flower
Sunday, July 31, 2005

yes.......

euu guys shld take a look at http://seashell.com.au...go to past newsletter.. euu guys will find out some real meaningful words in it...
visit this wan today:
http://seashell.com.au/PastNewsletters.asp?IssueID=39

emaths homework.. just cant figure out why my answer is wrong.. i guess have to ask mr ang tmr.. yan ling didnt know how to do that question too.. perhaps we go ask together ba..
physics revison.. wasnt that well.. but at least i understand the chapter on heat capacity le.. left with two other chapter, will be completing one of them today...
emaths revision.. had done emaths ten years series to practise.. practise makes perfect, isnt it..??

had some "relaxing" period where i go online like now... to chat and to blog..

i really gtg and get some work done... will not be blogging a lot the next few days..

*days are getting packed*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:17 PM

Saturday, July 30, 2005

2nd entry

this is my second entry today.. the previous wan is not blogging but delicated to those pple out there..

well, today spent almost the whole day wif my family.. had a chit-chat session while we are having our lunch at "lao-beijing" at novena.. my sister and i went to mph bookstore.. saw a book that i really like but it's too expensive and i dun have enough cash wif me by then... anyway, didnt lend money from mummy just to buy that book.. cuz it cost $23 and it's real expensive, had to consider.. after some time, i think i better save enough money den go back to tat place to buy tat book ba.. it's about life..
as i flipped through the pages before i went off, i read a phrase:
"the happiest people don't bother about whether life is fair..
they just make the most of what they have..
and is life fair? probably not.. but does it matter why..?"
oh gosh, i wanna save money to buy this book cuz it have a lot of meaningful words and facts in it... i'm loving it..

was so suprise when i saw so many pple tag my tag board.. thx ar, like the feeling when it gt flooded with messages.. haha... and was so glad when i saw so many comment.. so happy, long time since pple comment in my blog le.. haha...

nth much happen today, just tat i'm very tired.. had to buck up le.. will do physics revision tmr.. jia you ba, huiminz.. hehe...

*the days we had..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:38 PM



ning en: galz, take care lots.. so many day mc le.. must drink more water wor.. and eat the medcine doctor gave euu...

elizabeth: dun think too much on ur problem.. let nature take course.. but perhaps, euu have to take the first move, either to forget or to confess..

yan ling: ya.. soon euu will be my frenz for very long too.. next time when i look back, i will have known euu for 10 years(when we are 23 years old).. haha... cuz i have known euu since secondary one ma, through choir.. haha.. anyway, i miss ur comment.. thx ar gal...

xuan hui: yes, yes.. i have known euu since primary 5.. so long leh eh.. haha... thx for commenting and tagging... xie xie...

shye fern: thx for tagging... so suprise to see euu here.. haha.. drop by often yeah...

aloysius, wee kiat: congratulation for being child of god for 1 week le... congratulation...

sze ying: so sorry that i forgot to keep euu update about me changing hp a few months back.. sorry ar.. yea, find one day where we had a chit-chat session like we used to had in secondary 1 yea.. haha... fix a day ba...

She Smiled At12:32 PM

Friday, July 29, 2005

none

as i went online now to blog, at 3.20pm.. i check my online list... gosh, none of my 3e3 classmates is online.. NONE.. suddenly felt that i slack a lot, i should buck up le.. so much tests coming up..
3e3: let's work towards our goal.. let's jia you together.. kambatta....

laughing IS really contagious..
"laughing is contagious..
it is advantages...
ha ha ha ha ha ha
heh heh heh heh heh heh
he he he he he he
ho ho ho ho ho ho HO..."-remember the 3e3 voice warm-up(3e3 pupils shld noe wat i'm talking about ba.. haha...)
as i say, laughing IS really contagious.. i dunno if it's a virus or wateva cuz nowadays, i keep laughing non-stop.. the others followed along..sometimes, it's the other way round.. i laugh jus because they laugh.. haha, i'm so lame.. hehe....
had a great laughing session wif li hin today during recess.. over a lot of things..so funny sia..

