haha.. today is the start of the new week... but it is the last day of the month.. well, was so happy to know my results for the emaths paper... was kind of shocked to know that i can score so well... haha.. but.. on the other hand, a few of my classmates were pretty sad when they learn to know that they didn't do that well for this test.. coming up next is phsyics test.. which is going to be held this friday... not sure if i can survive or ot.. well,i like the sitting arragement before the change.. now, i am sitting right at the back.. haiz, can't absorb as much things here compare to the past... oh yes, i would like to take this opportunity to thanks Mr Ong for helping 3e3 to negotiate the date for the geography test.. i mean geography "revision".. well,it still means the same thing.. by the way, is there a difference between normal and good friends.....? in my opinion, there is... how about you guys out there..? do you feel the same like whati feel...?
well, there are different types of friends... some are those kinds who would influence you in a bad manner(like teaching you how to smoke)..... another type is normal friend... it is like classmate or schoolmate(they would just simply greet each other... nothing more)... how about good friends..they are there ignoring the problems you have to face and be there just for you... close friends are slighty more.. it is where both parties share secrets and talk about everything under the sun... he/she is always there to lend a listning ear or a shoulder..... best friends...haaha, i think i ned not say it out...
well, i am not sure why i blog all these..haha, i would like to hear from those who are out there about their opinion about friends.....
"i hope that we can be more than just friends, maybe good friends........? or best friends.........?"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:22 PM

yesterday, my cousin had come to my house to play... well, in a form... to release stress... i was so happy to have broadband already... haha... don't know how to survive te physics test this coming friday... haha... but before that, thre is a EMaths test coming up tomorrow... well, practice do make perfect... this applies especially to mathematics.. well, i come aross a msn nick which i find it quite true... here it goes: "no matter how we solve our problem.... past is past... it can never be the same again...." well, although i agree with it, i hope that this wouldn't apply in reality..... haiz, is it true that nothing can mend a broken heart...? well, time really flies...very fast... very fast... chinese new year is coming... just next week.... fast enough, 1 month had past... do angels exist in this world....?
"i hope that we can pretend that nothing happen and be best of friends again"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:31 PM

Today is rather same like yesterday, no much homework… Actually, Pei Shan, li hin and I were troubled to the question: whether to join syf or not… finally, we had made a decision to take part… we also agree that once we take part in it, we must devote our heart in it…we must put in 101% of our effort to do our very best during the competition… I had know better that with those kinds of standard we have, getting a bronze award is rather hard to obtain already… not to mention to get a silver award this time round… I know that at this point of time, I shouldn’t have be thinking of these… but… the more confident I am in obtain either a silver or a bronze award may led to a series of disappointment if I fail… anyway, I will still try my very best and perform to my maximum on that day of competition (I believe that pei shan and li hin feels the same too…) “A failure that is fatal is NOT when you try and fail BUT when you fail to try”
Today, our journal entry is to write a personal letter to Mr. Ong to talk about anything… at first, I didn’t know what to write… but, something came into my mind…
I believe that there must be some “angels” around me…
I had read come across this phrase that says “giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they’ll love you back! Don’ expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their hearts… but if it doesn’t, be content it grew in yours”… I find this phrase quite meaningful…
To: everyone out there…“I will be here, there, anywhere and everywhere just for you”
*hope that you will be reading this…*
Signing off- huiminz

She Smiled At5:38 PM

Going Out...

Today we had our Social studies test... it was quite alrite... I THINK I will pas.. Not sure... hehex... today is the 1st time of the week that we had only 1 peice of hw... (E-Maths class work) ... Today... Miss Chew... wrote on the board the names of the people that are selected to go to China ( Beijing ).. Haha... Actually... I wanted to go too... But I also agree wif wad my mother say... She say that since I have been there b4... I shuld giv others a chance... So I backed out...
Today after school... I went to Tampines Mall wif Bariah to take neo-print... On the way back... I saw Cheryl.. Wan Ying... Julian... And Ying Qi... Haha... Bariah was so funnie .. .She had brought $80 along... But she fear that... It's not enuff for the cake... I mean the ice cream chocolate cake that she is going to buy for her elder brother as it is his birthday today... But actually, The cake costs $49.90... I think i will stop here... Cant awit till tomorrow... When I have broad band...

