my right arm is so so itchy.
argh!

and it's so so ugly.
actually, i'm a little scared when i go out.
sigh.
did i mention about the weird feeling i had yesterday?
oh. i realise i havnt.
it's just that after i went to polyclinc yesterday, i still rush down to work.
i mean it's like no choice, everything in the office is so urgent.
anyway, that's not the main point.
the main point is i feel so weird when i took mrt to my work place at redhill.
some people just stare at my right arm.
sigh, for goodness sake, this is not contagious.
and the thing is i don't have much long sleeve shirt you know?
and fancy me wearing long sleeve shirt when the weather is so hot.
sigh.
i cant blame those strangers either, i'm really scary.
and my arm is really ugly.
=(

maybe i should use another prespective to view this.
i should be happy that i'm still alive.
i should feel appreciated cuz a lot of others still care for me.
i should be glad that these "rashes" is not on my face. it's on my arm instead.
i should smile.

i'm meeting him tmr.
yeah, finally!
but..
sigh. my arm!

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:37 PM

yucks.
i have rashes.
or was it not?
i have around 20 small small red patches[those that looks like mosquito bites] on my right arm.
it is real scary and it's so ITCHY.
i went to polyclinic this morning,
and the damn doctor didnt even know if that is rashes.
like what the hell right?
i mean he's a doctor, how can he not know?
dumb.
he just said:
it might not be rashes. because if it is, you shouldnt have just experience it on your right arm. DUH!
i knew that too right?
that's why i decided to seek help from the doctor.
but all i got was disappointment.
sigh.

he gave me some cream to apply.
and if i'm still not well by next week, i still have to go back to that damn polyclinic.

i really really miss claudia.
sigh.
got to cancel the meeting with her tmr.
all because of my stupid rashes.
never mind, i'll arrange another day.
the week after next, just before poly life starts. (:
when there's a will, there's a way.

and and cheryl is still not feeling well.
sigh.
another meeting have to be cancel.
awwww. so sry..

he is all that matters.
seeing him sad, didnt make me too happy either.
i hope he is alright by now.
yanling and yingqi, sry to make you all worry for me.
cuz i'm too worried for him. =x

argh.
i must not use bare hands to touch my right arm.
cuz our hands do contain germs.
argh!
it's really itchy.
sigh.
=(

not perfect enough?
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:07 PM

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She Smiled At10:41 PM

i wanna eat back my words.

cuz i mention about approving leisure and resort management as my course online during the last entry i had.
i am so so wrong.
oh gosh, one of the stuff from Temasek Poly called my mobile phone to tell me that though i had print every detail and stuff, the key point is i didnt enrol myself as a TP student at all.
at that point of time, i was so afraid that i couldnt get in to TP for today is the due date for enrolment myself as a TP student online.
thanks to claudia.(:
she helped me with everything about enrolment online.
phew, if not for her.. i cant imagine what might happen.
(:
thanks claudia.
and for goodness sake, nothing happen to her eyes.(:

anyway, i spent my day with my aunties and mummy.
went to celebrate auntie ann's bdae in advance.
oh well, today i realise that actually i'm not up to date.
as in, i'm slow.
yes yes, you heard me right.
i'm slow by a beat or two, i'm lagging behind.
ask me the latest computer software, and my tongue will twist.
ask me about CPF thingy, and i'll stare at the blank without any answers.
everything is so modern now.

until today,
i didnt know that only my mum can withdraw money from my POSBANK account.
i cannot touch a single cent from my account forever!
forever!
cuz my saving account is counted as "baby account".
it is because my mum created this account when i'm still a baby.
by right, by the age of 5, i should change this account to personal account or joint account.
but i didnt.
so i'm still using "baby account".
dots.
see my point?
everything is so modern now, and i'm lagging behind.
i'm a noob if i havnt gone out with my aunties and mummy today.

gosh.
how will life be on earth?
let's say in 50years time.
everything will be IT.
everything will be so high-tech.
gosh.

