mr ong. li ping. sze ying. stella. aik kun. dianna. yiru. li hin. atiqah. olivia. jia wen. shu jun. ling ning. marcus. hui min.
15 great pple went to suntec city today.
30/11. to catch a movie called "zathura".
after which we walked around, gather gather.
=)
less than half the class turn up. sigh.

today is the last day of the month,november.
i thought about what had happened throughout this holiday.
hmmm, shall list them.
-01/11/05: had lunch with daddy and mummy.
-05/11/05: choir goes to mr ong'sket element's concert.
-07/11/05: 3e3 BBQ with MR ANG and MR ONG.
-08/11/05: great frenz celebrate my birthday with me. memorable day.
-09/11/05: family celebrate my birthday with me. FAMILY GATHERING.
-10/11/05: with some of the choir members from dunearn sec, we went to rebecca hse.
-14/11/05: watch "the exorcism of emily rose" cause it's ying qi mei birthday.
-15/11/05: went to chalet. had lots of fun.
-16/11/05: to the chalet again.
-17/11/05: watch "harry potter and the goblet of fire" with a few ex 1e2,03' close frenz.
-22/11/05: went to watch "just like heaven". a romantic and yet touching show.
-24/11/05: xin ling brought me a some sort of concert. done by the christians.
-30/11/05: 3e3 class movie outing. watched "zathura", sad thing is not 3e3 members turn up.

sigh.
just in an twinkling of an eye, one month had just passed.
another month to go before school reopens.[sch reopens= no more slacking..]
sigh.
my schedule for december is also kind of packed.
why? cause choir already take up every tuesdays and thursdays.
other than tat, there is still gathering going on.

had a great chat with ying qi yesterday.
we was singing almost every internal of few minutes.
we chatted about everything under the sun. i mean the moon and the stars.=p
more of these?

the gals[szeying, yiru, atiqah, li hin, aik kun and i] was chatting about prom night next year while we were on the way home on the mrt.
it's seems to be too early to chat about all these, but you know? time dun wait for anyone, time flies. just a moment later, we may just find ourselves taking "GCE O LEVELS" and after which, we will be thinking of ways to make ourselves look formal on prom night. [laugh out loud..]

next year is on their way.
next year is waiting for us
SOON, we are gonna take "GCE O LEVELS" .
and SOON, we will be going to prom night.
=)
next year............ is awaiting for us.

[wonderful memories are kept safe in my heart.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:30 AM

changing of song.
from "why do fools fall in love" to "call you feel the love tonight."
sigh.
gonna have practise every tues and thurs.
this time,we are fighting against time.
=x

yipee.
tmr's choir practise is postpone.
meaning, i can go for the 3e3 outing.
wohoo.
a rare movie outing, twice in a year? haha.

keep slacking during this holiday.
hmmm, must relax la.
cuz next year dun have much time left to play le.='(

lots of outing gonna be held.
=p

"friends is always close to heart regardless of distance."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:21 PM

what is this?
violence.
do you know that actions of violence by adults can often scare a child?
oh forget it.
i hate this situation.

anyway, i went to my uncle house to stay.
wow, perfect spot.
they just moved in, a condo.
a wonderful one indeed.=)

sigh.
had a small kind of debate over whether i can skip choir on 30/11 or not.
cuz i really wish to join in the 3e3 class outing.
however, i lost.
the presence of every member in the small selected group is compulsory.
cuz it's for next year cca fair.
no choice den.

both 3e3 and choir is important to me.
sigh. how good if there is two huimin.
then, one will go for choir, another will join the class.
*knock my head* gosh, i'm thinking too much.

[to keep the relationship between two pple going, it takes both hands to clap. it doesnt only take one party to keep making the first move. cuz this party that keeps giving without taking in any, will feel tired eventually. to make the relationship last, both parties should put in effort.]
-i came across this accidentally. this goes to all relationship. be it friendship, BGR and etc..

i close my eyes.
everything seems like just yesterday.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:04 PM

[Those times I tried to recall.
To remember every single moment spent
I wonder why.
I still mind everything a lot.
Hopes were shattered.
When the day you told me the truth.
You want me to forget every part and parcel of them.
You told me it's easy.
Until I do.
Everything is not as difficult as was you once think.
U lied.
A part of me was gone.
Ever since the day you lied.
Despite all,
I will move on.
Moving on till everything now will become memories.
Because,
Memories are times I borrowed from you.
Now it's time to return you those memories.
For I no longer owe you.
Time passed,
I felt more change in everything.
Without these memories,
I find that I'm happier than before.
This is goodbye.
One very last time.
For memories can't be kept.
They are just times I borrowed from you.
And I'm moving on.]
-by dianna.

came across her blog and find the above words very meaningful.
had a chat with my best pal, dianna yesterday.
i have always felt comfortable chatting with the people i love.
hope she feels the same too.=p
we chatted everything under the moon.[cause it's already nitez time. laugh out loud..]

went to grandma house to stay.
just came home. miss my pillow and my bed.=p
anyway, my cousin celine was a great company.

as i think about the past.
i know everything is not gonna be the same.
sometimes, things are just beyond our control.

30/11: 3e3,05' outing, going to watch zathura.
sigh.
i'm not going due to choir.
choir pratise is real tight, cuz we have not enough time.

having a sore throat now.
real pain.