tuesday: physics test
wednesday: emaths test
thursday: social studies test...
my my, three term assesment at one go... hope i can pull through this crisis...

time is really running out.. before i knew it, it's already 29/07... i have already spent 3 years and 7 months in this school.. it just felt like yesterday when i jus entered this school.. time flies...

found out tat i lot of my friends had spent a few years wif me till now..
(those i mention is only in jyss-ian.. others i didnt metion)

2 years friendship:freeman, wan ying, stef, shao ying, si jie, melissa, shye fern, haynis, hong jun, jin guan, zuan zhe,vincent...
3 years friendship: yiru, eliazabth, dianna, bariah, jia yi, claudia, xin ling, ngin ying, stella, rebecca, sze ying, julian, amanda, hanisah, derrick, kian liang, zhi liang, yan ling, mary..
5 years frienship: pei shan, xuan hui, boon soom, eileen, geng kai, erin, ye hui, aloysius, xiong sheng, zheng ming,winstar..
6 years friendship: yi qin, li hin, nurlina, amirah, hussaini, wei lun, jackson, brandon, zhi ning..
9 years frienship: cheryl, daryl

i'm so glad to have so many good frenz that are always by my side...
*jus wanna thank everyone for entering my life... euu guys hav add colours to it..*

*friendship is the world's best ship....*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:20 PM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

happy b'dae...

HAPPY B'DAE TO...... YAN LING...
"happy b'dae to euu...
happy b'dae to euu...
happy b'dae to yan ling...
happy b'dae to euu...."
*clap clap...*

haha, hope euu enjoy urself today.. i have tried my best to make this a very unforgettable wan for euu, have this b'dae had a very great impact in ur life..?? well, i hope so...
splashing water and playing water bomb is not one idea, it's my sister and jasmine(1n1) de... but the b'dea song is my idea... hope euu like it...oh yes, hope euu like the b'dae present too...

fall down.. fall down today cuz i'm careless.... it does hurt but the feeling have slowly fade away... it would only return if i accidently touch my wounds or when i bend my kness...
*hope to recover soon* i will bear with the pain...

badminton.. had a rally with pei shan,mary together with yan ling..we lost AGAIN... ooops, by two marks as there are not enough time... *sob sob....* but i really had a great time with them...

*in life, we cant satisfy everyone... there will be a time when there is a need to sacrifice someone..*gosh, i hate to admit this truth...

wan ying, si jia, yan ling.. thx for acc me.. and asking if i'm fine when i suddenly became quiet... thanks for joking around...

no choir tomorrow... gosh, dislike choir the other time but dunno why, this teacher is more strict but it seems like choir's attitude have improve.. yearn to go for choir.. had missed choir the whole week this time round, 2 practices....

*all that is left is only beautiful memories... all bad memories had been earse...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:43 PM

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

things..

firstly, i would like to tag all those that have tag.. *so happy* to see my tagboard flooded with messages for me.. haha....

went to tampines mall today with claudia, cheryl and valerie.. wanna thank them for being such a great company... went to buy some stuff and went to had a snack... had a great time with my three good frenz... we shld have more outing like this.. though it was only for a short period and in a familiar place, tampines mall, there are still happy moments..

china trip.. the assembly was just about the china trip...they did a great job..

many pple had fall sick this few days..
aloysius, julian, li hin, shye fern, elizabeth,yan ling, huimin: take care of urself.. get well soon..
those who was not sick: dun fall sick.. take care..