"Full of fond memories of the past"
Signing off - HuiMinZ

She Smiled At9:16 PM

Feeling Ok...
I had just taken a seet afternoon nap... This is the 1st time since the term start that i am taking an afternoon nap.. Feel so... "relaxed" after tis nap... I got 14/20 for Amaths test... I cant swallow this down... actually i made a careless mistake... thus.. has waste two marks... But its quite ok for me.. wif this resuld as Amaths is a new subject... So glad that i pass...
There will be a social stuides test.. coming up tomorrow... I was down wif flu n sore throat... So din manage to have PE... Yucks the medicine are so...
At times, my mind would wunder around thinking wad will happen... if ai flunk... in the mini exams... at the end of the term... ai think ai better stop... b4 my mind wonders around again...
Oh yes, special thanks to Mr. Khiat n Mr. Jae... For commenting my blog 2 days ago... I really appreciate that...

"Oh, How time flies..."
Signing Off - HuiMinZ

She Smiled At6:06 PM

this reminds me of a phrase sang in one of the songs that my mother used to sing to me:"one, two, three, four, five. Once i caught a fish alive"... i recall the past memories i had in my chilhood.. now, i realise how time flies... when i was first born into this earth, the people surrounding me had caught hold of my photos.. soon after, i found myself with unfamiliar faces in my primary school.. the naughty kids living in the neighbourhood had use their percious moments in catching spiders, grasshoppers... others would spent their time in playing games like catching, ice and water..
i remember vividly that there was once my friend was caught cheating.. he was then called by my teacher... perhaps down with punishment..
another activity that i had done with my dearest sister.. it was catching butterflies in the garden near my house(that i used to live in).. there were lots of butterflies near that ares.. so, there we are in the garden, with a plastic bag, ready to catch those beautiful butterflies.. (luckily the wasn't anyone around that time, or... i don't know what will happen)..as we are still quite small at that time, we didn't think of the consequences and just carry on with the activity.. in the end, we didn't manage to catch any butterflies.. but instead, my sister fall down..
now, thinking back.. i laughed at myself.. thinking how childish i used to be..
"this word 'catch' is associated with a lot of my chilhood memories"

She Smiled At1:51 PM

Tang hui min.. what on earth are u thinking... u keep getting urself into a mess... i hate clearing up the mess but i have to bear with it til it reach home... i cant show my emotions anymore... i dunt wan others to use those type of "yan shen" to view me... i was so stressed up.. had e-maths test based on last year work today... was so disappointed wif the results... get only 17/30 although it is a passing grade its still not a gd grade for me personally...
Maths shuld be the subject i score in but look wad i got now... i cant imagine how my physics, chem, elective geog... test marks would b... i hate today.... to think that my maths had slacked so much... i skipped lunch today... had no mood to eat... i havent even clear up the mess and tomorrow there is still another test coming up... i thought that sec3 would only b a little tougher den sec2... from the 1st 3 weeks... but i was wrong...
Do you know how hard it is to not show yor feelings out... there are still 41 more days to mini exam at the end of the term... excluding today... 41 days seems tat there is still time... but in fact... there isn't... cuz we still have to minus off chinese new year... sats... sundays... now we only left wif 27days...
if only... there is an angel to save me out... out of this world out of this world full of trouble...
"trouble wif studies, frens..."
Signing off- HuiMinz

She Smiled At5:24 PM

lyrics of the song:graduation
So we talked all night about the rest of our lives
where we're gonna be when we turn 25
i keep thinking things will never change
keep on thinking things will always be the same
but when we leave this year we wouldn't be coming back
no more hanging out cause we're on a different track
and if you got something that you need to say
you better say it right now cause you don't have another day
cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
these memories are playing like a film without sound
and i keep thinking of that night in june
i didn't know much of love but it came too soon
and there was me and you
and then we got real cool
stay at home talking on the telephone
we'd got so excited, we'd got so scared
laughing at ourselves thinking life's not fair
and this is how it feels...
As we go on, we remember
all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be, friends forever
so if we get the big jobs
and we make the big money
when we look back now
will our jokes still be funny?
will we still remember everything we learn in school?
still trying to break every single rule
will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's time to fly
and this is how it feels..
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever
will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
can we survive it out there?
can we make it somehow?
i guess i thought that this would never end
and suddenly it's like women and men
will the past be a shadow that follow us round?
will these memories fade when i leave this town
i keep, i keep thinking that it's not goodbye
keep on thinking it's our time to fly...
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever
As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be friends forever