[even if the heart breaks, it will still continue beating. life still have to go on.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:00 PM

had a short meeting regarding next year events.
think about it, next year is gonna be a fast year.
sigh.

recieve an email from atiqah, i did replied.
but as mention:
[letting go is real difficult.
but life have to go on no matter what.
so we have to be strong.]

will be going to my grandma house later.
cuz parents working overtime, so no choice.
gonna be sleeping at the vacant room.
the dark dark room.
hmm, i guess i'm gonna have another sleepless night.
cuz the dark room would allow my thoughts to run wild.

had a weird dream last night.
a weird one indeed.
guess i think too much.

afterall, i still love black.
black=un-notice.

some things are not meant to be.
so we just have to let go, as it doesnt belong to us.

[the ending of real life stories would be as beautiful as those of faily tales]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:35 PM

had a great time today.
saw a lot of primary school frenz.
thanks xin ling.
=)

was planning 6.3,02' gathering.
i have no choice but to make it 01/12.
bcuz mrs chin(form teacher) will be away for 2nd and 3rd week of december.
as for last week of december should be used to touch up and get ready for new year.
so, i guess 01/12 would be a better date.
however, i couldnt get in contact with form teacher now.
i just wanna get things done in a twinkling of an eye.

nowadays, i think a lot.
couldnt get to sleep till late into the night.
i'm physically tired.
perhaps i'm mentally tired too.
lots of things happen throughout.
sigh, i need a rest.

[sometimes as we move on, it's good to look back at the past.
however, it's no longer pleasent if we linger and hold on to the past for too long.]
-by wan ying.

i didnt know what i should do now.
i'm lost in the middle of nowhere.

is memories enough?
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:22 PM

topic-less.
oh. there's no such word.
okay, wateva.

had a great chat with aloysius today.
hmm, he is such a great company to be with.

3 great teachers not teaching us next year.
*cries*
no million words can bring them back. i know cuz i have said all.
no million tears can bring them back. i know cuz i have cried.

know my feelings well.
sigh.
maybe letting go is a better option.

didnt went out for the whole day.
was rotting at home.
=p


afterall, i'm still the me.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:46 PM

just like heaven.
a touching show indeed.
about romance.
a great show tat one cant miss.=)

great outings every now and den.

[do people really tend to cherish things more when they lose them?]

i recalled about all that have happened throughout this year.
-got into 3e3.
-felt so left out in that class.
-dislike school cause i felt that there is no one that really bothers. [mr jae encourage me.=) ]
-had first grouping. [ning en, mary, nicholas, wan ling]
-made new frenz.
-starting to mix around and felt not so odd.
-decorate the class by hanging dolls.[wrote down things to improve..]
-had international friendship day. selling drinks.
-had second grouping.[yi qin, atiqah, shenny, olivia]
-had racial harmony drama.[3e3,05' unties as one.]
-had 3e3,05' class chalet right after mid-year exams.
-had third grouping.[stella, zul, shye fern, hwee ing]
-went to OBS[AMUNDSEN rawks]
-people in class had more initiative.
-went to decorate the class windows. each of us own one.
-had national day. 3e3 had 3 booth-everyone got involve.
-teachers' day. 3e3 get united again.
-junyuan's first mtv.[proud to get involve]
-people in class start sharing quotes.
-3e3,05' class BBQ.

3e3,05' bonding remains.
with great teachers around.
MR JASON ONG K.S and MR ANG KUANG SOON and MISS YAN always.=)
and of course with wonderful people around too.

3e3,05' as a class had always stood by each other every now and then,
we had made history and shall made history again next year.=)

3e3,05' rawks my world.

after all that had happened.
i thought i had grow up to be a much more matured person.
one that can control emotions better.

3e3 had given me one of the best memories.
3e3,05' remains unmoved forever, in my heart.

[i wanna cherish the moment with you.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:40 PM

simple life.
that's what i want my everyday life to be.
-chat-sms-online-slack-eat-slp-

saving money.
spending quite a lot during this holidays.
so much nice movies tat cant be missed.
-sky high
-excorcism of emily rose
-harry potter and goblet of fire
-just like heaven
-the family stone
-chicken little
-the fog

saving saving saving.
=p

sometimes,simple message is enough to let others know tat you havnt forgotten them.

just dun wan to write a lot today.
lazy?

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:45 PM

i'm finding back my true self.

seriously, i dun wanna see my handphone for a few days.
anything, just call my home no to find me or through msn.
i will only be touching my handphone when i go out[cuz no choice, mummy wanna contact me.]
until 15th of december, den will i get hold of my handphone once again.

just wanna apologise to my frenz who cared for me.
i know it hurts you all to see me in a hurtful state.
i'm trying hard to find my true self.
by then, i will have a world that belongs to me.
till then, i will be happy.
i'm still trying hard.

sometimes, things are easier said than done.
i dun wan history to repeat itself.

i remembered what ying qi said the other time.
she said: there is a difference between forget and cant remember.
it's impossible to forget something/someone once it's already in your head.
but sometimes, you cant remember the something/someone unless someone reminds you.
hence, conclusion is: you cant forget something/someone but you can choose not to remember it.

so, back to topic.
letting go is never easy.

i'm still in search of the true side of me.
[behind every smile is a tear.
behind every tear is a story.
behind every story is happiness.
behind every happiness is a smile..]
-by huimin.created by myself.laugh out loud. and there it goes repeating itself.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:45 PM

[if you are my frenz, just pretend you didnt read this entry.
this entry is just for my stupid emotions.]

i can no longer run.
i have no more energy left.
i felt so useless.
everything IS MY fault.
watever.
back to my own self, i'm still the useless me.

i cant move on.
just leave me here, dun bother to look back at me.
for i'm still the useless me.

i think i just hear my heart breaks.
you never know how guilty i felt.
-out-

hurt.
i'm left alone.
with my tears.

just leave me alone.
for i'm still the old useless me.

