i realise that there are many people who cares about me... many people notices my absence too.... meaning they notice my presence..wohoo...so blithe but sad at the same time.. happy to know people around me.. sad cuz i'm sick yesterday and that exams is just round the corner...
*thanks to all who have shown me care and concern..a dn sending me get well soon greetings.. people i wan to mention is julian, kok kian, aloysius, hong jun, yi qin, jacob, si jia, li hin, cheryl, wan ying, ying qi, jia wen, pei shan, mary, claudia, sze ying, zhi ning, juvone, mr ong, mr khiat, wenyin, wenli, wen rong, god mum and dad, mummy, daddy, jia ..(hope i didnt left out anyone.. )*
woosh, after typing so many people's name.. i realise that i should like myself.. so many people cherish me and yet i'm giving up on myself.. no way man.. i'm going to go against the surrounding that have tried ways and means not to like myself.. i'm going to try and love myself.. love is a strong word to use.. but i'm going to try...no matter what..
the whole day, my mind is filled with mathematical symbol.. the problems in the emaths ten years series seems to be endless..... i completed a few topic and yet another few topics to go...
getting excited about the 3e3 chalet gathering.. it's gonna be fun.. too bad, i cant stay overnitez...
erm, bear with me for another little while.. a few more things to mention...
that is elective geography test... sad to say i didnt do that well, i failed.. i guess not many pass too... haiz.. hope exam wouldnt be as difficult...
the moment i noe my compo results... i am so gratified that my heart almost dropped out... haha... i score quite well... *patting myself on the back*.. i got 23/30.... if only this is the exam paper...
haha, i am embroil with my words...one moment i say iwish the exam would be so difficult.. another moment i say i hope that is the exam paper.. haha, confusing huh...?
haha... zzzzz... i think i'm going to sleep soon....
*wishing upon the star......
wish that everyone will do well for the examinations....*
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She Smiled At11:51 PM

i cant stand the stalwart smell of medicine when i am in the clinic, waiting to see my family doctor...oooo, i hate to be sick... going to miss a few precious lessons again..oh, my stomach is so painful.. like i am going to be squeeze into a fishball anytime.. my facial expressions could give it away to anyone... pain....it is the only word i can use to describe the situation i am in now...
not only am i physically sick, i am also mentally sick.. i need a break, a rest... from the problem solving....
dreaming of myself gratified with my results... but.. this dream would only be fulfil if i work hard for the examinations... time is running at a very fast speed.... i dont have good stamina, nor do in have enough breathe to catch up... everything seems like a ride on the rollar coaster... it's fast, and one could feel the frightening side....
*wonder what 3e3 is doing now....
wonder if anyone notices my absence...
wonder if anyone bother to call to ask how i am....
wondering, wondering, wondering*
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She Smiled At10:10 AM

dont judge a book by it's cover... likewise, i SEEMS to be happy BUT i'm NOT at all happy... everything is fake... fake laughter, fake smile, fake mask....
promises are meant to be kept and not meant to be broken isnt it... however reality seems to prove this statement wrong.. empty promises, broken heart have left me all alone..... in the dark...i could no longer feel my heartbeat... perhaps, i'm a living zombie....
i hate myself.... and the surrounding... no one really bothers.... i am never blithe... i dunno what shld i do next... but i noe.. i'm tired of the mundane life...
*hope you are feeling better, are you..? get well soon....*
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She Smiled At8:03 PM

study..study...study..
tests..test...test..
hmwk..hmwk...hmwk..
revision..revision...revision...
oh, when is these going to stop.. 24 hours a day is not enough... to complete all those neceesary and additional stuffs... when i close my eyes, i could just picture that there are still lots of imcomplete stuffs left for me to do.. i open my eyes, and i find myself alone in this heartless, cold room of mine... problems left for me to solve, hmwk left to be completed... revisions are required to be done... oh, i am busy.. busy wif lots of things... when i'm sound asleep, i could even be woke up by my dream.. dreaming that all those problems, hmwk, test, revisions have become giant and they have stepped me.... i tripped...i could feel that "i" in the dream, have become disable, have become an useless person.. i smelt.. because of the blood that was oozing out..
likewise, i could feel my heartbeat fading... it WILL stop one day... i guess it will be sooner or later.. time is running out... i'm stuck wif my words... one moment, i could feel that i cant catch up with time, another moment, it seems like one second have become eternity.. oh, i'm confuse.... with my feelings... but i'm sure of one thing... i can never be blithe.. like before.. the surrounding have changed and the feelings too... frenz have come and go.. leaving me by the lurch.. i dunno what's more can i do.. or how long can i hold.. but i guess it's time for me to rest...
tears seems to be endless.........
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She Smiled At10:01 PM

