feel so so appreciated by all.

[i don't wish to lie.
i don't wish to tell you i'm alright when actually i'm not.
i don't wish to force a smile on my face when deep inside me, i'm crying.
i don't wish to pretend nothing happen when i can't change the facts.
i just don't wish to lie.

i need time.]
-i'm not sure why i type all these when i don't wish to share what's happening to me as yet.
i just feel that blogging makes me feel better. rather than hide everything inside me.
so please don't ask me about this.
i promise i'll be fine soon.

always look on the bright side.
life have to go on no matter what.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:30 PM

ARGH.
i'm really feeling not very well.
something seems to be stuck in my throat.
and sigh. i cant talk for now.
the pain excruciated me.

anyway, today is great!
i had some catching-up session with great people.
my god-daddy and god-mummy had been great accompany today.
oh yes yes. we catch the movie, "charlotte's web".
well, i am suppose to catch this moive during the class outing.
but in any way, the class outing is cancelled.

"charlotte's web" is really touching.
yes, i know i shouldnt feel that much cuz i have already read the book when i'm in sec 1.
but hey, seriously don't you think that charlottle shouldnt die?
it's really saddening when such awesome and loyal and wonderful and everything-nice friend had to leave.

charlotte said something rather meaningful:
"everyone were born, live and will eventually die."
something like this.

it just allow me to realise that life is short.
and we should make full use of it.
(:
rather find a million ways to make yourself happy than not do anything and keep having negative thoughts.
oh, since when did i become so optimistic?

[no more misunderstandings.
no more false hopes given.
no more hard feelings.

life have to go on no matter what.]

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:49 PM

contradiction.
well, life is just like this, isnt it?

we complain about everything under the sun.
about the teachers in school.
and about the huge pile of homework and project given.
and of course we complain about the super duper bad timetable given.
but once we graduate, everything doesnt seems that bad afterall.
we still miss the teachers. and the endless homework that are needed to be done.
actually, we miss practically everything about school.

similarly, that applies to working.
in the start of the week, i was still wondering how i am going to survive through the week.
but now, i'm still hopping around. ALIVE.
well, i was actually moaning and groaning about the low pay and the long distance of my work place.
but after my survival through the week, i find that working isnt as bad as i thought afterall.
at least there are some income and i gain experience at the same time, right?
like i said, it's contradicting.

contradicting as it is, we shouldnt complicate life even more.
simplication is great.

hohoho.
santa claus is coming to town.
soon enough, christmas will arrive.
(:

and guess what?
at first, i was still vacillating whether to meet claudia or go for 4e3 outing on the 23rd dec.
but now, i dun even have to make decisions.
cuz everything had been planned.
my grandma and sweety cousin are coming over to my house tomorrow.
and we are heading for chinatown for some shopping on the 23rd.
no choice either. my grandma is bigger than anyone else in the house.
-laugh out loud.-
anyway, i already cancelled the date with claudia.
and the class outing are cancelled too. cuz not many can make it.

straight after work, i went out with jackson and zuanzhe.
brought some stuff for some people's upcoming birthday.
well, i wouldn't let the cat out of the bag for now.
it's suppose to be a secret.

anyway, hongjun sent me to work today.
many thanks for sacrificing your precious sleeping time.
(:
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:32 PM

phew. i finally squeeze some time out to blog.

i must have been tired.
when i'm on my way back to tampines from my work place, i slept almost immediately when i sat down.
i only woke up when it stop by at tampines. perhaps my instict woke me up, cuz i have reach my place.
big big relief for not miss-ing the stop.
(:

and of course i'm tired.
especially this week.
i have to pull and drag and force myself out of the bed at 715am every morning.
cuz i'm working from 9am-5pm.
after which, i'm tutoring my sister from 730pm to 9pm.
then, i have to prepare classwork and tests for my sister.
not to mention, i have to prepare stuff for my cousin tuition too.
i often get to sleep only at 1plus. or even later.
oh well, how can 6hrs be enough?

but hey, life is like this.
no point complaining and argue with reality right?
so i have planned something rather billiant.
instead of wasting my time away on the mrt, i'll read up a book.
if not, i'll bring along my sister textbook and start cracking my brain on the mrt.
yeah! that can save me lots of precious sleeping time.