*days are getting closer and closer to the day.. the day we are going to meet...*

memories.....
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:29 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

nth special...

today's cip wasnt that bad... went to the "golden pine" there to "interview" the elderly cuz we had to write a paragraph of real life story... lol, ms tan didnt brief us on this though she ought to... haiz..

nearly fell asleep today during physics lesson.. luckily i didnt, but i'm really tired cuz didnt slp well last nitez... and her lesson was so...*yawn*.. however, i found out tat i understand her lesson more than tat of mrs teo's... gosh, hope to understand those topic myself... *had to do some read up le...* gonna be busy busy busy....

wasnt feeling well today... whole day felt so cold.. and i even have goosebum(dunno if it's spell this way or not...) when i'm not wearing my sweater..gosh, why did i fall sick again..??

there are jus too much pple for me to thank... for adding colours to my life... but there's jus too much,so i only manage to thank a few in my previous blog...

oh ya, wee kiat.. as i said in my tag.. i thank a lot pple except for myself cuz i didnt add colours to my own life.. i'm just nobody in my life.. euu guys are the ones who mix the colours in my life.. haha...

*cherish the things and pple around euu before euu regret...*
sometimes, there is no choice but to let go... i noe it's hard but.. wat else can i do...??

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:14 PM

Monday, July 25, 2005

all thanks to...

wee kiat: yea, i will jia you and never give up de.. i will fight against the obstacles... euu guys will be there for me de right..?? haha.. i knew it.. amundsen pals and my frenz are always there for me.. that's what frenz are for, isnt it..??

xin ling: hey gal, really sorry to made euu wait for me so long.. my apologises... so sorry, luckily euu are so understanding to forgive me.. yea, had a great time wif euu... frenz 4eva...

mary: thanks pao.. for being there to encourage me... for telling me to be brave and stand up from failures... and ask me not to be sad.. euu are great.. thanks...

pei shan: thanks for ur acc today... to tampines mall.. euu made a great pal...

elizabeth, yiru, dianna: though we wasnt as close as sec 1... but i'm sure in my heart.. euu guys still have a place in my heart... i'm SURE euu guys are still my close frenz... i will NEVER forget the times we had... frenz are forever... hope to get closer to euu guys these few months, years... thanks for all the suport given.. and elizabeth, thanks for doing the "art work" with me.. without euu, the work will nt be complete.. haha....

li hin: dont be too stress up by studies, results, homework.. they are part of life.. euu all are so wonderful in my eyes... thanks for being there when i'm in need...

yan ling: there are always ups and downs in life.. bear in mind that euu still have me... hope ur birthday wish cum true... the days we had may be short but i promise i will never forget these beautiful memories de..

cheryl wang: ryl, miss euu lots sia.. nowadays we busy, no time to keep in touch wif euu.. sometimes, we dun even have recess together.. but rets assure, no one will replace euu in my heart de, my 9 years long frenz..

wan ying: tao yan, euu noe almost all of my things cuz euu can see through me.. thanks for ur care and concern.. though it may be a simple greeting, but it means a lot to me le... thanks for keeping in touch.. to me, euu are so special...

claudia: things may not be the same without euu.. euu made my day... thanks for being there for me when i'm in need...

jia yi: though we hardly meet.. but luckily we keep in tough through letters.. must keep this bonding, yea... thanks for everything...

ying qi: thanks for trusting me so much...and i'm glad tat euu confide in me.. dun worry, things will be better tmr... the sun neevr fails us..

julian: thanks for lending me ur listening ear.. thanks for being there for me....thanks for not finsing me irritating... and being so patient wif me...

aloysius: thanks for being my frenz.. though we havnt contact each other for quite some time, but glad that we still are good frenz.. hope euu are handling all the things well...

hong jun: hey boi, remember 30/03..? the day we say we will be frenz 4eva.. remember...?? haha, glad that euu still regard me as ur frenz and sending me good nitez messages...

mr khiat: thanks for ur encouragement.. euu are great... thanks for keeping me update and keeping in touch wif me... to me, euu are so wonderful..