sometimes, i wonder why is this world full of troubles... haiz...my com was a little siao le..tat's why i didnt blog for a few days... haiz... was too tired to blog too...
there are a few things i wanna mention... speech day was a successful wan... the last item was the finale... before that was choir... wahahaha... i hate the atmosphere.. cuz i have to stand for so long wif the high-heel shoes...not used to it...
was thinking too much about certain things... tears just flow down my cheecks..oh, i hate my tears... for it flows every single nitez... it was inane of me to think that time flies... it doesnt for the past few days....i could hear the clock tick every second... very slowly.. very slowly.. perhaps it is taking a nap or wateva... i just cant control my feelings well... every second i cried, it seems like eternity.... my blood was ozing out at the same moment... i could die any time... the knife that my mother uses to cut the fruits seems to have mistaken my heart as apple and cut it away...
today, i spent the whole entire day doing sch stuff... like completing my homework, learning for geography test tmr.......
oh, there isnt much time left... i have to let go of these excruciating feelings first before i can concentrate.... there isnt much space to fill in those sch stuff anymore... my mind is filled with some other things... suddenly, ur face become so clear in my memory.. perhaps fate wasnt on our side and we will never be together.... i have learnt to let go of you... goodbye my dearest frenz....
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She Smiled At9:12 PM

dripping.. i can hear my blood that is being twisted out of my heart every one second.. i can sense that my mind is sending buckets to my heart to prevent it from flowing out.. out of my body.. actually i dont really mind if its drips out or wateva.. the worst consequence is to die... if i really were to die, at least my soul can get out of the world full of sadness...
i didnt get to blog yesterday as my mind was blank like the screen on my computer.. perhaps fate was not on my side... even the computer doesnt want me to blog.. in case i flood the key board with my tears...
silently.. tears became to drop one by one from my watery eyes.. pain.. i can feel a stalwart force in me that can made me mad anytime... any moment.. i'm inane to think that every friendship will last forever.. i'm WRONG.. not every friendship will last forever... like those in the fairy tales.. the doleful memories are following me around.. every corner i go, i can see the shadows of the melancholy past.. i feel like shouting... why is history repeating itself again and again..? excruciating feelings filled my small heart..i could hear my heart break like a small little by who had accidentally break a window panel.. my heartbeat stopped for a moment.. i could no longer feel love from friends..(except some).. i'm alone..i feel as if i'm invisble.. i'm fading away from the world.. from everyone hearts.. it doesnt matter if i'm around or not.. it doesnt matter how i feel any more...i am just an "extra"..
no many how many strengths i have... others only see my weakness...
no matter what, i will not show my feelings in schools...
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She Smiled At6:05 PM

hope its not a fruitless result....i have studied for quite some time for this chemistry test.. i thought i would score quite well as i can read the alphabets upside down.. i mean i really put in quite a lot of effort.. dont tel me that my efforts are going to go down the drain.. DONT!!! the test wasnt as i expected.. i wa far more difficult.. my mind was blank.. all that was in my mind is that i cant fail... i CANT afford to..
next week would be a stressful one... tests and tests and more tests.. one after another like the water rushing out of the water tap..geography test is what will welcomed us in the first day, first period next week... coming up next is emaths test.. den social studies...oh, when is this going to stop..?
*thanks....to yan ling, si jia, li hin....for helping me carry my heavy books that seems like thousands of elephants...*
the connections in my mind are not working well today... was so frustrated by choir practice... all i need is rest.. i'm soooo tired to think about anything else...
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She Smiled At10:20 PM