anyway, i just have to survive this week. that's all.
cuz i wouldnt have to work next week.
(:

something that brighten up my day.
my sister scored 39/50 for her 4th test.
yeah, constant A for 4 tests.
i feel so satisfied.
everything is worth it.

shall blog more tomorrow, i suppose.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:29 PM

to 4e3 peeps:
class chalet is on 15th,16th and 17th of january 2007.
it's a monday, tuesday and wednesday.
if possible, please make yourself free these days.
i'll blog about the details soon.
cuz i'm really really busy these days.
anything, please ask me.(:
with lots of love,huiminz.

first and foremost, i wanna add something to my schedule that i had planned for the last few weeks in year2006.
that is to go out with yingqi mei asap.
and to act as santa to give out some gifts on 24th dec.
(:

and sigh.
i got the wrong information from marcus.
he told me that ziqi was in srjc but in fact she was not.
instead, she was in tpjc.
but it's alright..
i have experience worst disappointment.
so far, none of the junyuan peep is in srjc.

well, i'm working.
for the sake of money?
i guess that's just part of the reason.
the other reason is that i need to help out my auntie.
(: what good niece she has.
LOLs. i know i'm a little thick-skin today.=x
anyway, i'm only working for a week or so.
cuz sch is reopening.
and i suppose next week is my last enjoyment week.

ARGH.
can i have 48hours a day instead?
i really have no more spare time.
eat. work. tutor. bath. sleep.
and the vicious cycle continues on and on and on...
i don't even have extra time to go online.

though so, i still burn away some of my sleeping time just to blog.
why?
cause blogging has become part of me.
part of my life.
(:

i promise i will blog about the details of the class chalet soon.
about who to bring what and stuff.(:

-everyday is a good day.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:41 AM

it's just another entry of mine.

oh yes yes, dianna has finally recovered.
(:

and i was just discussing about some JC and POLY stuff with my aunties and parents.
oh well, who cares?
just wait and see where my O's results can take me to.
till then.

anyway, i'm tutoring my little cousin as well.
she's in primary five next year.
so i'm teaching her primary five mathematics.

and guess what?
my sister got 45/50 marks for her third test.
that test is on pythagoras theorem and sin, cos and tan.
oh well, wat great marks she got.

sigh sigh. i was going through the the schedule i have for the last few weeks in year 2006.. then i realise that my meeting with claudia clashes with the 4e3,06' outing. what should i do?

the schedule i have for the last few weeks in year 2006.
-had lunch with special people[my god-daddy and god-mummy] on 22nd dec.
-go hang on around the beach with claudia on the 23rd dec.
-gather as much 4e3 peeps to catch the movie,"Charlotte's Web" together on 23rd dec.
-to have an unforgettable, as well as different,christmas party on 24th dec.
-if possible, hang out with the guys gang on christmas day, 25th dec.
-attend juvone's frenz bdae party with jackson on 26th dec.
-go back to choir and help out as much as i can on 27th dec.
-have a wonderful family gathering on 30th dec.
-had a memorable count-down for year 2007 on the 31st dec.
-celebrate hongjun's birthday with him on the 29th dec.
-bug on the phone for hours with dianna. and find time to go out with her.
-eat sushi with cheryl.
-have gathering with yanling, sijia, jasmine, peishan and mary. my fellow clicks.
-teach my sister finish her sec 2express mathematics, which i'm already half-way through.
-teach my cousin 1/4 of her primary 5 mathematics.
-find time to slack with jinguan. cuz long time never slack with him le.

sigh.
there's just so much thing to do within such short period of time.

and and yeah!
ziqi and miaohui is in srjc.
same as me.
(:

and poor jackson.
he keep complaining to me bout his job.
sigh. which work isnt tough, right?

alright.
i got to run.
talk too much le.=x

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:12 PM

M&M.
memories and misses.