*the most wonderful things in life is to have a group of close frenz by ur side....*

She Smiled At8:45 PM


amundsen..

amundsen.. yeah, gonna have an amundsen outing soon.. 8 august.. hope shu xian can made it.. anyway, it's not confirm.. mmm, today xin ling and i went around giving sweets and paper hearts to members of amundsen.. hope they like it... the bonding will never break...

did our window painting today.. was quite tough writing opposite direction but soon get used to it le.. quite fun... i drew the cow, i find it so cute... *hope no one will critisize my work..*

amaths... dun wish to talk about that... i am so CARELESS.. i hate myself for being so careless, if i havnt been so careless, i would have been one of top that have scored over 10 marks.. anyway, the position doesnt matter... i dun care if i score the top or watever but it's just so disappointed and angry for me to score such low grades.. it's not tat i dunno how to do the question but because of careless mistakes, i failed.. I FAILED MY AMATHS TEST... oh gosh, this punishment is enough, i will always remember this time, this test, this painful punishment.. i WOULDNT allow this to happen again...

chem test.. my god, that was so difficult man... hope i can pull through this test ba...
homework.. homework... haiz, homework AGAIN.. well, it's just part of secondary school life.. so i just have to bear wif it... *huiminz, euu can do it de..*

*if i have only two choices: to eat, or to keep in contact wif euu guys... i would rather stave, i wouldnt bear to leave euu all...*
~euu have a place in my heart..~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:23 PM

Sunday, July 24, 2005

today

"happy birthday to my dearest daddy..." he's 39 this year(same age as s'pore).. haha...

the whether today wasnt very good today.. keep raining... drizzling.. *not a very good day when it's raining* cuz a lot of accident can happen and somehow, pull one's mood/feeling down...

chemistry.. ARGH.. i'm starting to dislike this subject.. so difficult.. hope i can pass tmr ba...
physics... chemistry.. emaths.. amaths.. english.. chinese.. humanlities.. ARGH... studies, studies and more studies... hate it man.. ahhh... wanted to shout out loud.. really getting more and more stress this few days....

window painting... tmr, we will have a "make-up" session with our class window.. haha, going to draw a cow.. to symbolise... erm, euu all make a guess.. why i draw a cow?? haha, very unique and special reason to it...

AMUNDSEN.. miss amundsen a lot ever since i came back from obs camp... it's a week and the feeling is so string.. it will forever be tat strong... the bonding will never break...

wee kiat, aloysius: jus realise tat euu two recieve christ le.. congratulation to be child of god...

nth much happen today.. jus feeling very very very sleepy...

*giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back!
dont expect love in return, just wait for it to grow in their heart
but if it doesnt, be content it grew in urs*

~memories is all that left....~
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:49 PM


2am

it's about 2 am when i blog this.. i dunno why but i jus cant get to sleep...

i kept thinking about a lot of things...
frenz are like a gal holding a kite... if she holds it too tightly, it would snap.. if she holds it too lighty, it would just fly away from her hand... this shows how fragile friendship is...

*the days we had...only memories is left...*

~should i be happy tat euu are my frenz.. or should i be sad becuase tat's all tat we can be..??~

anyway: happy birthday to my daddy and yan ling's daddy....

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:47 AM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

167

can euu imagine that this is my 167th post in this blog of mine...?? yes,yes.. indeed the 167th post.. gosh, that much.. haha.. it's had been 7 months(around there) ever since i start blogging...

neoprints.. yea, today took one with shye fern, li hin and yan ling.. can add on to my collection of sticker neoprints le..

today was flag raising day... we raise quite some money, satisfatory.. haha... quite tired for repaeting ourselves:"would euu like to make some donation..?" mmm, overall.. it wasnt tat bad cuz the whether wasnt so good.. haha...

went bowling today... thought it was bad but it wasnt so becuz i tried... haha... had a nice chat with my sister...

mr khiat: i miss euu so much.. remember to keep in touch wor..