anyway, cheryl is not feeling quite well.
just read her blog.
sigh, i think she must have had a bad time these days.
):

i'm feeling so emo today.
partly because today is his first day at work in jurong.
it will be till sunday when we meet.
_so fast yet so slow_

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At9:53 PM

i finally approve leisure and resort management as my course.
online, of course.
this means i have till wednesday to mail all those required stuff to TP.
but i guess mailing is so so troublesome.
so i might as well go over to TP and hand those stuff over.
(:

i still believe that we, as humans, can never satify everyone on earth.
there are bound to be misunderstanding and hatred..
but so what?
life have to go on.
we have to be strong to face failure.
as well as face the fact that no one is prefect.
and that people may dislike or even hate us for who we are.
oh well, i don't know why i am saying all this.
it's kind of random.
but i just felt a lot these days.

my schedule is like so so pack.
working everyday except on tues.
=(
well, as mention in my previous blog entry, my schedule is in my profile column.

sometimes, i wish i could have 48hours per day.
instead of 24 hours ONLY
i'm left with around one month before poly life starts.
but there are still so many people i wanna meet up with.

i so want to meet up with my princess dianna.
i so want to catch-up with my precious cheryl.
i so want to go out with dear li hin.
i so want to go haywire with my dearest jasmine and sijia and yanling.
i so want to have some kind of pig outing with peishan and mary.
i so want to have some gathering with my best pals in sec 1, including xuanhui, boon soom, cheryl, yiru, dianna, elizabeth, aloysius, derick.awwww...
i so want to have a power of e3 gathering.[i guess yvonne is organising it]

good thing that i'm meeting darling szeying this coming wednesday for dinner.
and i'm gonna enjoy big time with funky claudia this coming saturday..

if there's a will, there's a way.
(:
i will find a way to meet those people.

love is in the air.
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At10:21 PM

" i care for you."
"i love you."
"you means a lot to me."
a simple sentence like this may be of no value to one, but may be so so precious to another.

i feel like slapping myself.
for complaining,while doing some minor favor for my younger sister..
i feel like pinching myself.
for all those arguements i made with my younger sister.
i feel like kicking myself.
for being jealous of my younger sister for being the apple of the elders' eye.

i realise that my youger sister is so so important to me.
i cant lose her.
NO ONE can replace her.
yes, i don't deny that at times her attitude simply sucks.
but after all, she is still my lovely sister.
bearing the fact that no body is prefect.

life is so so fragile.
i nearly lost this so so close sister of mine.

it's time to do some self-reflection.

at this junction, i feel that i'm really very very blessed.
cuz there are so so much people who are there for me.
there are so many wonderful people who cares.
i really feel so so appreciated.
(:

i have grown.
yet through another experience.

i love you.
my dearest sister huijia.
i really do.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At11:01 PM

"have you recieve the enrolment package from your poly?"
almost everyday since i-dunno-when, i will be questioned by that above statement.

i wanted to recieve the package as soon as possible.
i checked my mail almost everyday.
i so wanted Temasek Poly to send me the details of everything.

and then, the day came.
i FINALLY recieve the enrolment package today..
but somehow, my heart sank.
i mean, the package is really thick.
as you can imagine, everything is squeezed into that brown envolope.
yes. everything.
from enrolment form to medical status; from financial stuff to orientation; from CCA to applying of ezlink card; from TP schedule to TP student pass.
you name it, the package have it.
it's really everything.
so much details that i wanted to faint.
can someone just give me a summary?

some of the important details include:
1) for completion of enrolment procedure, please mail in the requisite documents as specified in checklist A & B within 2-3 working days after your online submission.

2) you are to ensure that you have a photocopy of document(s) submitted for enrolment as all documents submitted are non-returnable.