the whole long day in school have made my day an unpleasent one... it was so tiring...especially when i have to stand for the full two hours in the high heels shoes...oh, irritating..
the thought of the chemistry test tmr made the whole scenerio worse...the word "test" have drive the students mad...how long, just how long is this excruciating feeling going to last..? i doubt my abilities to score well already, i dunno why...
today mr ong is talking about the four major characteristics that human has...it's a combination... well, i guess i must be more on the phlegmatic and melancholic type...perhaps a little on sanguine...
tired... i'm worn out... i really dunno hw to handle stress... but what can i do..?nothing...
there are tons ans ton of work waiting for me to complete..where on earth can i get so much time..? i dun even have enough time to breathe..
oh yes, regarding my new hair style... how was it..? some commented that it's funny... others say i look younger... i heard some say i look cute in that hair style..
"i'm worn out... why arnt there angels to save me out of this unpleasent world..?"
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She Smiled At9:46 PM

woosh... suprise... my auntie and my cousins have helped me fulfill my short team dream-to go swimming...it was one if my favourite sports..i find that swimming in the wild wide pool can made one feel relax, floating and admire the sun rays.... isnt this great... oh, it woould be better if it falls on a saturday cuz at least i can rest on sunday...but well, better swim than never(haha)....
my eyes is getting smaller andwanting to close as every second passes by.... i feel tired after swimming... i feel blithe... suddenly, the waters in the pool seems to have wash my stalwart excruciating and melancholy feelings away...i feel so "free"... a moment free from problems and stress and school stuff.....
i feel so "high"(not in the sense of taking drugs or wateva..haha)...i am looking forward for june holidays..it seems like there will be lots of programme line up for me..isnt this great..? going to genting...tons of homeworks..and projects.... well, other programme are gatherings, cinema-going, window shopping....etc, etc...
so tired...i guess tmr will be another tired day..because of the full-dress speech day rehearsal.....
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She Smiled At9:24 PM

life is mundane... we try to change for the better everyday for any reason....perhaps for urself, for ur love one, for ur family members or for a new change...
i went for a hair cut yesterday..not very short(still can tie up)..but my fringe is only until my eyebrown there..oh, i wonder if i look misshapen wif this new hair style.. i wanted a new hair style to symbolise a new start... but i am quite blithe wif my hair style now though i have lose some of my hair(haha)..
mmmmm, let me see... i think there is about 2 weeks or so, it would be mid year examinations...oh, i feel preplexed whenever i see others stress too....
there are always obstacles in life we must overcome, isnt it... but it seems like a still have a long way before having a happy ending... (why..?)
just a short entry, too tired to write anymore.... shall blog more about it tmr..
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She Smiled At8:58 PM

ouch..my poignant leg cant stand it anymore...the excruciating feeling not only occur physical, but mentally as well.... luckily i got 4 points for my 2.4km run..at least it was not a fruitless result..
recently, i have receive lurid news, and reports that say that in the near future.. everything will come to an end..it will then be the end of the world..(not sure reliable or not)..
since we cant obvaite it from happening, hence we must be more sanguine in our thinking.... let's made the world a better place...if the reports and news are true, the more we should cherish the time we are able to live, isnt it..? we should cherish each and everyone..be glad thay you are still surviving... let's be blithe eveyday, shall we..?
i think i am being to like myself... the reflection of the good deed hui min have done have been revealed.... (though there are weakness too, but everyone has too, right..?) it doesnt mean that i am becoming a phlegmatic person or watever, it's just that i have learnt how to control my feelings and didnt show it in school...
suddenly, i feel like going swimming...(dunno why)...wanna go wild wild wet...haiz..perhaps the right time is during june holidays....woosh, wishing that it will soon be holidays...
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She Smiled At10:21 AM

wishing upon the star.. i wish BAND of jyss could get GOLD... just like the chinese dance who have made our school proud...
time dun wait for anyone..i think i am exhausted and i dun think i have much energy to "catch up" wif time..no matter what or how...by hook or by crook, i MUST made this mid years results better than my mini-exam one... it sound a bit impossible cuz things are getting tougher..but i decided to give it a try.. i must work thrice as hard..
*praying hard for mr ang k.s and mr ong....to come back to school as soon as possible..miz them lots...haha...*
2e3 memories keep playing in my mind like a film repeating itself in a theater... miz them lots ya.. i dunno why cant i just feel gratified..? why cant i feel contented...
wishing upon the star..that there is an angel to save me..and help me lighten my work load...i need to sleep(not enough sleep...no matter how many hours i sleep..it's of no use, i still feel tired the next day..i dunno y..)... perhaps,i need a space for me to breathe...to relax..and to just STOP thinking of school work..oh, it's just impossible...
i dunno how i am feeling now..but definetly not blithe..why...?
"sleeping is the only way to de-stress..."
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She Smiled At9:31 PM