"things would never be the same without euu"
thanks to everyone that have leave footprints in my heart...
*people walk in and our of my life, but true frenz leave footprints in my heart...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:39 PM

Friday, July 22, 2005

the days we had...

i could only hear myself... standing at the third row, the last row.. of course i couldnt hear any sound from behind... beside, alright.. the gal standing beside me sings with her mouth "close".. or did she jus mumble the words out..?? i couldnt hear a single sound from her... on my right, there stands victor.. he wasnt singing the same part as me... oh, i felt so left out, seperated from my frenz... den another problem came, i didnt even noe if i'm singing the right note or not cuz i could only hear myself..

amundsen.. yea, we got shu xian no le.. btw, we are planning to have an AMUNDSEN GATHERING with shu xian and jon... *hope tat day cum soon...*

as i was flipping through my photos, i came across 1e2, 03' class photo and 2e3, 04' class photo... i wasnt good with words, but i noe deep in my heart, i miss my frenz(those who used to be very close to me..) time cant possibly turn back.. all that's left is me and my wonderful memories..

i wanna cherish each and everyone of my frenz now before i regret.....

careless... becuase i'm careless, i had lost a lot of marks for today's amaths paper.. anyway, the past is already the past.. i cant do anything now to change my result.. but a lesson learnt, be very careful with steps when doing both amaths and emaths papers....

*things might never be the same again...*
*missing the old good times...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:00 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

stuff...

test.. more and more test.. well, today's geo paper wasnt as bad as i thought.. still ok la.. and i guess there will be additional marks added if one explain very well cuz the total marks is only 13 but it stated: max marks-15m... hmm, funny huh..?? got back emaths test paper we sat for yesterday.. scored 20 and a 1/2 over 25.. hump, so many careless mistakes.. but overall, still satisfy with my result la... tmr, going to have amaths test on chpt 7.. a short chpt.. *hope i will made it...*

term 3.. a term we felt the most tired... at first, we return back to sch on the first week and everybody was in holiday mood... slowly, we adapt to the environment le... but nt long later, we went to OBS camp(3rd week..) we had camp fever when we return in week 4... soon, we will be having public holidays for national day, and we would need some time once again to adapt to the sch environment upon returning...the next big event that we are going to have holidays is teacher's day.. after that there would be a one week break and then, wohoo.. we will be in term 4.. that's why i said this term, we felt the most tired...

aloysius and weekiat: hope euu guys will get the job.. but if euu guys get the job le, it's 5 times a week..remember dun be too stress up wor...

mr khiat: i miss ur presence... (luckily, we still keep in contact..) i just dunno why,but i miss euu a lot... a lot...

2e3'04: miss everyone of euu all.. missing the good old days we used to had.. missing the fun and laughter we had.. miss all of euu so much...

*a lot of things happen recently...*
(delete.. wash away my unhappiness.. delete them...)
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:52 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

days...

shenny: i jus wanna apologise for not helping euu take ur geo and emaths textbook.. it's not tat i forgot or wateva.. it's jus tat after recess, i rush rush rush.. get things done,den nvr help euu take cuz i thought tmr help euu take olso the same.. i didnt noe tat euu need it today and tmr.. so sorry...

as days go by, the burden in our shoulders get heavier... our load seems to be like the 10kg++ bag pack when we carried around for the 8km in obs.. i knew we cant give up.. cuz we wanna success.. but i just felt tat i'm a little stress with the work load given...
*anyway, we will never give up...*

today's racial harmony booth was rather tiring but in turn, we had quite a bit of money to help us pay mr ong, get prizes for winners in the dance competition and stuffs like tat... mmm, was there counting the no of cups we sold for the day when things get messed up cuz there are just too many pple around... i lost count.. but i guess it wouldnt matter tat much ba...

mr jason ong.. i'm referring to our new choir instuctor not jyss de.. he's really strict man... i think a lot pple dun quite like him ba.. he's can be quite humourous at time but most of the time, he's quite fierce.. ok, enough of this..

i noe tat truth is hurting but i would rather noe it.. dun ask me why.... truth hurts... but i still wanna noe.. i wanna noe...