She Smiled At2:24 PM

well, didn't manage to blog yesterday as i went to marine parade... guess what.. i had a new computer...tat's not the main point... the main point is i can surf the net often after my parents apply broadband... hehe... so happy.. CHEMISTRY was quite difficult as i flipped through the pages of the workbook... tomorrow is jackson's birthday.. wonder how the band members are going to trick him.... haha.. anyway, was pretty glad to have new com.. den i can have msn messenger le...haha..i think tat's al for today.. *have to prepare for tomorrow*
"suddenly the happy moments we had together flash in my mind.. i was so glad to have you as my friend.."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:13 PM

today went to jin guan's house...together with claudia, zhi ning, jackson, julian, weng boh, hong jun, zuan zhe.... cuz yesterday his birthday then today cum his hse eat cake... hahaha... well, didn't manage to complete my "holiday" homework yesterday... so today left with chemistry workbook.. erm, so happy... cuz my mother, together with my sis, going to marine parade to see computer.. they are planning to buy but must see the price first...haha... Mr Jae, i didn't blame you for not completing marking my journal...jus a bit eager to know what you are going to comment...den u say didn't finish..of course..got the little bit of disappointment la...anyway, i think 3e3 is not that quiet after all...... miz mr khiat teaching me maths in sec 1... n a lot of the 2e3 frenz... hope that they are "frenz for life" and not "incident frenz".... i think some of them are really "frenz for life"... there was once when i chatted with dianna... and she said that they(yiru, elizabeth, xuan hui and her) still regard me as one of their "top frenz"... so glad to hear that man... life with other frenz lik claudia, cheryl, li hin...is okay...

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:33 PM

well, i didn't blog yesterday cause my mother's friend had come all the way down to my house to reformat my com... so no it's okay already.. just because tomorrow is a holiday, almost all the teachers had prepared "holiday" homework for us... wow, it's quite a lot man... i manage to do quite a few already.. erm, wat word should i use to describe today..? mundane? today had two spelling test in a row... chinese follow by english.. today is also two of my frenz' birthday.. a gal n a guy... hehe.. i am still thinking about the "incident frenz" and the "frenz for life".... i am begining to interact more with 3e3 classmates... haiz, there are 3 tests coming up next week... EMaths, AMaths and social studies... dunno how i am going to survive next week..
FRENZ are here, there, anywhere and everywhere.. it takes a lot of effort to maintain a frenz-ship.. and it takes both parties to do so..
"I am being to feel tired after all the efforts i have put in"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:57 PM

Today erm.. so... erm... " malu " cuz erm when presenting during english lesson today... I luff in front of everyone... Mayb I hav left a bad impression to others... Well, today's activities can let us learn alot of oral tips... Today ai also think about :stops: the goals that ai m aiming to acheive for the term 1 mini exam... Erm.. Mm...

Today chior end at 4.30 pm... Ai saw Mr. Sin n Valer at the volleyball court... Had a tiring day today... But muz keep myself awake as there are tons and tons of homework... there are also quite a number of sums that made me have a sore headache...

Today... ::What ai wana say ar?::... Today... paid six dollars for the concert that we are going to attend as a chior... Miss Neo.. mm... ask me and Lihin to help out in collecting the money... Feel lyk being a treasurer (Like in 2e3) this reminds me of he happy moments that ai had wif 2e3... Hope 3e3 will be the same or better than 2e3...

"I miss 2e3 ' 04 badly..."
Signing off - HuiminZ

She Smiled At6:16 PM

Today, nothing special happen. So glad that maybe my mother is going to sign up broadband... Haha...

Today in class, during maths period, was so... - duno how to explain - ... ngin en, yiqin and stella and I were discussing about the difficult maths question when Mr. Ang help to solve our doubts. Mr Ong, don't say we never ask questions wor... cause we did... Erm, nothing much...

Oh Yes, I agree wif what mr ong say in earlier today : there are two types of friends... One's for life... Another is incident friend and it really takes a lot of effort to mantain a friendship"

"Nothing Much Happen"
Signing off - Huiminz

She Smiled At5:45 PM

Tml is the new start of the 3rd week. I wonder how Life is going 2 b, erm, let mi c...i onli woke up at 11am 2dae.. late isnt it??? But it was still a tiring dae 4 mi.. so sad tat my com was detected 2 b attacked by virus... have 2 wait 4 ppl 2 come n reformat it.. At the mean time...i hv 2 ask others 2 help mi blog.. i will call them 2 tell them wat i wan 2 blog or write on a piece of paper n ask them 2 help mi blog.. another alternative is 2 go my uncle's hse.. it is abt 2omin walk frm my hse 2 dere... wow, it so troublesome man but i also cant alwaes trouble my frenz... wat shld i do?? Let drop the topic.. i was quite happie this week as i noe tat dere r still alot of ppl out dere who care 4 mi..
"A Frenz in need Is A Frenz indeed"
signing off-huimin