"memories.
something so fascinating.
something so mystyfying.

memories.
it comes and goes.
drifting away when we least expect.
lingering around when we want to forget.

memories.
neither good nor evil are they.
sometimes providing us with weal and inspiration.
sometimes leaving us with bad experiences.

memories
the antidote from the outside world.
so my fellow, students, treasure them
before they disappear into oblivion."
-a poem entitled memories.
i copied this from a composition book that i used to own.

oh.
i miss school.
i miss choir.
i miss power of e3,05' & 06'.
i miss tchaikovsky.
i miss tenacious.
i miss those times when i chase after people for class fund.
i miss the fun and laughter i had with my clicks.
i miss disturbing peishan and mary.
i miss playing with jasmine and sijia.
i miss yanling for everything.
i miss fadzlina and nicholas being the chairperson of the class.
i miss the discussing of stuff with li ping and aik kun.
i miss sharing food and sweets and everything nice with zul and stella.
i miss crapping with the 3-8-7 group.
i miss tingming, yeehan,ning en, ziqi, hwee ing, yvonne click.
i miss the many encouragement from atiqah.
i miss amanda's accompany and going to her house.
i miss clicking on the phone for hours just to chat with dianna.
i miss being so close with genie.
i miss being with the gentle yiru.
i miss discussing with shenny about class stuff like chalet.
i miss grace quiet accompany.
i miss the noisy sikai, who always entertain us.
i miss yiqin and yusa, those who brought the class laughter.
i miss marcus teaching.
i miss sms-ing with jacob gor about everything under the sun.
i miss sonia, fadhilah, fadzilah. those gals who always cooperate with me well.
i miss shujun and lingning, who are always very into animation.
i miss wanling and shining, being the quiet ones in class.
i miss calling jiawen her name.xD
i miss olivia who is a very good debater.
i miss lihin and shyefern long accompany.
like i mention, i miss everyone is class.
i really miss the power of e3.

i miss mr and mrs khiat.
i miss mr angk.k and mr ang k.s.
i miss mr alsagoff.
i miss mr ng.
i miss mr ong.
i miss ms neo.
i miss chinese teacher, mdm lee.
i miss mrs law.
i miss mrs lu.

i miss bully-ing yingqi.
i miss going out with the guys gang.
i miss chatting with elizabeth almost every morning.
i miss having recess with cheryl.
i miss pouring everything to wanying.
i miss having the close contact with claudia.
i miss rebecca calling me baobei.
i miss crying with bariah.
i miss talking to nurril and say all the bad stuff about hj.=x
i miss going out with weekiat.
i miss trashing out problems with eunice.

i'm missing everything.

and soon, i'll be in a new environment.
with new friends and new teachers.
but never will i forget this bunch of people,
who have touched my heart and entered my life.

memories and misses.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:09 PM

arnt i blessed?
with wonderful people around me.
yes, i'm fine.

i'm not gonna appeal for tpjc cuz results have shown that i cant get in anyway.
and i don't wish to use my choir to appeal for tpjc.
so i'm going srjc for first 3months.
(:

those words that touched my hearts.

"you go everywhere in singapore, how can you say serangoon jc is far?
your aim is to experience jc life, not clock up distance in travel, got it?
be clear about your aim"
"go there with a open heart"
"don't fall into the fame trap. a student who wants to excel will excel anywhere"
-mr khiat.

"it's going to be good at srjc, trust me. just work hard and anywhere is the same"
-mrs khiat.

"no worries. Os will be better, then can go to another JC"
"anyway once again.. it's how hard you work for your A levels,
doesnt really matter which JC you go to"
-mr jae.

"it's not far. i have checked with your aunt and you daddy. they said just take bus 72 and walk some distance. if not, you can take mrt. well, it's up to you."
"i'll support your decision"
-mummy.

"you sure will do better for o's."
"cheer up, everything happens for a reason."
-nurril

"no matter what, i'll support you. love you lots"
-yingqi.

"o's will be better."
-genie

"just study hard so dun worry."
-ng

"go which jc also jc mah...its just how much hardwork u gonna put in,right?"
"just work hard..like how u wan it to be at tpjc..and then everything will end up to be the same, isnt it"
"nothing is impossible."
"shi bai shi chen gong zi mu"-shihui

"most importantly.. just follow ur heart.. =)"
-ernst

"Trust yourself. You would be able to do equally well there. So don't worry. Give in your best will do. Take care and keep in touch yeah.."
"hey gal..doesn't matter where you go. I honestly believe we'll still be good friends."-stella

thanks.
really thanks.

and no no, this is not mood swing or watever.
one moment good, one moment bad.
it's not.
it's just that i have learn something precious today.
and as what nurril mention, everything happens for a reason.
i should be thankful that i even got into 3months in jc.
(:

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:55 AM

saddening.

can it rain at me at this moment?
i just wish the rain can wash away my tears.
though i'm not crying at this moment.
but sigh,my heart is crying.

saddening.
i didnt got into tpjc.
i got into serangooon jc..
it's at kovan.
any ideas how i can appeal for tpjc?
or any ideas if i can reject this pae?
[sigh, i dun think i can reject right?]

i already had some mental preparation,
but still it came crushing down.