[dont sms me for the time being, for i dun wish to see my handphone.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:22 PM

"best frenz are close to heart regardless of distance."

getting close to bariah.
during school days, we often chat in the morning.
now that it is holidays, we didnt meet up.
but that doesnt make us drift apart.
we planned to meet up.[*happy*]
anyway, as mention above,
"best frenz are close to heart regardless of distance."

liping.
chatted with her online.
she makes me smile.
=)

i'm really getting FAT.
my waist is getting bigger.
laugh out loud.

i changed?
[sometimes, when one change, himself/herself wouldnt even know, it's the people surrounding her that will notice it.]
dont change for others' sake.
cuz if you change for someone' sake, it will satify the someone.
but to others, you have changed.
so you have to changed and changed just to satify everyone.
and in life, we cant satify everyone.
so dun change for the sake of others'.
cuz you live in this world for yourself, nt for others'.

wasnt going to 3e3 outing this time.
cuz all the movies stated, i already have plans.
='(
3e3 remains with MR ANG and MS YAN.

{some things dun need to be said but felt.}
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At2:19 PM

elizabeth: hao peng you 1314. thanks for the belated birthday present. i know you wanted to give me this present long time ago le, right? anyway, thanks.=) love the presents lots, BUT i love you more..=p

was sms-ing elizabeth. found out that feelings dun have to be spoken aloud but to be felt. i know that she is one great frenz of mine. though we are not in same class, but our friendship remain unmove.=)

a cappella.
a group of selected people from choir is going to sing a cappella during CCA fair.
it was so difficult, without instrumental accompaniment.
it's time for us to work harder than ever.

went to have lunch with li hin.
she is going overseas today.
off she goes to shanghai.
she will only return on the 26th of november.
hope she have a safe trip.
=)

wanted to called dianna today.
tried a few times.
but the phone line was engaged.
perhaps, i will catch up with her tomorrow.

there it goes, raining again.
november and december is monsoon season?
anyway, the plan to have a 6.3,02' BBQ gathering was cancel.
perhaps, it will be changed to ice-skating or bowling.

daddy is great.
i asked him to make a cupboard for me.
so that i can place all my sweety soft toys inside.
he agreed.
=)

[a true frenz is better than few hundred other frenz that tries to make frenz with you but in fact, backstab you.]

i can said: i'm blessed.
to be surrounded by wonderful frenz.
i love all my frenz.=)

[letting go is never easy.
it takes time to forget someone totally.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:38 PM

derrick. yiru. samantha. cecelia. boon soom. zhi liang. kian hao. xuan hui. hui min. aloysius.
the sitting arrangement when we were in the cinema.
watched harry potter and the globet of fire.
it was a great show.
with great people around me.

gosh.
at the end of the holidays, i guess some of you cant even recognise me.
cuz i'm getting FAT.
i mean it. my mouth cant stop chewing food.=x
i'm currently craving for chocolates.
and chocolates do makes one fat.=p

was planning for 6.3,02' gathering.
but some how, there seems to be a lot of things needed to be settle.
a lot of pple will be away during this holidays.
sigh. wanna get things done quickly.
stil planning.

had a great chat with wan ying.
seems like we have lots of topic to chat about.
everything under the sun.
=)

[black=un-notice]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:17 PM

hui zhuang: thanks for the birthday gift. i know you wanted to give me earlier but couldnt manage to meet me, right? anyway, thanks for the effort you have put in during choir practise. ALTO RAWKS..=p simply, thanks for everything.

had choir today.
learnt finish another piece of song."high hopes."
in total, under mr ong, we have learnt 6 songs.
*clap clap..*

i still prefer black than another other colours.
perhaps, the "colour personality" text tat i came across before was true.
it state tat, if you like black, it means you wanna be left un-noticed.

[the people tat are most aware of wat is happening is the people involve.
the others that are not involve, may not understand the whole situation.]-by andrew matthews

i sleep alone in my bedroom yesterday.
quiet.
again, i thought about many things.
maybe my decision was right, like this, it will no longer be unfair to any one.

i remember what mr ong once said before.
it had really left deep impression, as if it was craved in my mind.
he said: LIFE IS A MATTER OF CHOICES.
he was never wrong. every decision we made, will lead to another.

today, i shall be sleeping alone.
again, in the dark.
the silence could just bring in any wild thoughts.

went to chalet today.
jin guan, hong jun, zuan zhe, julian, brandon, jackson, shawn, silas, ihsan, hussaini, cindy, samantha, melissa, min qi, elizabeth, claudia, hui min, bariah, mariam...
19 pple.=)
didnt help out in BBQ today cuz when claudia and i arrive, the food is all done.=p
it was drizzling actually.
had some kind of "pillow fight" again, in the dark this time as they switch off the lights.

i discover another thing about guys.
on monday, i found out tat guys cant decorate.
today, i realise tat guys cant packed things.
or should i say their standard of "neat" is different from galz.

the guys just simply leave the used plates, forks, spoons after finishing their dinner.
they just leave everything in a mess.
litters seen almost everywhere. dirty utensils left on the tables, and the chairs is all over the place.
gosh, is this the standard of "clean" for guys?
sometimes, i rather wonder how is a guy suppose to live in a house without a gal..[laugh out loud..]

tired.
sometimes, i wish it was only a dream.
then, when i woke up, i wouldnt found myself crying.
BUT all this had become REALITY.
no one can wake me up from this "false" dream.

to unknown: why u dont dare to put down your big name here? too shameful? i'm sorry but please scram. i dun wan my comment box to be filled with your nonsense. stop wasting time commenting or tagging, cuz i'm not gonna be affected.

to atiqah, sijia, stella: thanks for giving me a helping hand.=)
a frenz in need is a frenz indeed.