She Smiled At8:54 PM

2dae was a rather busy dae. we had our cca fair in the morning. opps, i dun think choir did well... my sister had placed choir as her 3rd choice.. Hope tat dere will b ppl joining choir..
I MiSs 2e3 veri much.... Life, without the present of daniel, hong jun, zhuan zhe, jin guan, kok kian n julian, seem much more quieter... N life, without wan ying, claudia, valer, jia yi n ngin ying, seem dull-as if i can nvr laugh again... Life without This Buddies in 2e3 seem 2 b more boring... I know tat i cant turn the time back, so here i am in reality, missing those great time tat i hv wif 2e3... Although we r not in the same class, i Hope tat we will still keep in contact.. Nw, I hope 3e3 will add sum colours 2 my life like what 2e3 does...
" 2e3, 04 rox!!!"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:32 PM

So Sad... Today went to the flash compitetion ceremony and our entrie didn't win... sobx sobx... I went with Jiayi, Chew Wen, Ashley, Wei Rong and Mdm Leow... She is quite a friendly teacher... Yesterday, the choir comittee apologised to me and Li Hin, they have decided to use our "Hard Work" again... Don't know if I should be happy or not....
Happy - Our efforts would not go down the drain
Sad - They are like using our work only for a short period of time because they have no time to decorate it and they are like treating our work as a toy because when they are happy, they "play" with it, and when they are in bad mood, it's the other way around...
My PC is down... Can't get into the internet... I can only only use for a short period of time because the internet have problems that allow me to use it for only a short period of time...

"What a tired day... *Sigh* Happy, yet Sad..."
-Signing off Hui Min

She Smiled At6:08 PM

Orange. It is a beautiful colour that signify a brand new day as the sun shines brightly on earth. Orange also ends the day when the sun sets.. imagine yourself standing on the cliff watching sunset or sunrise. WOW, that's great..It is a secondary colour.. to obtain orange, one has to mix red and yellow together. everyone knows that orange is orange in colour.. okay, i mean the fruit orange is orange in colour.. is this better..? Anyway, orange(I mean the fruit that we consume) is sometimes sweet and at times sour. oh yes, sometimes when u walk down the street, you would see people with their hair dyed orange in colours.. Yucks, that's so digusting isn't it.. with their hair colour orange.. Orange is a pleasant colour..it represent warmth, happiness... Orange is also the colour of our school wall, with tones..Orange is a colour which we see often...

She Smiled At10:06 AM

today is as normal as usual.. i have some problem with the choir.. our choir teacher-in-charge had hand li hin and i the reponsibilty to decorate the choir notice board.. we did as told..but today when i am bathing, someone in the choir called.. my sister pick up the phone and wrote down a message passed down from the person who had called earlier.. the message stated clearly that the choir committee had argreed to change the choir notice board and asked li hin and i not to be angry.. .. "HOW CAN YOU NOT BE ANGRY WHEN SOMEONE ELSE IS GOING TO 'THROW' AWAY ALL THE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE WITH HARDWORK AWAY...?" i was so..-i don't know how to explain.. but it was lik.. so heart-broken.. cause i had put in 101% of my heart into it.. (i believe that if i were to do a thing, simply do it with all my heart)..i'm sure li hin do too..
now, all our hardwork had gone down the drain.. i have always think that if i do my very best in a particular thing, it will succeeed somehow or rather.. i have done my part.. and yet i got nothing in return...i mean i, together with li hin, decorate the choir notice board not just to get something in return.. but they are lik.. too much already... although we never expect anything much..but we also didn't expect that our hardwork is going to be gone soon.. i can't explain my feeling with any other words other than disappointed, upset, angry....
"our hardwork is going down the drain, and yet we can't do anything"
sighind off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:12 PM

now, i am currently busy with the CCA fair that is coming up pretty soon.. I think it is 15th of jan.. and also the syf in early april.. not sure how we are going to fair this year.. so busy with the maths home work and class work.. it makes no sense to me.. our class work is brought home to do.. this also had made it a home work, isn't it.?
Anyway, i am still getting along with my new classmates.. and my work/assigement too.. everything is still fine.. Miss chew also mentioned that we have to pay $5 for the notes and all those stuff.. I think it's quite expensive.. *NOTE*-For all students who is in 3e3 in reading my blog, please remember to bring $8 tomorrow for the handbook and stuff like that.. i think that's all for today..- so happy that we are going to have PE tomorrow..finally..
"can't wait for tomorrow to come"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:10 PM

