my feelings cant be express in tens and hundreds, thousands and millions of words.

i am just so silly.

_mistaken identity_
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:30 PM

i can hear myself breathing in deeper this time round.
the mindset of getting an A for chinese went on unabated.

as days and hours, minutes and seconds, slipped through my hand like sand.
i realise that time is really precious.
tomorrow, there will be a major exam awaiting for me.

fear. trepidation. speechless.
this are my feelings.
i will overcome all these.
because i know it better than anyone else that it will sure affect my grade.
so i must attend the oral tomorrow with aplomb.

jiayou all the way.
huimin, you are the best.
at least to me.
xD

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:39 PM

have the right mindset.
we will be on our way.

school life is mundane.
however, tomorrow is an exception.

will there be a day where we can report later to school?
this had been the question on everyone's lip long before.

indeed, it had become a fact.
we will have to report to school by 8.30am.
and that is about 1 hour later than usual.

the holy grail to success is mindset.
you never know how powerful it is, till you experience it.
it can make one fall from glory.
it can make one stand up bravely from a fall.
just the right mindset.

i had learnt quite a number of new vocabulary today.
i must make it a habit to use these new vocabulary often, so that it will be store in my brain.

"everything is possible. the impossible just take a longer time"
-an inspiring quote shared by a teacher during assembly talk.

i am determine to do so.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:14 PM

the race is gonna be over. the final lap.

i did blogged yesteday.
but well, it wasnt post because my computer hang.
and before i know it, everything i type was gone for good.

anyway, it's a new term.
a tough one indeed.
pratically, there will be tons of homework and tests coming up.
what else can we do?
suffer now and bear the fruits later.

ending school at 3.45 on mondays, tuesdays, as well as thursdays.
though wednesdays and fridays are officially "free" afternoons for me.
but, sigh. maybe there will be some peer tutoring going on.

i know, i serious do know that i am not suppose to be blogging at this time.
common sense would tell me not to waste time and start doing some self-revision.
but it's really not an easy job to get my itchy hand away from the computer for about 1/2 an hour.
to some big business man, 1/2 an hour may seems like precious diamonds.
but to the normal me, 1/2 an hour spent to relax my mind and recirculate my brain cells is a good plan on a long run.

actually, blogging is not a must.
however, it had already become a part of me. a part of my daily life.
just like what an idoim says: a leopord will never change it's spot.
yes, blogging had become that important to me.

i cannot deny the fact that blogging really take time and constant effort to keep updating it.
but i also cannot hide the good point of blogging,
blogging is an interesting way to make my mind relax and recirculate my brain cells at the same time. my brain cells get to get their work done by rephrasing sentences and checking new vocabulary.

i'm feel loved.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:15 PM

38.4 degree.
i cant believe it.
my temperature was 38+ degree throughout the whole nitez.
sufferings.

anyway, i guess i'm fine now.
went to see the doctor just now.

fever. sore throat. flu.
sigh.

at the wrong moment.
sch is reopening tmr.
what a timing.

from this incident, i conclude one thing.
my mummy just rawks.
i guess all mothers are like that.
no matter how tired she is, she is always there to care for me.
always there to look for me when i'm sick.
and even wake me up at 3am, just for me to eat medicine.

i love my mummy.

i feel so blessed.

alright, i should catch some rest for now.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:36 PM

right, school is reopening school.
in a few days.

-out to grandma house-.

had a look at the timetable and guess what.
it doesnt rawk at all.
well, studying all day long.
*complain*

weeeeeeeee, off to grandma house.

i'm in love.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:52 PM

the guy in this picture is one of the main lead in the show, "green forest."

the guy in this picture is so cool,especially when he plays the violin.

just one word to describe the guy in this picture, awesome.

he is simply so handsome.
xD
i'm afraid i will fall in love with him, you know?
=p
will anyone really be that devoted?
just what is love?

another few days to school reopen.
weeee, our race is going to end real soon.

i love myself.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:59 PM

the tears behind the smile.

went shopping with dear yingqi and yanling.
didnt shop really long, only 7 hours.
not very long right?
well, i'm trying to be sarcastic here.
but a great time spent with those two lady.

something is amiss.
i just cant tell what.

just a short entry.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:02 PM

more than words.
feelings. actions.

well.
sometimes, things cant be that simple that can only be express in a sentence or two.
you know, the mind of human always make things more complicated.

there i go.
my crazy theory.
xD

just another week and we will need to be back on track.
7more days of play, and tat's it.
we just have to race with time once again.
and give our best shot during big o's.
"do it once and for all."

at times, i really don't know what i want.

princess..
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:35 PM

just did a slideshow.
on my family.
and put it up on blog.
guess it's awesome!
xD

"the meaning of true love is to see the one you love to be love and happy.."
-from ying qi's personal msg.
find it rather meaningful.

then, it all come back to the same question.
being loved by someone or to love someone is counted as a blessing?

everything is complicated in the world of love.

o levels is near.
are u ready?
well, preparing mood.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:30 PM

i'm stuck.
really, i'm stuck.
but i believe in myself, i'm gonna get out one day.

chatted with juvone last nitez.
a heart-to-heart chat.
indeed, she is one of those true frenz i have.
i really feel comfortable chatting with her.