[do i prefer to walk alone?]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:16 PM

[I'm not supposed to love you.
I'm not supposed to care.
I'm not supposed to live my life. Wishing you was there.
I'm not supposed to wonder. Where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry. I can't help but fall in love with you.

Some day you will cry for me, like I cried for you.
Some day you will miss me like I missed you.
Some day you will love me, but I wouldn't love you.
So goodbye forever, I'll be on my way.

I'm convincing myself.
Yes, I'll find someone new.
I won't be alone.
And I won't be with you
You're waiting for me to crawl back to your side.
But no, not this time. Cuz I'm keeping my pride.
So goodbye forever, I'll be on my way.
It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay

It's not in the stars to hold.
But our destiny ourselves.]
came across this while i'm reading li hin's blog.
rather nice phrase, or should i say verse.
in any way, the words are meaningful.

great time with great people.
really enjoyed those moments.
felt the "togetherness"; glad.
[memories may fade but feeling will stay..]
pillow fighting.
had fun throughout.
even played "truth or dare"..
dots..lame enough?
anyway, the BBQ was great.
so was the people that was involve.
=)

wat else should i say?
other than sorry, i guess there's no other words to replace my guilt.

read yan ling's blog.
and guess wat?
she said she miss me cause i didnt call her today.
=x heehee, someone actually miss me.=p

tchaikovsky.
though physical seperated, but our bonding stil remains.
stella, zul, shye fern, hui min.
four of us never fails to get together when there is a chance.
hwee ing is not as enthu as us, but she will always be part of the group.=)

li ping.
thanks gal.
she sent me the photos taken on 7th november, 3e3 BBQ.
a photo of tchikovsky(me, stella, zul and shye fern.)
a photo of cute genie and i.=))
a photo of sweety ping and me. ((=
a photo of five great pple.=p (yan ling, genie, hui min, li hin, marcus)
once again, thanks li ping.

[sometimes when we think too much about a future might happen problem, we know the solution cuz it havnt become a reailty.
but when the problem become a fact, we cant handle cause we have lost all the confidence when we think about the possible negative outcome.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:21 AM

happy birthday to you.
happy birthday to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YING QI.
happy birthday to you.
ying qi mei: stay happy and cheerful. smile always cuz it looks nice on you. anyway, always look for me when you need me by your side, cuz i promise to be there with ya.=)

went out with ying qi, kok kian and chee leong.
we went to bought cookies in replacement of cakes for ying qi.haha.
watch "the exorcism of emily rose".
it was rather... nice but scary to me.=p
after which, we went to take neoprint.
haha, now i realise a fact: guys cant decorate things.=p
anyway, had great time with those two funky friends of mine,and my dearest birthday mei.

the atmosphere was just right.
for me to get into deep thoughts.
dark and quiet.
peaceful enough.
stare at the ceiling though it's pitching dark.
many thoughts came into my mind.

valerie: thanks for the birthday present. thought you forgotten it. haha.. thanks anyway, great frenz 4eva!!

wan ying said something today that makes me think twice,
her words makes a lot of sense.=p
"sometimes, you should just say out things out from the bottom of your heart instead of keeping it inside. cuz when you keep it inside, you are still the one suffering.."
i find this rather true.
wan ying is indeed a great pal of mine. cant hide my feelings from her. she seems to have see through my whole me.=p

MR ANG KUANG SOON.
a great teacher that have leave a deep impression behind.
beyond a shadow of doubt, he always encourages us and make things happen.
he WILL foever be in our hearts.
3e3,05' love him lots.

["dont go through life.
GROW through life"-eric butterworth
take care.
-mr ang
14 nov 2005]
a touching farewell note.
i manage to hold my tears back in school.
back at home, i found out tat it's hard to do so.
i cant deny that letting go is really hard.
parting with the ones you loved always end with a smile.
but behind the smile, all of us knows that it is hidden with buckets of tears.
='(
MR ANG KUANG SOON always!!

atiqah wrote a letter for me today.
was real suprise by her sweety action.
she some kind of touched my heart.
hope to know her better, like wat she mention in her letter,=)
she is so sweet.

[one day, we will part.
that day will come eventually.
now, the time have arrive.
and we cant escape from the fact.]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:20 PM

quiet.
mei will be staying over at grandma house for today.
she shall be returning tomorrow due to chinese dance on tue.
then after tue, she will stay over at grandma house for another few days.
she will return on thurs cuz there is chinese dance on fri.=p
so these few days, without her presence, will be QUIET.[laugh out loud..]

in a few hours time, it will be ying qi mei's birthday.
planned a few things for her.
but the most important thingy, is hope tat she like our gift for her.=p

nth much to blog today.
just wondering if i should go to the chalet on 16th or not.
wil i be the odd one out. cuz i'm a non-3e2 member.lol.

it seems so packed.
i mean schedule for this week.
=)

[from the start, i know i never wanna let go..]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:31 PM

stay at home.
rather boring.

*yawns*
didnt get enough sleep.
felt so tired.

2e3,04' chalet.
excited.
wanna get the feeling of being together.=)
i simply love 2e3,04'..