*i miss euu so much...*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:11 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005


"Hold on to what is good
Even if it is a handful of earth
Hold on to what you believe
Even if it is a tree which stand by itself
Hold in to what you must do
Even if it is a long way from here
Hold on to life
Even if it is easier letting go
Hold on to my hand
Even when I have gone away from you"-a quote from xuan hui to me..

anyway, happy birthday to xuan hui... frenz since primary 5.. yea, hope she enjoy herself...

didnt wanna blog a lot of things today cuz time is running out.. i have to get things ready and done, such as my emaths hmwk.. and need to prepare for test...

after the sun cames the rain.. and after all those, is the rainbow...

xin ling: thx for ur acc... and being by my side..

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:31 PM


dun wan this to happen...

[the scedule for the week-
19/07: english test...
20/07: emaths test...
21/07: geography test...
22/07: amaths test...]
oh my, there are so much test this week... and we had lots fo hmwk and it's only the start of the week.. i wonder how days would be like the following days...

i HATE this.. things are getting more and more complicated.. i dun wanna get involve..
i felt like a ball being kicked around.. i dun wan this kind of feeling anymore..

i hold back my tears today.. i dunno how to describe my feelings cuz it's sure more than just words... i wanted to "save" the situation so as not to hurt anyone but.. what did i get...i get hurt myself.. suddenly, i felt so cold.. i need someone to hold me tight.. but now, everyone seems to dislike me a lot.. i dun care about wat others think but i felt so lonely... so lonely..

OKAY.. ENOUGH OF THIS... i dun wanna talk about unhappy things anymore...

i wanna end every unhappy things NOW...

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:48 PM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

great day...

to celebrate my sister's birthday.. we went to the beach... the place that bought back lots of memories... i recalled the happy moments with 1e2,03' for we had a class bbq there....i remember vividly the times 2e3,04' had, the class gathering... then, flashbags of 3e3,05' cross my mind, the days we had when we were at the class chalet... after a moment, i saw pple kayaking in the sea.. naturally, the first thought that came to my mind is amundsen...
woshoo, i realise that time really flies... it had been 14 years and 8 months ever since i have first came to this world... so much things happen... both happy and unhappy things....

i burried a paper which consists of all my troubles deep into the sand... no one would ever find it again... i wanna burry all the unhappiness.... now, i am only left with happy memories.... how wonderful is it..?

i really had a great time today... had a great chat with my sister... thanks gal.. euu are always there for me...

"life is about the choices we made"i still remember what mr ong had said to 3e3 that day.. it really left a deep impression in my heart man...

miss tang: it had been quite some time ever since we keep in touch... but ur shadow doesnt seems to leave my memory.. i will never forget euu, my dear teacher...
mrs chin: thanks for giving me ur trust.. thanks for being there to comfort me whenever i need euu.. thanks for caring for me... thanks for being a great teacher...
mrs tan: thanks for being patient with me when we are in beijing... thanks for ur encourgment.. thanks for the wonderful days that euu have laid out for me.. simply, thanks...
mr chan: thanks for ur scolding and ur punishment when i did the wrong things... thanks for sharing with me ur experineces.. thanks for chatting with me when i'm alone.. thanks...
mrs mohan: thanks for trusting me.. thanks for being there for me, to show me care and concern.. thanks for adding colours to my life...
mr khiat: thanks for ur encourging words.. thanks for being there for me(here, there, anywhere and everywhere....)thanks for being such a wonderful teacher... euu had played an important role in my life.. thanks for being patient with me and always there to pick me up when i fall... jus wanna said: thanks a million....
mr jae: thanks for guiding us to the right path.. thanks for believing in us.. we will show euu that we have changed, really....thanks for being honest with us... thanks for the sweets and chocolates... and of course, the encourgement... anyway, thanks for everything...