-out-
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:16 AM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

packed schedule.

i'll make this post short and sweet.
well, i'm suffering from flu, sorethroat and headaches.
it's not yet serious cuz i havnt got fever.
anyway, i dun wish to be in that serious state.

guess what?
my sister got 34/50 for her algebra test yesterday.
she said it's tedious but she just have to get used to it.
cuz there are still more to come.
anyway, i'm proud of her.
so far, she had done 221 question in 6days.
1day=90min.
so she had used about 2.44min to solve each question.
applause to her.

my headache is killing my brain cells, i suppose.
i wanna shout and scream and yell and cry.
cuz it's really painful.
but sigh, i just need to blame myself,
for not taking good care of my health.

and tomorrow will be judgement day.

i said:i'll make this post short and sweet.
but it doesnt seems so now.
perhaps,i'm just too talkative.
oh well, i better stop now.

i just cant stop thinking about........
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:07 AM

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

12.12.06.

had a rather great day with jinguan.
we walked and walked and walked.
plaza sing.
chinatown.
orchard.
suntec city.
these are the places we went today.
initially, we didnt want to go to chinatown.
but we wanted to buy jeans.
and as typical singaporeans, we wanted to shop for cheaper stuff.
but guess what, we nearly got lost in chinatown.
LOLS.

as i mention, i took lots of photos these days.
x)
here are some:



maybe i'm really craving for ice-cream.
no wonder i go for it today despite my little illness.
well, actually i'm just a little tiny winy bit unwell.

sometimes, i still wonder.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:55 PM

Monday, December 11, 2006

a day to remember.

SENTOSA rawks.
(:

just one word to describe the scenery.
beautiful.






weeeee.
it seems like i've been taking lots of photos these days.

hongjun and i went to lots of places.
kbox in hougang..
hougang mall.
palawan beach.[sentosa]
merlion site.[sentosa]
bird close counter.[sentosa]
musical fountain.[sentosa]
siloso beach.[sentosa]
vivo city.

it's a great day today.
though we went to so many sites, we didnt spent a lot.
that's one of the many wonderful things that happen today: save money.

and and zuanzhe and jackson started work today.
good for them. cuz at least, there's income.
unlike me, lots of output instead of input.
sigh.

off i go to prepare test for my sister.
and the most forunate thing is that she had survive for a week or so despite my homework torturing.
LOLs.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:27 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

takecare..

christmas.
(x
weeeeee.

shop.
eat.
rest.
talk.
shop.
eat.
rest.
talk.
and it goes on and on and on.
there goes my day like this.
yeah! my family outing is never boring.
(:

i'm too tired to carry on with blogging.
this headache had kill my brain cells.
i cant think properly now.
sigh.
wat bad timing.

there's a saying that goes:"a picture paints a million words."
so i guess i'll just let those photos of mine say what happen today instead.
cuz i'm also not in the mood to blog.

mummy. daddy. older and younger sister.
guess which hand belongs to me.
LOLs.
xD

i know we are childish.
x)

auntie ann and cousin celine. cute right?

sisters forever!

and both of us wear pink.yeah!

twins? duh.

i should have an early nitez.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:05 PM

Saturday, December 09, 2006

satisfactory

satisfactory.
my house was really neat and tidy.
there were no clothes lying around the sofa.
nor books on the bed.
everything was in place.
i, myself was astonish at how well i tidy the house..
let alone my parents.
i had never dreamed of doing housework.
but suprisingly, i did it yesterday.
(:

yesterday was one of the very few days i stayed at home during the week.
yesterday was my reflection day.
but still, i'm struggling.
i'm still in deep thoughts.

anyway, sijia is finally back to singapore.
and i'm wondering if she had remember to bring snow from china or not.
it's really wonderful to know she's back.

oh yes, i had recieved a belated birthday gift from mary and peishan.
(:
sweet thoughts count.

and we[yanling, jasmine, sijia and i] gave mary her belated birthday gift as well.
the gift may be a bit too much,
but who cares?
best frenz understand each other.
mary knows we mean no harm.
and that's more than enough.
(:

as we exchange gifts, it remind me of christmas.
it's just round the corner.
and i'm going to shop for gifts tomorrow.
weeeeee.

and i think there's another thing which makes me smile the whole day..
satisfactory.
make some stuff for somebody's birthday.
hush, i'll keep my mouth shut for now.
i wouldnt let the cat out of the bag.