3) TP is starting sch on the 23rd april. oh, or was it only my course? hehe.

now, i'm so so afraid that i didnt summit everything required.
it's like, within 2 working days?
that's pretty fast.

oh gosh.
huimin, relax.
LOLS.

weeeeeee.
i'm free tmr.
so i guess i'll be spending the whole afternoon figuring out every single details.
(:
jiayous!

and i had a great day with wanying and hongjun today.
they simply make my day.
yeah!
sentosa[underwater world and dolphin lagoon] rawks!
"premival" is not a bad show afterall.
(:
i enjoyed myself today.

i love hongjun.
(:

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At12:27 AM

it's bothering me.
it simply sucks to the core.

i really don't know what to do anymore.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.
i don't know.

i feel so so so helpless.
in so many cases.

i cant help but to feel this way.
i am useless.

Labels: the hidden message.

She Smiled At10:07 PM

as i was saying, i went out with juvone on on wednesday.
i really enjoyed myself.
(:
i'll let the photos do the talking.

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She Smiled At11:56 PM

(:
i went swimming today.
yeah!
with juvone.
two thumbs up.
everything is so great with her around.
and then, we went to eat sushi for lunch.
weeeeeee.

oh.
i'm tutoring my cousin once a week.
3 cousin, but 2 days.
in any way, say yeah to income!
i'm actually being paid to teach.
how nice?
(:

other than tutoring my cousin,
i'm either at home slacking and get bored to the max
or out with my frenz doing some catching up.

and i'm so happy i have some income.
at least i don't have to be that mummy's girl and ask mummy for more income.
(:
i'm a BIG girl now.
LOLs.

though my week is kind of packed.
but i'm still bored when it comes to nitez time!
argh.
can someone please entertain me?

i have jot down my schedule in my profile.
(:

twice a week for tutor.
sat and sun for family time.
that leaves me 3days to slack adn do some catch-ing up..(:

and and just something to add on.
BOOK me early if there's gathering or watever going on.
(:

addicted to him.(:
signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At8:10 PM

(: smile

no more smiles from me today.
i don't know why too.
:(

for 17years, this is the very first time i feel depress out of nothing.
why am i having such feelings?

i need a hug badly.

signing off-huiminz

Labels: no more smiles.

She Smiled At5:06 PM

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She Smiled At11:56 PM

am i too emotional?
oh well, maybe i am.
i am so easily touched.

"Hui Min : Perhaps you are one of the very outgoing ones among the girls in ARGO 6. You definitely projected yourself as very nice friends. Very approachable. It is my pleasure to have you as my friend. Thank you so much."

oh well, this is written in xiu hao's blog.
so sweet of him.(:

it just reminds me of srjc.
those wonderful orientation group members i had.
then, those beautiful people in cca.
after which, those awesome classmates.
oh sickening, i got LOVE sick.
can you believe this?

wanying said something the other day.
it leaves me thinking.
she mention something like this:
"isnt it a torture to go around spreading love and feelings everywhere? this makes parting so so hard.."
oh well, i sort of agree with it.
maybe i shouldnt be that emotional.

anyway, i shouldnt be saying srjc here and srjc there.
cuz it's already a history in my life.
i should be shouting and yelling:
Temasek Poly, The Place to be.
(:
laugh out loud.
weeeeeee..

it's not really nice to mention names here.
but hope those who went to appeal for their desire courses, recieve good news on the 15th of march.(:

p/s: i had a great day with hongjun, wanying, zuanzhe, hui yun, rora.
yipee. sushi buffet rawks.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At11:45 PM

(:
my wonderful life begins.

6wonderful people.
(:
6 funky accompany.
(:






















the usual us. plus mr ang.k.s.
(:
i miss them lots.
peishan.mary.
jasmine.sijia.
yanling.huimin.


tchaikovsky still rules.
(:
just shyefern, stella, zul, hwee ing and i.
"mr lonely"






















it's the guys and mr ang.
(:
the handsomes in 4e3,06'.
[don't askme where is nicholas, cuz i don't know too]





















i'm so glad that i'm not left out.
(:
sikai. aik kun. li ping. dianna. stella. huimin. szeying.
hipeee.























then again, i miss the whole class.
power of e3 ALWAYS.
(:
united as one.






















