away for a moment.
down with flu. ARGH.
my nose is running away.
HELP ME!!

havnt been blogging since last week?
ya, last week.
WOW, tat was pretty long.
let me see what happen,.
well, this whole week was BUSY BUSY BUSY.
so busy tat i can easily count the no of minutes i went online each time. SHORT while.

NAPFA.
=)
though some results in some stations was not up to my expectation, but i'm not disappointed.
cuz i have tried my best. [smilez]
anyway, i can choose to retake it during PE lessons if i want to.

wonder why but i just miss dianna chat lots.

i WANT to blog.

[sometimes i have to pretend i didnt know, though i hate to do so]
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She Smiled At8:58 PM

during the 3 day adam khoo workshop, i felt the power of LOVE.
when i recieve those APPRECIATION letters, i felt so TOUCHED.
i.. i am being LOVED by my frenz.
people, thank for those letters.=)

mind mapping. speed reading. super memory. goal setting.
these are just methods that we may choose to follow.
afterall, it still begins with our own way of thinking.
"we should begins with the outcome in mind."-quoted from one of the trainers.

just wanna give three cheers to trainers: gary, danny, wayne and music man: chuan lay, yy.
hip hip HORRAY.
hip HIP HORRAY.
HIP HIP HORRAY!!
they had been with us for full three days.
pushing us more and more each time. entertaining us with jokes. sharing with us experiences of relationship, friendship, family ties, GAY, life and death etc.

they are just AWESOME.
the course are AWESOME.

after this course,
i had become a STRONGER person as a whole.
i know and realise how other feels as i put myself in their shoes.
i know that feeling cannot be easily manipulated by others if you stand firmly by ur side.

i SALUTE to those who had courage to stand in front of everyone and say their feelings aloud.
i really admire them lots.=)



FEVER.
isnt it terrible to have fever halfway through workshops?
especially when the workshop starts at 8am and often ends at 9.20pm.
isnt it a torture to have fever in an air-conditional room?
i had fever on the second day of workshop.
wat worsen it was my bad bad bad sore throat and running nose.
BUT one thing, i never REGRETTED is that i didnt went home cuz of my fever.
if i did CHOOSE to go home because i have fever, i guess i'm gonna miss a lot of AWESOME things.

=)
i love you for who you are.

my heart is filled with LOVE.

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She Smiled At7:14 PM

sch is reopening.
just the day after tomorrow.
well, adam khoo workshop from monday to wednesday.
totally agree with mr ong's msn nick..
4e3-Be like a sponge from Adam Khoo workshop.. ABSORB Everything.

mr ong[choir instructor's] HOUSE WARMING today.
well, played some games and know some new friends.
from moments to moments, there were simply nothing to do, BORING.=x
just hope tat he like our gifts and cards.=)

sometimes, i wonder.
when can you tell me the truth?
i hate playing guessing games.
PLEASE STOP ALL THESE.
-worn out.

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She Smiled At9:25 PM

amanda.
felt so close to her.
really, we use such a long time to found out this hidden treasure, friendship.
but at least we found it, better than none.
[laugh out loud.]

zhining.
took neoprint with her. FINALLY!
though i NEVER once been in same class as her, but our bonding is still her.
just so glad to get so close to her.

went to ESCAPE yesterday.
it was quite memorable.
together with jinguan, zhining, hongjun, zuanzhe, julian, wengboh, samantha and his bro and his bro frenz & i.
after which, we go bowling, without samantha and his bro and his bro frenz.
den julian, jinguan, zhining and i catch BIG MAMA HOUSE 2.
a great comedy.
=)

YANLING scare me today.
we went jogging this evening and we end up in the clinic.
she had rashes[if i'm nt wrong].
the situation was real scary.
phew. luckily, she was alright.

choir today was rather fun, i can say.
plan some ice-breaking games withmy ALTO members, and act according to my plan.
it was a success.
well, main motive is for all the ALTO members to know each and other.
and at the same time, de-stress.. after singing so much.

HOMEWORK.
at least i have a space to breathe now.
=)
some more to go.JIAYOU.

ATTENTION to all 4E3-ians: note that we DUN have to do the iconnexion essay for social studies, do only the mcq.[message pass by mrs khiat]

maybe it's better to let go.
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She Smiled At9:05 PM

problems.
why are there so many problems?

i tried to remain cool.
as if nth happen.
but i just realise i cant.

sometimes, tears just drop without me realising it.
crying is NOT a weak sign..

there are simply not enough time.
schedule is packed.
mon: shop for choir stuff for speech day
tue: going out
wed: choir
thurs: eng filming project
fri: choir.
i NEED to find time to complete all my hmwk.
sigh..

-just leave me alone for the time being-


anti-social.
frozen
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She Smiled At12:09 AM

camp. FUN
overall, it was a rather memorable experience.
i will never forget those times.
screaming, giving instructions, scolding, cleaning up mess, bathing, cheers..

big thanks to everyone for making the camp possible.
[p/s: GREAT GREAT GREAT thanks to mr ong.]

known much more pple now.
-cassandra.
-thiam heng
-shu jun
-kai lin
-weeyee
-samantha
-seri
-noelle
-hui jun
much much more than it used to be.

suddenly, i just feel like letting go.
why didnt it go the way i wanted it to be.
just simply too tired.
physically and mentally.

heck care?
[blogging more tmr..]
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She Smiled At10:00 PM

"best frenz are close to heart regardless of distance".

whenever i start to get close to someone, i drift away from another.
why is this so?
because i cant balance friendship well?
[an entry to appreciate my frenz?]

jacob. yusa. yi qin. amanda. stella. dianna.
had become closer to them ever since the CIP thingy.
remeber those boring and fun moments.[haha.]

was chatting with AMANDA lots.
found out that time flies.
this is the 4th year since i known her.
felt so comfortable to be with her.

was helping mr ong with some camp stuff today.
together with STELLA.
suddenly, felt so so close to her.
miss those times we were in tchaikovsky.
i realise that those bonding didnt break at all.

was messag-ing with DIANNA.
then i found out that we have so many things to chat about.
she will always be in my heart, indeed someone special.