14.12 is approaching soon.
the judgement day will arrive in no time.

hey, look!
i'm feeling better today.
million thanks to nurril, atiqah, dianna, ernst.
i have recieved all the love and care and concern showered to me.
thanks lots.

yanling. yingqi. juvone.
sorry to let you guys worry for me.
i'm still the strong huimin, you all know.
thanks for standing by my side when i need you gals the most.
appreciate everything.

hongjun.
paiseh. i didnt mean to show attitude if i had.
i'm sor.. nah, i'm not gonna say that word.
bleah.=x
but also need to thank you for taking the effort to cheer me up.

jinguan, i appreciate you.
thanks for your accompany throught-out the entire night.
and i'm sorry to make you worry.

jackson.
thanks for the many sms-es you gave once you knew something was not right.
i know you care and i am grateful to know that.
(:

the very last thing i would want is to make you guys worry for me.
here, i once again apologise.
and many thanks to all for being there by my side.

i said i will be fine and soon,i will be.

simple. simplify. simplification.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:55 AM

Friday, December 08, 2006

tears.

my apologies to all.
this post had to be a sad one.

i have been posting about happy events, wonderful moments, beautiful people around and perfect life.
i thought my life was so colourful but till then, i'm wrong.
life is like a rollar coaster, with ups and downs.

still,i cant escape.
so i've been lying to myself all this while.
from the start, i knew i'm the cause of everything.
but i choose to run away. i choose to believe things arnt tat bad afterall.
but i didnt know i'm wrong.
my presence had brought so much damage.
i'm really sorry.
i can't find any reason to forgive myself.

so leave me alone
-doing some soul searching-

my face is wet and i taste something bitter.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:17 AM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

the book: break-up because it's broken.

since we offically finished o levels, i havnt been touching books.
except the mathematics textbook which i am suppose to tutor my sister.
and i am starting to once again, read back "happiness now"[a book which i have read a few times.]
sometimes, i really don't understand how our brain works.

when i am still in school and are ought to prepare for exams,
i hate my book then. i wish it would disappear at my sight for good.
but now that i'm not in school, i have craving for books.
i want to read books, so i can gain some knowledge.
i just want more and more.
gosh, i seems like a small kid craving for lollipop..

a book on the shelf entitled:"break-up because it's broken." had caught my eye.
and i'm saving up for this book.
its summary stated:
[There's no doubt about it-breakup sucks.
But in the first few hours or days or weeks that follow,
there's one important truth you need to recognize.
some things can't and shouldn't be fixed,
especially that loser who dumped you or forced you to dump him.
It's over for a reason,
and deep down inside you probably know what that reason is.
It's called a break-up because it's broken.
And starting today, you are not the kind of women who settle for broken, or hangs on to damaged good, be it a radio, a pair of shoes, or a relationship!
It's time to get rid of all the broken stuff that you've been lugging around for days, months and maybe even years.
And make a bold decision to start looking for stuff that works.
Because the longer you stay stuck in a dead-end relationship, the less time you get on this planet to experience a great one.
So open up this book, and let's dive in-our goal is to help you turn your break-up into the event that change your life for the better in ways you never dreamed possible.
It's not an end, it's a beginning!
After all..]
this book sound interesting.

and yeahyeah! everywhere i go, i can hear christmas songs.
christmas is near. weeeeeeeeeee.

only left with memories.
"last christmas i gave you my heart,
but the very next day you gave it away"

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:27 PM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

swimming.

it had been a long time since i went swimming.
the genting trip doesnt count, cuz at there i only play with water.
surprisingly, i went swimming with hongjun, zuanzhe and jackson.
it was sort of a last-minute thing.
but still, i did manage to rush there.
(:
it really feel good to swim a few laps.

before that, i accompany yingqi to the polyclinic.
she has sensative nose if i'm not wrong.
just hope that she recover soon too.

and i wonder how is dianna.
hope her pig leg is better by now.