weather today: raining.
well, though it did dampen my mood when i needed to go buy lunch.
but somehow or rather.
i love the rain.
i cant deny, whenever it rains, i tend to think a lot.
but tat's good also, isnt it?
circulate my brain cells.
xD

someday, somehow, somewhere.
tears will become dry.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:53 PM

online hmwk is driving me nuts.
50 maths questions.
26 of those emaths, and 24 of the rest are amaths.
wat's more troublesome are graphs.

i did everything.
but i didnt submit the answers.
anyone will think it's real stupid of me.
but i think i'm perfectly fine.

nt submitting the answers cuz there are tons of different symbols, which i didnt know how to type.
nt submitting the answers cuz yanling say the file,in which she scan her graph in,was too big.
nt submitting the answers doesnt mean i didnt do my work.

for the fact is, i did.
just that i didnt submit.
*shake head, what craps.=p*

spent the whole day doing hmwk.
yes, the whole day.
can you imagine that?
it's like working hours.
oh my, unbelievable.

i just love my life.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:56 PM

roller skating..
have anyone seen a clumy beginner, learning how to roller blade?
well, i guess that's normal.
but have anyone seen a person who fell down 12 times in an hour while learning how to roller blade?

well, i guess there's no one else, as clumsy as i am.
12 times, wah.
the pain was incredible.
='(

though i fell more than i skate.
i have learnt something so important today.
"if there's a will, there's a way.."

wanna thank yanling, for the constant encouragement she gave.
she did give me the strength to help myself up after falling.
=)
thanks gal.

also, wanna thank mary and peishan.
they have brought a lot of laughter.
lastly, thanks to mary's brother.
he was the one who helped me quite a lot today.
on tips on how to roller blade.

in conclusion, my day was great.
because of the great accompany.

of course because of the fall, i had the "never give up" spirit.
=)

everything.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:39 PM

it's just another day.
another entry of mine.

sometimes, as days pass by.
i really feel that my life is like a show.
so dramatic.
some things which i thought wouldnt happen in reality, actually happen in my life.
well, this shows that nothing is impossible.

watch the movie "cars".
with zhining, jinguan, julian, hongjun, zuanzhe, wengboh.
great accompany.
though most of the time we spent are on thinking of where to go.
x)

complicated love.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:22 PM

i'm listening to this song while i'm blogging.
right here waiting.
a touching song indeed.

"where ever you go, whatever you do
i will be right here waiting for you.
whatever it takes, or how my heart breaks
i will be right here waiting for you."

as i read my past entries and listening to this song.
it all just link back to a question i used to ask long long time ago.
"is reality same as those in fairy tales?
those happily ever after..?"

i wonder, will anyone really be that devoted?
like those in drama[eg: green forest] and fairy tales?
or are they just a lie.
reality can never be the same?

well, i guess those questions can never be answered.
anyway, had being doing hmwk the whole day, monday.
actually, not exactly the whole day, i did take my afetrnoon nap afterall.
=x

i'm in love with everything.
appreciated.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:54 PM

tears.
they drop without me knowing.

the show,"green forest" simply touched my heart.
i dont know why but i feel that my heart hurts as the show goes on.
perhaps, i'm just emotional.

2 guys like 1 gal at the same time.
argh, it's just complicated.
the world of love.

everything is fine these few days?
just glue my eyes on the tv, that's all.
well, some stuff happen at home.

so, well.
didnt really complete a lot of hmwk.
=x

"everyone needs to be love"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:01 PM

i'm addicted.
totally addicted to the show.
GREEN FOREST.

anyway, a great show just ended.
"the women of times".
well, no ending afterall.

from this, i conclude, love is complicated.
x)

what really is happiness?
-slacking mood-

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:04 AM

wrote encouraging letters once again.
x)
only managed to pass those letters to some pple in 4e3.
well, time constraint.
that's why i didnt manage to give out all that i wrote.
another problem is, i didnt get to see frenz from the other classes.

i hate blister.
argh.
pain pain.
*cries* ='(

had a great time with sijia, peishan and yanling yesterday.
well, it's sometimes good to relax too.


put in pic in msn.
well. i love this pic.
isnt it cool?


the left hand belongs to ying qi mei.
the right hand belongs to me.
x)





i miss choir.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:11 PM

somehow or rather, i got the chance to take a look at the appreciation letters wrote by my frenz to me, during adam khoo workshop.


there are just so much hidden messages inside each of them.
memories filled my mind.

i just feel APPRECIATED.x)

some words sound so simple, but the fact is, it holds a lot of meaning to it.



i'm interested in the show,"green forest".
yipee.

this holiday seems to be short?
well, perhaps i have too much things on hand.
tat's why.
=p

i felt loved.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:00 PM

today is the very first time i gt to sentosa with my FRENZ.
=p
it was a GREAT day.
went to siloso beach with weekiat, vincent and yingqi.
we played with water and sand.
and got ourselves wet in the end.
however, it was a memorable day.

after which,we walk to palawan beach.
saw band performance and it's awesome.
junyuan band rawks.=p

enjoyed myself very much.
everything just seems so perfect.
=)

iloveeverything.
=)

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:51 PM

i hate parting.
mrs khiat: you wil be missed.
just want to let you know that you are a great teacher.


choir farewell party today.
well, it was rather boring.=x
but i had fun.
taking photos.=)

it hurts me to see my m&m cry.
hope manda is fine by now.
i'm always there for ya gal.

another hurtful matter.
ying qi mei, i really don't know how to help you.
but i can always lend you my listening ears.

everything seems so sudden.
you will always be in my heart.
_so near yet so far_

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:32 PM

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