LI PING was so cute.
she was asking me and lala for cheers.
the way she react was so cute.
closer to her these few days.
hope the bond will remain, even after camp.

AIK KUN was like telling me that i'm not extra when i'm with them.
i felt so cuz almost all of them are either group leaders or EXCO.
me? nothing but only a CI.
good frenz indeed.
maybe we will be more than that after camp,who knows?

SZE YING. a gal who never fails to ask how am i,yea?
thanks gal,i will take care of myself de.
hope we will enjoy the camp yea?

know a few pple, even before the camp starts.
basically,
-samantha from 3e3
-noelle from 4n2 if i'm nt wrong
-seri
-barisah
-thiam heng
-li qiang from 3e3..

my dearest YANLING.
[p/s: dun miss me too much when i'm away wor. laugh out loud.]
just wanna thank ya for being such a great frenz.

mei mei YINGQI.
please, please,please take care of yourself wor.
dun fall sick again.
huggies.
thanks for always being there for me.

CHERYL.
suddenly wanna tell ya that i really cherish you a lot.
sorry,if at times, i took our friendship for granted.
=)
you have been a great frenz to me.

ATIQAH dear.
hey gal, thanks for all your care and concern.
our friendship will last forever.
=)

my dearest MOON.
eliazabeth. though STAR gone for camp.
but rmb, there's a device call handphone.
when you need someone to listen to ya, msg me.
=p

ALOYSIUS.
my "going-to-be" 1st class frenz.
wahaha.=x
thanks for those small little sms every now and then..
it really matters a lot.
take care.

best frenz, HONG JUN.
hey boi, hope that the "outing" we plan will be a great one,eh?
hmmm, when you are bored, do sms me.
i WILL sure accompany u de.

JULIAN.
looking forward to going out with you guys.
it's sure gonna be fun.
well, meanwhile, do take care of yourself.
when i'm in camp.
=p

i MISS chatting with CLAUDIA and WANYING.

those moments.
a CIRCLE of frenz.

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She Smiled At10:13 PM

emotions NO MORE.
where have all my feelings gone to.
i am SUPPOSE to be sad over my sickening english results.
perhaps, i already predict that i will fail.
NO feelings occurs.

i just dont feel like caring about results.
it doesnt really matters when i tried.

disappointment.
grieve and sadness.
happiness.
excitment.
FEELING are GONE for good.
for the time being, i have NO feelings.

all i know is, i HAVE to score better the next time.
actually results MATTER, just that it's not really important when we have given our 101%.

i'm hanging on.
where is this path leading me to?

afterall, is it a good or bad thing to lose my feeling?
FEELING, just where are you?

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She Smiled At5:54 PM

i DID blog yesterday.
well, there seems to be some problems with the blogger.
hump, everything i type yesterday was earse. =(

why dont i write in point forms, those things tat had happen recently?
silly me.

saturday:
-sort of sec 1 camp, games "try-out".
-the most SWEETEST ice-cream i had.
-watch "the pink panther", a MUST see comedy.
-a MEMORABLE day.

sunday:
-simple family gathering at grandma house.
-plan some activities we are gonna have as a family this year.
-had a GREAT chat with my dearest sister.

monday:
-sort of help yanling's group with documentary filming stuff.
-choir sectional.
-half way through in fixing my puzzle.

tuesday:
-my group members, including me, tingming, shye fern and marcus had a friendly debate with opposition members: hweeing, fadilah, stella, shujun about the topic: should parents be allowed to educate their children at home.
-suddenly felt giddy in sch[dunno why.]
-choir practise.

well, mr ong mention about our new grouping for the new term.
sad to say, whenever we are ATTACHED to something/someone, it's often time to part.
hate those feelings.

-something is amiss-
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She Smiled At9:09 PM

free.
3 periods with relief teacher today.
mr ang and ms neo wasnt here.
sigh, is this term really a SICK term?
one after another.
students after students.
teachers after teachers.
SICK.

went for CIP today.
didnt went for choir practise.
million apologies goes to CHOIR.[esp rebecca]
cip was fun and, at moments, scary.
was group with 5 GREAT people.
namely dianna, stella, amanda, yusa and yiqin.
=)
such wonderful moments spent for such meaningful purpose.

documentary.
shots needed to be re-taken?
sigh, all because of my pronounciation.
just wanna say sorry to my group members.
marcus, shye fern and ting ming.

_learning for mistakes_

it's sure gonna be a memorable sec 4 life.

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She Smiled At8:16 PM

absence.

washing machine.
water flowing round and round.
indeed, my stomach had such terrible pain..
it just feel so empty no matter how full i am.

dun wish to delay the pain.
so went to see my family doctor.
away from school.
*hope i didnt miss learning a lot of stuff*
slept thoughtout the WHOLE day after see-ing doctor.

i am trying to get back on track.
no matter how slow, i MUST still get back on track.
as long as i knew i tried my best.

_back to square one_
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She Smiled At5:46 PM

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