and oh shucks.
i nearly faint when i look at how i spend my money lately.
yet those money are not spend unwisely.
sigh, perhaps i am really in need for money at this moment.

oh yes, i feel so refresh.
excerise more, get a healthy lifestyle.
(:

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:27 PM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

05.12.06.

poor dianna.
she fell and injured herself a few days ago.
praying for her to have speedy recovery.

anyway, i went out with jinguan, jackson, hongjun and zuanzhe.
and guess where we go.
we went to redhill.
just to shop for shoes.
LOLs, they are POA students.
so they go for cheaper price but higher quality.
xD

the way there was rather boring.
until hongjun and i exchange roles.
so, he will be huimin and i will be hongjun for a few hours.
it's really fun. but it's kind of childish.=x

jinguan mention that it will not be a success if i exchange roles with him.
cuz huimin is noisy and jinguan is rather quiet.

lalala.
i'm noisy.
(:

after the frutiful shop for shoes, we went bowling.
alemak, they are all PROs.
gosh, till today, i never know i have been using wrong method to bowl.
never mind, practice makes perfect.

oh yes, talking about practice makes perfect.
it reminds me of mathematics.
i gave my sister test today.
and she got A2.
(:
yeah!

alright alright.
i'll stop here.
if not, i'll keep on rattling on.
then, i will not only be noisy but irritating as well.
laugh out loud.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:10 PM

Monday, December 04, 2006

wedding.

it stated: "the love that was meant to be."
weirong and mei ping was offically mr and mrs koh.
congratulations to the newly couple.

who could be more happy during a wedding other than the wedding couples?
it's their parents, of course.
those kind of happiness cant be describe using words, i guess.

the atmosphere was great.
i could feel happiness too.
today i witness my relative wedding.
(:


before we set off to the wedding place.
(:
daddy and mummy rawks.
i love them to bits.

since we attend the wedding dinner, we met lots of relatives.
some of them were long-lost relative.
the thing is:quite alot of people mistaken my sister as the older sister. otherwise, people will mistaken us as twins.

argh, do i really look that childish?
or was it my sister who is too matured?

huijia. huimin. grandma. grandpa.
wonderful people.


they dote me the most.
they raise me up since i'm a baby.
(:
love them loads too.

BABES!
lols. i mean those two who are standing beside me.
the lady in the middle is air steward.


the groom's brother.
he never change, he keeps making fun of me since i'm young.
and he claims that i am his new galfrenz today.
LAUGH OUT LOUD.

oh yes,his wife is a teacher.
(:

huimin and randolph.
cousins of the same age.
we rawks.
oh, he's good-looking too.


handsome guy, right?
oooops, am i too straight-forward?
anyway, due to complicated relationship, he should be one generation older than me.
but he's only 19years old.
shuai ge for the day.

anyway, went out with uncle keith and cousin kieron for a swensen treat this afternoon.
(:
i'm not rich, cuz i didnt foot the bill. wahaha.
until today, it had been some time since we had a meal together.
changi airport swensen rawks.
oh yes, after which, uncle keith treat us with haagen-dazs.
yummy yummy.

i had a fruitful day today.
cuz my mouth never stop doing work.
either talking, or eating.

i miss mr and mrs khiat.

(:
i'm contented with my life.
blessed with beautiful people around me.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:59 PM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

(:

"friends whom are near
may not be dear.
but friends whom i'm gonna miss for years
are friends of blood and tears."
-copied this somewhere as i packed my cupboard.
this somehow best describe my feelings now.

a lot of wonderful moments will eventually come to an end.
just like graduation day, just like prom nitez.
but i believe those strong friendship i had built with my friends will not just end here.


JYSS is a place where wonderful things happen.
JYSS is a place filled with fond memories.
i'll never forget this school.
nor will i forget the teachers and friends.

kept in my heart.


oh yes oh yes, my back is aching.
maybe i'm getting old.
laugh out loud.
had been teaching sister mathematics for about 2 and 1/2 hours. after which, i prepare test for her. if i'm not wrong, i have been sitted for about 3 hours or so. i'm really tired.
-out-

yeah!
i had home-cooked fried rice for dinner today.
something that brighten up my whole day.
(:

my mouth is itchy.
and i'm craving for lots of stuff.
i want sushi and ice-cream and macdonal hotcakes and strawberry and stingray and kfc chicken and............
and the list goes on.
gosh, i think i'm gonna be fat soon.