well, i really dunno what i should blog about..life was mundane...sometimes i wonder why i can reapeatly do the same thing over and over again...
sometimes, things do get out of hand... and i am really embroil wif my feelings...it seems like i'm not myself..i cant feel the heartbeat and the blood flowing in me anymore...where have the other huimin gone to..? i hate the excruciating feeeling in me.... like hundreds and thousands of knife poking through mky heart....
i wish upon the star..to maintain good relationship with my friends.... (not forgetting today is the international friendship day..)
perhaps someday sometime we really need to be sanguine... one day will pass anyway, whether one is happy or sad.. let's face the new day with the broad smile on our faces,k..?
(it doesnt matter how i feel.... even if i feel really depressed, i wouldnt wan to see you guys worry for me..all i wan to see is everyone to be happy...it really doesnt matter how i feel...)
does the word "forever" exist on earth..? will friendship end forever..? wil everything last...?
didnt blog yesterday cuz i'm comfused with wat i am thinking and doesnt wish to blog..
"i WANT to have a happy ending... but.."
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She Smiled At9:47 PM

2e3...wonderful and unforgettable memories are left behind.. when i hear the laughter and the smile on the familiar faces today after school, i agree that the days spent in 2e3 is not wasted...
a smile was put across my face...
yesterday..i was...shocked..? i think so..i was really glad.. i mean the only words i could think of is "overjoy" by your phone cal.. so suprise that you actually call me.. the things you say are like words craved on stones by the historian..but this time the words are craved in my heart.. i remember almost every single word that you said to be.. i was so gratified... words cant describe the stalwart feelings in me...
i'm embroil with my feelings.. am i feeling blithe or am i feeling melancholy..? i dunno... i really dunno...the things that happened yesterday made me feel rejoy and i feel as if even if the next moment is the end of the world, i wouldnt feel regret...however, the things that happen today made the excruciating feeling back.. oh, am i really an "extra"..? with or without me, the world will not be incomplete.. the world will certainly be round... no one will even notice my absence...no one notice my presence too.... dont i have heartbeat, why cant others feel it..?
oh, why i cant decide on my feelings...?am i feeling happy or sad..?
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She Smiled At9:35 PM

why cant i just let go of certain things..? why must it obsess me, everywhere i go, i can see the shadow of my own doleful expressions.. why, must i hide in a corner to cry...? why cant i lead a happy life..
it's true that everyone have obstacles to overcome before success come in..in a fairy tale, the prince and princess too have to face obstacles...but me??? i cant even see where the long way of obstacles is leading me to....it seems like it will never end.. i feel like i am completely inane to think that my ending will be a happy one...why cant everyone be amicable..?
there is no use... millions of bucket cant hold my endless tears anymore...what should i do..?
blood shed could be seen everywhere in the little road along my heart.... broken walls and scattered pieces could be found too...once a person enter my heart, he/she will then be able to construe my feelings....the excruciating feeling that can made me mad any moment....
why cant this world be simplier..? where everyone gets what they want..? where there is no words to describe pain...where the people in there always smile...i mean real smile, not putting in a smiling mask.... but deep inside, it's not happy at all....
there is no much time left.....to the day of mid year exam... time flies...isnt it..?
i'm so tired of putting on the mask everyday...i'm tired of everything...
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She Smiled At2:52 PM

oh...my god..why are there so many things happening around me..? why..? i mean..why is history repeating itself..? the only difference is the people that is playing the role... but one thing i can be sure is that i am always in each scene...i hate this......
why did i do wrong again..? was it my fault once again...? why do you keep everything to yourself..the only thing you are willing to say is you are angry with me..ok, angry wif me...but i wanna noe the reason why...? why..? i thought we wasnt like this in the past...oh, why happen again...?
wasnt in the mood to blog yesterday... feeling realli down...blood was dripping almost the same timing as i breathe... in my heart, i could only see scars..... i thought i cant hide anymore...my "mask" seems to have a hole.....
i was at a lost of wat to do on thursday...i dun wanna show my feelings nor my tears in class... and not in school....but, i cant stand it anymore...i kept on earasing the "imaginary picture" on my table...(sorry shenny, yi qin, shye fern, pei shan, mary... i know i have scare you gys by doing this)..cuz i really cant think of anything else to release the frustrate in me.....other than crying, but i dun wan to..so the last resort, is to keep on earasing my table...
people have strength and weaknesses... me too..i do made mistakes at times....why cant you al give me a chance...to made things better..?
it's not me..it's not me...it's the surronding that made my task to like myself not successful.... not totally.... erm, i like myself already...a bit...i believe if things worsen, the little bit will fade off too...i wanted to concentrate, and i can concentrate.......these thingy have distracted me a little....
i must..concentrate...
"every scene, i could see me....like the main character in the fairy tale...but why didnt i have happy ending...?"
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She Smiled At9:05 PM