1e2,03' gethering.
looking forward to it.=)
top priority for 17th november.

didnt wanna blog a lot today.
why? cause of the fact that i'm too tired and lazy to go on.=p

[dun make promises when you meant to broke them later.]
*1 second? 1 minute? 1 hour? 1 day? 1 week? 1 month? 1 year? how long?*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:39 PM

wanna add shi hui mei and li qing on to my "thank you entry"..
shi hui mei: it's okay for wishing me happy belated birthday. it's the thoughts that count. i already appreciate that gal. do smile lots.=) thanks for tagging in my blog.=)
li qing: thanks for writing me a belated birthday testi for me. really suprise to know that you still remember my birthday. thanks gal.=)

browsing through the birthday presents and cards today.
realise that indeed a lot of people stil remember my birthday.
a lot of people still care for me.=)
so glad to know that.

i'm falling sick soon.
='(
must take care le.

nothing much to blog today.
[is it more blessing to loved or to be loved?]
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:52 PM

amaths remedial.
no questions. expected?
3e3 is forever so quiet.
is it that everyone really have no questions?
or is it someone got questions but just too shy to ask?

choir.
falling deeply in love with choir.
enthusiam about choir.
=)

24 bus stop.
taking bus 29.
to go to changi village de chalet.
='(
about 20-40 minutes bus journey.
so tired.

rebecca. li hin. kelly. wanny. hui jia. poh sheng. wei jie. feng xin.
8 great frenz accompany me today.
from 4pm to about 6.30pm.
played games and browse through photos.
watching movie. actually not really la.=p

had fun today.=)
i realise that i have been slacking during this holidays.
but.. who cares?
this is perhaps the last chance for the sec 3 batch to relax.
after this year, we have to "chiong" for o levels le.=p
so, now....... let's relax FIRST..[haha..]

[sometimes, by your sign gestures, i guess i know what you means.. ]
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She Smiled At9:35 PM

THANK YOU.

mummy: thank for being the first one in the family to wish me happy birthday.=p
thanks for making my birthday a memorable one..
daddy: thanks for your great accompany today. thanks for making me feel not left out. thanks for everything that you have done.
huijia mei: huggies. thanks for the sweety birthday present. love it lots. and love ya more.=)
thanks for always being there for me and making today a lovely one indeed for me.

yan ling: i just wanna thank ya for all you have done. [the puzzle as my birthday present. the BBQ that you organise. the sweet messages. the sweet phone calls.] words cant express my feelings. just felt real touched. thanks for letting me "kiss" your cheeks.. [wahaha..]i really didnt regret to have you as my best frenz indeed. huggies.love ya lots. frenz 4eva!! once again, thanks for everything.=)
ying qi: mei, i love you. thanks for making me feel so special. thanks for organising the BBQ for me despite the troubles and tiredness. really appreciate that galz. oh yes, thanks for your personal message too: happy birthday hui min.. haha.. in my eyes, you are forever so sweet.. i indeed love you my mei mei.=) all i can say is thank you!!
li hin: thanks for everything gal. thanks for the birthday wishes and the BBQ. oh yes, and the presents that you gave me too.=) thanks, forever frenz..=) real touched by your actions. thanks gal for the times we share.
rebecca: thanks gal for being part of the four of us{li hin, yan ling and me and you}. thanks for always willing lend me a helping hand. and thanks for using your place for the BBQ despite the troubles. thanks for everything gal. huggies.
stella: thanks gal for your sweet card. and the sms-es you sent. really appreciate you lots. galz, i will never forget the times we share and of course we will be forever frenz!! huggies, really love you lots. a true frenz indeed.=)
dianna: sweety, thanks for your sms. though you are sick, you still bother to sent me a message. that's real sweet of you. but do take care of your health first as health is more important. thanks for everything gal.
wan ying: a big thank you. thanks for the lovely ear rings as presents. love it lots. thanks for always being there for me no matter how late it is. thanks for being such wonderful frenz. and now i wanna let you know that in my heart, no one can replace you. huggies. a big thank you!!
claudia: galz. thanks for the wonderful birthday gift. thanks for the sweet sms and the sudden phone call. thanks for making my life so wonderful and for beings such a great frenz. really appreciate all your thoughtfulness.. huggies. frenz 4eva!!
cheryl wang: thank you for the birthday greetings via phone. i wouldnt forget the 9 years frenzship. each year, you never fail to make me smile on my birthday. you are forever so sweet. thanks gal. huggies. thanks for the birthday present too..=)
pei shan: thanks for being part of zhu and always sharing secrets with me. thanks for the sms made and making my day such a memorable one. thanks for all that you have done simply for me. love ya lots. thanks for everything.
mary: thanks for the sms-es. love zhu forver. thanks for making my life so wonderful. huggies. frenz are foreva! zhu are foreva too! ZHU ZHU ZHU foreva!! thanks for sharing secrets with me. love ya.
bariah: thanks for being the first person to give me birthday present. thanks for always not leaving me out.=) thanks for everything that you have done for me. i will never forget the times we spent. thanks galz. frenz 4eva!!
ning en: thanks gal for remembering my birthday. simply a sweet sms from you can mak me smile.=) huggies, shall go out with you one day. love the times we had together in a group.=) frenz 4eva..
atiqah: galz, was suprise to recieve your present.=) thanks gal for letting me know that i'm not forgotten.=) thanks my frenz. i wouldnt forget your birthday too de. really touched by you galz. thanks for everything. though it's a simple gift, but it means a lot to me.
elizabeth: huggies. frenz since sec 1, glad that you stil remember my birthday. love your accompany lots.. thank you my frenz. your birthday wishes for me via sms indeed touched me. simply thank you.
sze ying: shall go out with you as promise one day. thanks sweety for the birthday wishes via sms. you are really somewhere close to my heart. thanks for everything that you have done. appreciate that. thanks.
sijia: thanks for the present that you shared with jasmine. huggies.love it lots. thanks for always not lefting me out.=) on this special day, i know that you never forgotten me. i wouldnt forget you too de. once again, thanks..
jasmine: same birthday as me de.=) happy birthday jasmine!! thank you for everything. i love the presents you shared with sijia to give me. really thank you for wat you did.=) thanks for being such a great frenz..
shye fern: thanks for being such a great frenz. and thanks for the sweet birthday present.=) i appreciate it lots... thank you galz. huggies. frenz 4eva!! may our friendship last foreva and eva..
yiru: thanks for the present. i really love it lots. cherish our friendship. known you since sec 1. huggies. wouldnt forget the times we had. looking forward to 17th november when 1e2,03' gathering. huggies.
zhining: thanks for the birthday wishes via msn and sms.=) thanks for not leaving me behind, alone. remember the promise we made, to see sunset together.=) rest well. get well soon.=)
xin ling: thanks for the birthday sms. love ya lots.=) shall go out take neoprint one day, yea? huggies. amundsen rawks my world, and your world right? i will never forget the times we had, and wouldnt forget ya too..=)
pei zhi: best frenz in primary school. glad we mantain this when we are in different secondary school. shall really meet ya up one day. thanks for sms-ing me on my birthday sending me your warmest wishes.=) really appreciate that lots. thanks, that's all i can say.=p
juvone: another great frenz of mine in primary school. though we are in different secondary school, but i'm sure the bonding never break. thanks gal for keeping me inform of your current life. shall catch up with ya one day. huggies. once again, thanks.
jia wen: thanks for sms-ing me. =) sorry cuz i lost your contact and didnt know who are you at first. sorry.=p anyway, thanks for everything. seriously, your message is really sweet.=) thanks thanks!!
ziqi: thanks for the testi. =) really appreciate it lots. thanks gal. hope to get to know you more.=) huggies. simply wanna say thank you my frenz.=)