just visited szeying's blog.
the lyrics of "i'll remember you" are so so meaningful.
so till now, there are quite a number of songs which sort os symbolise the power of e3,05' & 06'.
-"mambo number 5"[international friendship day]
-"you're my number 1"[united as one. graduation day]
-"the way you look at me."[by mr ong during prom nitez]
-"i'll remember you"[frm szeying]

i'm blessed with so many wonderful people around me.

p/s: something really regretful.
during prom nitez, i wanted to take pictures with a few others.
but somehow or rather, didnt.
sigh. wanted to take with xuanhui, aloysius, bariah, jiayi, amanda, weekiat, mr ong..
argh..

{last christmas, i gave you my heart
but the very next day,you gave it away.}
-just remind me of someone.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:18 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

photos.

all thanks to this young lady on my right.
she helped me with my make-up and stuff.
really appreciate these gal.
love ya lots.
(:




yanling and i.
she brought laughter in my life.
yes, we may go different ways, but our friendship will never end last nitez.

my 10-year best frenz.
indeed, time flies.
i'll never forget this special frenz of mine.
she had an impact on my life.
(:


she's someone i know i can always turn to.
she's so beautiful, both inner and outer.
(:
thanks for everything you have done.


MEMORIES.
power of e3,05' and 06' remains.
everyone looks great.

dianna and yusa.

the prom king and queen in the hearts of 4e3.(:

mr ong is awesome. he sang with emotions, salute to him. indeed, he's one rare teacher.

*applause for him*

huimin. mary. yanling. peishan.

the beautiful us.[it would be better if jasmine and sijia was present]

the pig family. created since sec 2 if i'm nt wrong. just the four of us. huimin,melissa,peishan, mary.

Yiqin and I. This handsome guy had added colour to my life ever since Primary4.

Lovely Yiru n I. I wonder if great minds thinks alike cuz we had the same bag that day.

I feel so fortunate to know this pretty lady, Dianna. The fact that we are best pals since sec one, never will change. (: .

Elizabeth and i. moon and star always. (:

"Best Friend are close to hearts regradless of distance" Claudia, one super friend I wont forget.

Shyefern. A gal who have gone through thick and thin with me.
From 2e3,04' to 3e3,05' to 4e3,06'.
Tchaikovsky and tenacious rawks.

Zhi ning is one of the gal whom have been in close contact with me though we havnt been in the same class as me throughout these 4years.(: Cheers to our friendship.

Yeehan. Pretty lady standing beside me.

She, together with her clicks, often brighten up my day.

Just stella and me. She is someone I know I can always rely on. She is indeed someone so special to me. [hope we both get into tpjc sci stream.]

aik kun. I wouldn't forget this perfect dancing partner of mine. Oh, I really miss those times. She's so cute, arnt she?
Li ping aka ah ping. It's so sweet of her, constantly making sure I'm not being left out. I'm never gonna forget her.

Szeying. I have known this pretty lady since sec 1. we hitted off ever since the first meeting.
It's my pleasure to have her as my frenz.

~together forever, never apart. Maybe in distance, but never in heart.~
This is one of the many messages atiqah had sent me before.
Someone whom I will hold in my heart.
Euince and i. my aiai rawks.

Jiawen.
This lady is really good in controlling her temper.
She wouldn't kick a fuss over some small stuff, for example people making fun of her name.
and and, I'll take note of her handphone number.(:
I guess only she knows what I mean.
Zul and i. I still remember those times we acted like couples. And those times we stand united as one. Tchaikovsky still rules.




Memories are kept. Julian and i.


Hongjun.
What can I say about him?
He's someone who can make me smile.
yes, he is sweet.
No wonder ants want come bite him. LOLs.


Jinguan is someone who is always willing to lend a helping hand and a listening ear.
He can make a prefect councilor.nah, just kidding.
But he really helps me a lot. (:


Jackson.
Known him for about 7years.
Wow, this friendship is really worth keeping.


Zuanzhe.
This guy is really thoughtful.
My birthday card was hand-made by him.
Gosh, never judge a book by it's cover.

Brandon.
Though quiet, but he always give intelligent ideas.









and i'm done with the prom photos.
(:
FINALLY.

how good if the nitez didnt end.
memories.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:59 PM

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