frenz come and go... pple are often searching for the one who can listen to his/her problems...one that can lend a listening ear and a comfortable shoulder to rely on..
friendship is like a piece of heart made up of glass....it can be easily scattered and broken... it leaves nothing behing except memories...
frenz, some leave deep impressions in our hearts...while others tried ways and means to harm you.... surrounded by frenz, i know how it hurts when a good frenz of yours just have some misuderstanding wif you and there..... the frenzhip ended just there....
well, just writing this entry to tel you guys out there to cherish you frenz...
"wishing that every ending i have is the same as those in the fairy tales"
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She Smiled At8:44 PM

rapunzel... trapped in a place of her own... she cant get out of that little castle..
the castle was meant for astute people to live in..a place which one can relax and just enjoy life...
but poor rapunzel..castle to her was a nefarious deed that the horrible witch have done to her...to her, it is not a place to relax nor was it a place that she can enjoy life..it was a place that seems to supply millions of bucket for her endles tears like river to flow.... excruciating feelings overwelm her...she seems to be surrounded by thick walls as if she was in her own heart..
well, i havnt really seen a castle....in my impression a castle is huge, beautiful...like heaven... i used to think that i want to earn lots and lots of money.... with money, i can then get the things i longed for... perhaps, i can even buy a castle(haha, silly me)...but now...i dont think money is that important... money cant buy everything... happiness, love, friendship are examples of things that cant be bought with money....
when we are young, when our parents read bed time story to us..we do think ineffectual people cant afford to live in castle, right...?castle are know as an asset that not all of the people can afford it....prince and princess in fairy tales often live in castle, dont they..?
although, in rapunzel's case, she didnt lead a happy life in the castle but there are still a prince scrutinizing the castle to save her out... in the end, they still "live happily ever after"......

maybe i am one who's character is almost the same as rapunzel... but rapunzel was put in the castle though she doesnt want to..as for me, i live in the castle of mine willingly... the castle of mine is a place i can turn to whenever i need tissues or bucket for my tears..well, the walls have ears.. dont they..?(in chinses idiom, there is a phrase like this...) when i feel that no one is there for me, i will go to my "castle" cuz the walls are always there to lend me a listening ear...

She Smiled At12:27 PM

i could feel my breath under me....and my heartbeat almost dropped out upon hearing the results of the choir.....oh, bronze... actually, it's quite disappointing but well, overall not so bad..at least a bronze is better then nothing... at least we participate in it and gie our best shot...
choir members, i know that we have all worked hard for the moment..well,bronze wasnt that bad... at least,we maintain our standard... well done choir members for giving our best..
the most important people we should thank is miss chan..if you wasnt there to condust us, we wouldnt have this knid of results...anyway, the results is one thing, trying our best is another..thanks.... to all that have helped out...
didnt spent her time in school today...because she had injured her lag..it was so swollen that my dearest sister could hardly walked... she was on mc today..
oh...poor me and her...for skipping so many percious lessons...haiz...think going to buck up le..
went to the nearest cold storeage to buy some stuff for my sister..on the way, saw julian...so together go buy lor... after that, wanted to walked home but saw eunice and jia wen..i ran away...now i think back, how silly am i...actually i ran away to avoid them seeing me and julian together and start to say some things la..haha...but..isnt this silly, running away make their imagination think wilder....haha...
time flies.... it seems like it was only yesterday when i said that there are still one month to syf..but now, see...time dont wait for anyone...
(i think i still havnt give up the only hope that we can still be best of frenz once again... )
frenzhip is the world's best ship...
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She Smiled At5:17 PM