cheryl junior: thanks for not giving me any troubles during choir. thanks for always giving 101% effort during choir. really appreciate that lots. will never forget the times we had when i'm stil in sop. thanks for the birthday present you shared with feng xin. love it lots. thanks again!
evon junior: thanks for taking the time and trouble to sms me birthday wishes.=) really appreciate that lots. in choir, i also have no problems with ya, wanna thank ya for this too.=) do sing out more yea? dun be scared..=)
candy junior: real touched when i read the testi you write for me for my birthday. thanks for giving me your trust, i wouldnt broke them..=) thanks for confiding in me, and i do trust you too.. huggies. thanks for everything that you have done. frenz 1314.
denise junior: thanks for tagging in my blog.=) appreciate it lots.. thanks galz.=) a simple message from someone special!!=p
hui xian: though i didnt really know you well. but i was glad and suprise to recieve a testi from you on my birthday. should i say i'm touched? anyway, i really appreciate that lots. thanks gal for all that you have done. shall know you more one day.=)
ning an: sweety, thanks for yoru constant compliment.=) i was blushing man.=p hehe, seriously.. thanks for the early birthday testi cuz you thought my birthday was 8th not 9th..laugh out loud. anyway, that doesnt matter.=p once again, thank you.!!
esther: known you through NDP04'. but just gald that you remember my birthday. real touched by your testi!! thank you gal for being so sweet. i wouldnt forget the days we had together de, the rainy days indoor and the sunny days outdoor.=p thanks again!
pei shan(dunearn de..): thanks for the nice chat during msn. and thanks for the birthday wish via msn.=) though i didnt know you well but you seems to cherish this friendship a lot.or am i thinking too much? lol.. haha, may our friendship never end..

aloysius: thanks for the trouble to take note of the time on my handphone and be the first one to wish me happy birthday via sms. thanks boi. apprciate it lots. and thanks for the braclet that you share with wee kiat, with my name crave on it. love it lots. thanks, frenz 1314.
wee kiat: thanks for giving me the "false" information that you didnt know where i am going at nitez yesterday. cuz it was indeed a great suprise to see you there at the BBQ. thanks for the sms-es to let me know i'm nt left out. and the presents you and aloy share. simply thanks!!
chee leong: thanks for taking the time out to go to the BBQ.=) and thanks for your presonal message: happy bdae hui min and pei shan. thanks boi. and i love your present share with kok kian. thanks for everything.=)
kok kian: thanks for the happy birthday sms. thanks for the present shared with chee leong. love it lots. thanks for turning up for the BBQ. thanks for remembering my birthday. all i can say is thank you.
jin guan: thanks for the present you shared with hong jun and zuan zhe. love the piggy soft toy lots. was suprise that you turn up for the BBQ. thanks for the short chat. no matter what, i still treat you as my loyal ge..=)
hong jun: besta frenz. thanks for the constant good nitez sms, making me feel that i'm not nobody in this world. thanks for being so understanding, and for standing by my side always. thanks boi for the present you shared with jin guan and zuan zhe. simply thanks. huggies.
zuan zhe: boi, though we seldom talk and wasnt as close as compared to me and hong jun but you made me feel that i'm never left out. thanks for that. frenz 4eva!! i really love the gift given by you, hong jun and jin guan. thanks for everything.
julian: thanks for the sms-es too. real appreciate that. real suprise to see you at the BBQ. but you really made my day. though we didnt spoke a lot, but sign gestures do show.=) thanks for everything, never will i forget you!! frenz 1314.
jackson: boi, known you since primary 4. never once have you sent me a birthday message but this year, i was suprise to recieve one from you. thanks for bothering to remember, though it's already after a few years.=p so sorry to let you wait for me too. cuz i'm not at home ma.=p
poh sheng: hey. though i didnt know you for long. but you made me feel like i have know you for million years. thanks for being so understanding. and thanks for the birthday present[seashell and stars].. it's the thoughts that count and i really appreciate that. thanks for everything!!
weijie: all i can say is thanks for turning up for the BBQ. though it was no longer a suprise for me that you turn up, but thanks for always not leaving me out. thanks for the presents too.=) may our friendship last foreva!!
feng xin: thanks for taking the time out to the BBQ. had great fun with you on the 8th november. thanks for the present shared with cheryl junior.=) just glad that you didnt mind that i stepped onto your leg a few times.=p hope that our friendship can last.
yi qin: hey boi. thanks for not forgetting my birthday ever since primary 4. i knew that you are my true frenz. now and always will be. so far, this 6 years of friendship shared with you had really make me realise that our friendship will always remain steady and strong. thanks!!
teck lim: didnt know you well. we havnt even met. i just know that you are poh sheng's frenz.=) though we are not so close, but the testi you wrote for my birthday made me feel that you really cherish this friendship. or am i wrong?=p in any way, may our friendship last!!
vincent: thought you forgotten my birthday but you prove me wrong. thanks boi. though you often wake me up in the middle of the night when i'm slping but i stil treat you as one of my good guy frenz.=) thanks for the birthday wish via sms.=)
freeman: thanks for remembering my birthday. though a short message you sent via sms, but it already means a lot to be. so simple, yet so sweet. thanks guy for everything that you have done. frenz 4eva!!