today after school, the whole sec three stay back to take an english test.. we were at the AVA room doing the test when i found out that the test was very difficult..just hoping to pass.. after the test, li hin and i stayed back to do the choir notice board.. we saw jackson and julian there.. after a while, julian offered to help out.. he help us decorate the wordings and stuff like tat.. a momment later, we saw mr ong walking here and there.. we also saw a bunch of pupils from the band.. btw, so happy yesterday.. cuz kok kian sms me callin me to cheer up.. haha, 1 more person who cares for me.. vincent olso.. soooooo, there are so many pple out there who is willing to help me.. i think tat's all for today..
"a very tired day"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:21 PM

special thanks to MR JAE, MR KHIAT, MR SIN, WAN YING, CHERYL, CLAUDIA, VALERIE, LI HIN, KOK KIAN, JIN GUAN, JULIAN, MY FAMILY MEMBERS... thanks for being there for me when i am at the lowest point of life.. i am really grateful to you guys.. so glad to have known you guys.. others may find me an irritating girl who is so troubersome and cry easily.. I try to ignore what others say/feel as it will definitely affect myself emotionally and academically.. i am just happy that you guys don't think this way.. At least, i know that i can depend on you guys, isn't it...?
To me, you guys are really wonderful..
THANKS....... from the bottom of my heart..

"thanks for everything you guys had done for me"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:54 AM

Feeling so relieve..
wanna noe y... cuz i told my mum tat i accidently break a pipette in d chemistry lab yesterday.. she says it's alright as what done cannot be undone, right..?my mum is also feelin stress due to her work.. she told me tat since a day hav to pass anyway, y not live it without regrets.. she also asked me to promise her something.. guess wat.. she called me to promise her to tel her when i noe whether to pay for the pipette or not.. she say if hav to pay, our family will split the cost equally.. feel so relieve..one more thing, cheryl, wan ying,li hin n julian say tat if i hav to pay for the pipette, they wil help me out.. of course, i wouln't allow them to pay for my carelessness de.. but so happy to noe these true frenz lor.. at least i noe someone out there on earth stil care for me.. hehe.. so happy leh.. actually true la, if i am sad.. the day stil wil pass. if i live happily, it wil still cal off as a day.. soi would rather be happy..

"live each day to d fullest, so tat u wouln't regret at d end of the day"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:40 PM

Sometimes i hate myself for being too emotional.. but i just can't help it.. At times when i feel neglected, i will not tell the person striaght off his/her head.. i will just silently suffer alone.. or another alternative is i would tell my close friends.. i hate being known as the "cry baby" in the class.. this can prove two things.. Either I am too soft-hearted or I am WEAK.. so many unpleasant events had happen recently.. And when I link them all together.. my heart just hurts so much.. At times, I feel so STRESS.. One thing after another had been in line for me to handle.. Sometimes, I had no time to breathe.. i just need a space for me to breathe..

"jus need someone who can lend me his/her listening ear"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:35 PM

Here is a poem i had come across.I find it very meaningful and thus decided to put it in my blog. hope you guys like it.. Here it goes...
"Friendship is the world'sbest ship
ITs voyage is really a great trip
Life wouuld be dull without friends
So never lose friendship till the end
Makes friends not foe
Cause life has to go
Caring and sharing is so much fun
Loving and understanding under the sun.
Lending a helping hand and playing with sand
Sharing a joke and enjoying a coke
There are some things my friends and i do
Wouldn't it be nice if you do it too
Finding a good friend
Is important too
Cause making lots and lots of friends
Is very good for you"

"we don't lose special friends as long as we hold them in our hearts"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:18 PM

Broken heart are shattered and can never be mend... Even if mended, it will definitely not be the same.. Well, imaging yourself being cut by a shattered glass.. It's exactly what i mean by even when mended, there will leave a scar..
This word "glass" also let me think of an eye operation... This is because when a glass is flung into one's eyes, there be may a need for a surgery to take out that piece of glass...
This also brings me to another point..Spectacles may be made by either plastic or glass.. i think nowadays there will be fewer people wearing glass spectacles..
Glass is very fragile.. i remember seeing shops with the label saying:Fragile! Please handle with care.. This also applies to friendship.. friendship also requires lot of care and love..
"Glass" alsohad the same pronunciation as "grass".. This reminds me of playing soccer in the wet and muddy field, with "grass" all around..
Glass can be a material used.. perhaps being used as a coffee table with half glass and half wooden.. there may be others design too..
The formation of glass requires a lots of steps. This is tough and may require an expert in the factory to produce glass..
I found out that there are many materials made of glass in our daily life.. It's just that we, human, take it for granted..

"it is all around us.. just that we did not notice it"

She Smiled At11:56 AM

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