jia you....let's do our best to aim for at least a bronze ba....
"no milk, biscuit, fried food, soft drinks............for today and tomorrow..."oh, i thought i heard victor nagging again..haha...
haiz...nothing to blog today...erm, my main forcus is on tmr....syf day...whoosh...wonder how it will be..
i think frenz cum and go...though feeling far from some but feeling closer to some(eg:yan ling they all..).haha... frenz..they play an important in my life... i cant bear to let go of you...haiz...no use crying over spilled milk..
ok, i will stop all these unhappy things..well, have to rest my voice for tmr..cannot talk too much..haha..
feel like i am being hated by a lot of pple.....dun ask me y... i am trying to like myself, but the things around make this mission even more impossible...
"how good if every ending is like those is the fairy tales..."
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She Smiled At8:03 PM

didnt blog yesterday cuz went to ah ma hse to watch pirated vcd(shhhhh...haha)... wow, i think i am ging to spent endless night to watch the whole set of show..it was entittled "i have a date with vampire 3"..well, as i have seen past 1 and 2..i see no reason why i shldnt carry on..well, maybe will continue next week..

someone(i dunno who)..used julian's name to abuse my tag board.. i knew it wasnt julian cuz soe words that is being tag has given the person away..those pple doesnt even get the correct facts before tagging..i knew someone was playing a prank on me..
am i really that...(erm...dunno wat words shld i use)..i mean y do pple dislike me so much..?i admit i have a lot of weaknesses...but.....everyone had their strength and weaknesses, isnt it..? i hate the life now.... my sister is olso having problems with her frenz...
my sister asked me one question that i couldnt answer..i dunno how to... she asked: "why are their love in this world...and why hatred..? why must there be obstacles for us to face..?"
i dunno.. i really dunno how to answer...i myself is facing problem...
i dun wanna give up..and i'm not one who will give up eaily... things around forced me to.. i have no choice.... i notice that i wasnt happy at all..... why..? why cant i be happy..? why must i put on a mask to show that i am happy...? why am i hiding my feelings..? why..?
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She Smiled At6:16 PM

"oh my god.. where is my chemistry ten years series..? i thought i left it on the table and only wanted to collect it today..olivia had placed it in the cupboard for me, didnt she..? so where on earth is my book...?"my heartbeat almost stopped when i couldnt find my book....
the whole morning was a quiet wan...after that, something changed my mood... shenny took out my book under her table.. oh,so today is april fool day..haha...

i ought to feel ashamed of myself...for being sad over small matters... becaue of one programme show, i believe that i am really very childish...to hate myself..
i was watching the show "True Courage" when i found out that my eyes is full of water that seems like an endless river if it start to flow...fortunately, i manage to stop it.. well, it was talking a guy named samual who had to amputate his arm due to his illness of cancer..if the operation is not done, the cancer may spread and his life would be at risk.. his mother was could no longer hold her tears...but the brave guy instead of showing his feelings, he comfort his mother... after a few months after the operation, it is finally time for samual to return to school..this was his next biggest fear... pple around just cant control their emotions... and started laughing... others called samual names like "one arm guy".. there were a handful of them who bullied him... he felt depressed and told his mum about this accident...slowly, he overcome all kind of problems..well, now he is in hougang secondary school...he is now 13 years old..
we should learn form him..a sentence that made me feel better is "dont give up and dont be afraid"..
now, i feel better... and a moment free from the problems as if they were thrown away..i shouldnt have cared about what others think of me..what is important is how i think abut myself... never wanted to lead a misearable life full of tears...well, maybe i have changed..whatever, i am just myself..i dont need to change for the sake of others, isnt it..?
btw, my sister had a problem with her frenz...her frenz scolded her bad words...i hate this man..she push all the blame on my sister and wanted my sister to admit it..isnt this stupid..yes, my sister mayb in wrong but she have apoloise, havnt she..?(i wasnt being biased or whatever, i know both sides of the stories)... her frenz express herself in a piece of paper..and unfortunately, my sister saw it.. omg, my sister actually wanted to show to her form teacher but decided not to because she doesnt wan to make the issue even bigger... her frenz, on the other hand was sad(of course).. her frenz said that "saying sorry is no use..because sorry no cure" but after a few days she apologise to my sister for what she have done..why can she apologise and not my sister..? so, who's fault is this..?
problem..problem..and more problem..
i wanted to run away from reality...i dont wanna face the fact... why are you guys, slowly one by one leaving me..? my weaknesses...?
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She Smiled At7:31 PM

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