mr chan: my sec 1 form teacher. we used to be close but ever since you retired, we some how wasnt that close though we still keep in contact via phone. a special teacher that i would never forget. thanks for the sweet birthday wishes via sms. really appreciate your thought lots!!
mr sin: my sec 2 second-half year emaths teacher. a teacher who always joke around. didnt expect you to remember my birthday. you even sent me birthday regards through msn. that was really touching man. thanks!!
mr khiat: in my eyes, you are so perfect. thanks for everything that you have done. i would never forget the times we had and the encouraging words you told me. thanks for making my birthday so special by your sweet notes and sms-es. love ya lots. thanks for everything!
miss chew:thanks for sending me birthday regards. really appreciate that lots. thanks for always making me feel not left out. next time, i play "uno" with you, kkz? smile lots.=) all i can say is thanks..

[thanks everyone for remembering my birthday]
(sry if i have left any one out..)

She Smiled At9:16 PM

15 years ago.
a cry baby was born from this world.
tang hui min.
15 years later, 9th november, she had grown into a 15 years old gal.
a little more matured.=p

spent my birthday with my family.
we went to watch "sky high".
indeed a great show.
very funny.=)
the whole family even took neoprints together.
wehee..=)
pretty pretty..
had lunch and dinner at different culture style.
lunch- chinese style.
dinner- thai style.
yummy yummy.
in any way, i just love food.=p

had great time with my family.
daddy, mummy, mei mei.
i LOVE them lots and lots........=)


[8th and 9th november: memorable day. frenz and family respectively..]
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She Smiled At9:09 PM

PEI SHAN.
"happy birthday to my dearest frenz. smile always my zhu. love ya lots. no matter what happens, i'll be there for you. huggies. once again, happy birthday"
send this message to her at 00:00 am..=)
hope she likes the gift i gave her..

amaths remedial.
as usual with 3e4.
it was rather alright.

was planning to "sabo" pei shan after school.
so i went home to make "water bomb".
after which, i went down to meet pei shan.
yan ling, si jia, mary is there too.
on the other hand, i got "sabo" too.
my whole t-shirt was covered with powder.
gosh. whole body filled with powder.
however, it was FUN..=)

people celebrate my birthday, as well as pei shan birthday today.
yan ling, ying qi, rebecca, li hin, hui jia mei, cheryl junoir, wan ying, marcus, aloysius, wee kiat, chee leong, kok kian, julian, hong jun, jin guan, zuan zhe, poh sheng, wei jie, feng xin..
they really made this day a memorable one.
though it's not my actual birthday, but i'm really touched.

played with powder and cream.
had fun today.
BBQ, i offered to help but. well, didnt help in the end..=p
played "truth or dare"..
-diao- i was so "malu" doing the punishment..
JUST ONE WORD: WONDERFUL..

GREAT PEOPLE, GREAT TIME, GREAT ATMOSPHERE, GREAT DAY FOR ME!!!

shall have a "thank you" blog entry tmr...
cuz today too tired to blog.=)

[i just love today..8th of november..]
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She Smiled At8:25 AM

amaths remedial.
felt cold in the AVA room.
completed amaths chapter 10 and 11.
now touching on chapter 12.
*blurr..*

choir.
went there for about half an hour or so.
hmmm, so the choir doesnt seems to be keen about the combine school choir camp with dunearn secondary.
cancel it?
not sure, stil discussing..

3e3 BBQ.
GREAT TIME WITH GREAT PEOPLE.
we present all our gifts to MR ANG.K.S.
today is a memorable day for me, i guess for the class and the two teachers as well.
had fun playing with water.=p
the most "malu" thingy is when the class sing birthday song to all the november babies..=)
3e3,05', we rawks.!!!
the BBQ was wonderful too..[i didnt help out, hence i help in clearing up..=p ]
the condo is cool man. beautiful..

ZIQI.
happy birthday to you!!
wonder if she likes the present we gave her or not.
=)

[everything is meant to be?]
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She Smiled At11:47 PM

tmr is the day i shall return back to school.
for amaths remedial.
for choir practise.

combine school choir camp?
with dunearn secondary school choir and junyuan secondary school choir?
gonna brought this matter up to the choir members tomorrow.
the choir committe from dunearn secondary choir had already approve the proposal.
how bout junyuan?
hais, not sure.

claudia is returing today.
wehee..=)
from thailand...

3E3 BBQ..
excited yet not looking forward to it. wat am i talking bout?
how will be the atmosphere.?
sometimes i wonder.