these bunch of people never fails to make me smile.
(:
zuanzhe. julian. jinguan. wengboh. hongjun. brandon.
plus jackson who is not in the picture.
(:























my perfect life.
is because of the many wondeful frenz i got.
and the awesome family members.
(:

yipee.
i'm meeting atiqah dearie this coming friday.
cant wait to see her.

and yes.
i admit i miss lots of them.
him. her. they. you. me. us.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At12:13 PM

my posting results:

The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution: TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC
Course Name: DIPLOMA IN LEISURE & RESORT MANAGEMENT
Course Code: T19

yeah!
(:
yesterday, i'm still worried about this posting results.
worried that i cant get into this course due to my poor english grades
but yeah!

i'm so so high now.
oh well, daddy called me at 8:29 to check where i am posted to.
then, god-daddy sms me at 8:31 to check the same thing.
BUT at that time, i'm just crawling out of bed.
*Laugh Out Loud*
why are guys more anxious than gals?
i mean instead of those typical mothers, i had typical daddys.
(:
this make me special, isnt it?

enough of craps.

sigh.
sad to know some cant get the course they want.

love at first sight?
oh well, i guess i believe it exist.
signing off-huiminz

Labels: here i come., TP

She Smiled At9:21 AM

srjc councillors(welco) in action.
1st gathering on 3rd feb.
here are some of the photos.
(:

Labels: the beauties and the handsomes.xD

She Smiled At12:34 AM

yeah! new blogskin.
(:
i have been using the previous blogskin for about half a year or so.

i had a wonderful lunch today. (:
thanks to god-daddy and god-mummy.
love you all to bits.therefore, i think it's time to change.

and and i had a great time with mummy.
shopping!
oh well, ladies. xD

and i happen to see this.

Scorpio - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You're red hot passion makes anyone you date feel extremely wantedLoyalty, to the point of doing anything to protect your loverYou are mysterious and charismatic - and you easily draw people in Your negative traits: You tend to be paranoid and think that the worst is going on with your loverYou turn cold and mean at the first sign of conflict in relationshipYou sometimes become obsessed with dates - so much so that you develop jealousy early on Your ideal partner: Someone who will take the time to win you over. Not an easy task!Is able to keep up with your carnal appetite... lots of stamina needed.Reassures you of their love and loyalty on a daily basis. Your dating style: Intense. You prefer to stay in with take out and conversation - so that no one else is distracting you and your date. Your seduction style: Hot. New partners have trouble believing that your libido is for real.You have incredible sexual intuition - you always know what your lover cravesA bit bossy. You know what you want, and you certainly aren't afraid to ask for it. Tips for the future: Don't be so secretive with your love - they want you the way you areLet go of your jealousy. Your partner has chosen *you*Spend more time alone, doing things you love. It will help you be less obsessive. Best color to attract mate: Dark red Best day for a date: Tuesday

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She Smiled At11:32 PM

just some photos to share.(:

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She Smiled At11:31 AM

happy birthday to atiqah.
(:
seventeen this year.
isnt this great?
another year to go to watch M18 show.
LOLS.

she is someone so so special.
(:
she never fails to make me smile.
she often cheers me up when i'm down.
i'm so proud to have her as my frenz.

[i got to run.
something is on later.
yawns.]

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At9:42 PM

unreasonable?
oh well, actually i signed a 2months working bond.
i wanted to quit.
but according to the contract, i have to give 2weeks notice.
and so yup, i called my agent and my last day is 9th of march.
and guess what?
they sack all the new comers yesterday.
that includes me.
and it's a last minute thingy.
sigh.
how unreasonable.
we have to give 2 weeks notice if we want to quit. but why isnt it vice versa?
why the company don't have to give us 2weeks notice if they are sacking us?
hais.
watever!

and so now i'm a full-time slacker.
it's really boring.
it seems like i got nothing better to do.
OMG.
i hate this man.
='(

another 1month plus before poly start.
i don't want to rot at home.
someone, please save me.
LOLS.

yesterday, someone asked me to define happiness.
and i'm stuck with this question.

signing off-huiminz

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She Smiled At1:22 PM

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