_so near yet so far.._
some things are not meant to be.
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She Smiled At3:53 PM

9 days ever since claudia is not in town.
1 day more before she return from thailand.
well, cant hide my feelings.
these 9 days without her, it seems like something in my life is missing.
i'm missing her lots.

for goodness sake, miss yan had left earlier.
she didnt left today.
she left earlier.
sigh. i'm surely gonna miss those times we had with her.

17th november.
harry potter.
4:40pm.
golden village.
xuan hui. yiru. aloysius. derrick. ashley. boon soom. zhi liang. hui min.
1e2,03' rawks.
gonna had a feel of the past. the happy moments we had again.=)

15th november.
2e3,04' class chalet.
changi village road.
jin guan. hong jun. zuan zhe. julian. claudia. valerie. wan ying. jia yi. melissa. shye fern. cindy. shao ying. si jie. stef. adeline. hui min.
2e3,04' rules man.
however, this time without the malays.='(

7th november.
3e3,05' BBQ.
the day that perhaps, the whole place will be flood by our tears.
MR ANG KUANG SOON.
a teacher that we love a lot is gonna left us.
still, we cant escape from reality.
it's a fact that he is leaving.
i believe that everyone in 3e3 is sad about his leave.
but i guess MR ANG is also very upset about this.[just that he didnt show his feelings out..]
i'm gonna miss him, 3e3 is gonna miss him.

today's key element turn out to be GREAT..=)
great voice, great people.

sea shells.
love it lots.=)
[thank you poh sheng.]

anyway, was rather "malu" today.
shant mention it today.
choir members should know.=p

sometimes, i wish upon the stars.
[we just have to let go.. ]
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She Smiled At1:32 PM

4th november.

getting excited about mr ong's key element's concert tomorrow.
at the same time, hope tomorrow never comes as miss yan will be leaving s'pore tmr.='(

stars.
had fold 222 stars using straws for mr ang.
i guess that's all we can do.
a farewell gift for our special teacher.
a teacher who will remain in our hearts forever..

special thanks to yanling for commenting at my blog..=)
i thought no one is reading my blog..
anyway, thanks..=)

ALTO..
i'm trying to arrange something to get members from alto together.
so that the bonding will not break so easily.
but i couldnt find wat activity could get them together.
='(
thinking, thinking, thinking................ still thinking....

was sms-ing wee kiat just now.
he is such a great frenz.
it's a fact and i cant deny it..=p
i guess the times we had in amundsen had pulled us closer..=)

was browsing through my photos.
and came across 2e3,04' class photo.
really miss those times we had.
UNITED WE STAND, DIVIDED WE FALL..
we laugh together, get scolded together, got crazy together.
those times........
looking forward to 15th november.. 2e3,04' chalet..=)


*bdae wishes? havnt think of one..[bleah=p ]*
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She Smiled At8:36 PM

is it very abnormal to go to shop alone?
i dont think so.

went to tampines mall and century square alone.
to buy presents for pei shan and jasmine.
shop for a period of time.
didnt know what to buy.
just hoping that they will like it.=)

was discussing about going out on the 17th of nov.
going to catch a movie.=)
some kind of 1e2,03' gathering.
but not all of 1e2,03' la.. those we usual hang out with..=p
from the bottom of my heart, i miss those times.
so happy to meet up with my great pals again.
xuan hui, yiru, aloysius, derrick, ashley, boon soom..
cheryl is still considering.
dianna is not joining us..='(
*hope cheryl is going..*

getting excited about this saturday.
mr ong's key element concert.
wonder how it will turn out.

me-to-you bear.
just upload some of the me-to-you bears photo.
they are simply so cute and adorable.
just cant help but fall in love with them.
=x

[dont promise me anything if you are planning to broke them.
you never know how it hurts when i realise tat everything is just a lie.
perhaps, you have long forgotten the promise you made..]

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She Smiled At7:47 PM

me to you bear.
love it lots.
my sister just cant stand it.
so she gave me my birthday present today.
[laugh out loud..]
she cant stand it, funny isnt it?
it should be me cant standing it, why her? haha..
i really love the kalm's mug and me-to-you bear.
jiajia, i love ya lots.. huggies..=)

slept at 3am yesterday.
why? cause we(wanying, cheryl, vincent, me) had phone conference.
they force me not to slp..[laugh out loud... haha..]
anyway, had a great time chatting with them.=)

wanted to go out tomorrow..
to buy presents.
lots of birthdays coming up..=p

yan ling is also "booking" me on the 8th nov.
haha, had a rather funny conversation between ying qi and yan ling.
so we finally decided that we three will go out together during evening.
afternoon is for me to rest? lol.. haha..
wonder how it will turn out to be.
is this a birthday celebration??

was discussing about mr ong's concert on 5th november.
getting excited.=)

[stars........]
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She Smiled At7:15 PM

went out with mummy and daddy.
went to had lunch together at swenson.
yummy, long time ever since i went there.
had a great chat with them.
just love their accompany lots.
anyway, i got a converse bag as my birthday present by them.
love it lots..
thanks mummy & daddy.
huggies.

hmm, getting closer to my birthday.
ying qi even "reserve" me on 8th nov..[laugh out loud...haha..]
i just wonder how my birthday would turn out to be.
i MUST enjoy myself this year as there is "o" levels' paper next year on my birthday..='(

wanted to go to the beach.
to see the blu blue sky.
to hear the calm waves in the sea.
to see the sunset.
and to feel the breeze.
to be able to place a smile on my face.
oh, how i wish..
some day, i shall go to the beach..

really enjoyed today.
i love cows... MOOZ..

[life is beautiful...]
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She Smiled At8:42 PM

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