"no river too deep..
no mountain too high..
no ocean too wide..
as long as euu try.."
(deleting all the unhappy things in my mind...)
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At4:51 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005


"happy birthday to euu....
happy birthday to euu....
happy birthday to hui jia....
happy birthday to euu...."
all i wanted is to really hold my sister tight and look into her eyes to tell her how much she means to me.. i wanted to gave her a suprise by telling her i didnt bought her present as i'm away to OBS camo froom 11/07 to 15/07... however, she wasnt back yet.. she had went to plaza singapura to dance... (jyss chinese dance members...) she would only be back at 7pm.. or latest 8pm...haha, by then... will carry out my "plan" to suprise her....

gosh, it's already so late when i woke up... haha, my breakfast could be my lunch too.. *yawns* i'm so tired though i have slept for 26 hours(i think so...)mmm, wonder how long the others have slept...

"in life, we cant satisfy everyone"
i hate to agree with this sentence but i have been trying so hard to make this sentence untrue and it is just impossible.. it's a fact that we cant satisfy everyone.. ooo, why..? i dun wan anyone to feel hurt or left out.. but i will sure come to a point that someone WILL be left out... i dun wan this to happen, understand..? problems approaching...

alright, let's not talk about unhappy stuffs... oh yea, OBS RAWKS TO THE CORE... i miss AMUNDSEN and my 3 great instructors, SHU XIAN, JON and VANESSA.. my my, why am i thinking of them..? i guess i had camp fever le...
[zul, jackson, wee kiat, kian hao, hanis, ain, suhaila, fadzilah, hui qi, jia yi, pei shan, shye fern, wan ling, rebecca and xin ling]i miss euu guys.. euu all have add lots of colours to my life...

i miss euu... i miss AMUNDSEN, 2e3-04', 1e2-03', mr khiat........
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:20 PM


thanks...

AMUNDSEN RAWKS...

zul: thanks for being a great leader for the first day... thanks for bringing laughter into the group.. thanks for saving me and pei shan on the 2nd day while we are kayaking.. thanks for everything...

rebecca: thanks for ensuring everything is fine.. thanks for caring for everyone, euu sure have been a great "nurse" in our watch... thanks for ur accompany and ur encouragement when we are up there in the inverse tower...

hanis: thanks for ur support and taking the lead.. euu are cool being a leader for the 4th day.. thanks for shouting the cheer out loud... thanks for being there for AMUNDSEN...

ain: thanks for cracking ur brain to think of the cheer for AMUNDSEN.. thanks for caring for me... and asking me if i'm alright...

jackson: thanks for saving me and pei shan while we are kayaking.. thanks for helping the gals pitch tents on the first day.. thanks for ur encouragement when rebecca and i are up there in the inverse tower..

wee kiat: thanks for being my belayer when i'm up there in the inverse tower.. thanks for holding on to my life.. thanks for helping me take stuff when we are hiking... thanks for ur encouragment...

kian hao: thanks for ur nagivation.. thanks for leading us, using a shorter route.. thansk for ur courage to stand up to teach us how to tie the ropes when we were outside the quarey.. thanks for helping me in times of difficulties...

wan ling: thanks for helping me carry some food stuff.. thanks for not complaing about the food.. thanks for playing a part in AMUNDSEN...

shye fern: thanks for ur accompany... thanks for encouging me when i'm in need.. thanks for watching out for me...

suhaila: thanks for asking me if i'm fine out there when i'm not feeling well... thanks for ur contribution to the watch.. thanks for being active...

fadzilah: thanks for helping out when we are building the raft... thanks for racking ur brains when we are solving the games....

hui qi: thanks for helping me pitch our tents.. thanks for lending me things which i need but i dont have.. thanks for being a good listener....

jia yi:thanks for telling me ur problems.. remember i'm there for euu... thanks for helping me carry the food for so long when we are hiking.. thanks for being there to encourge me.... thanks for being such a great frenz...

pei shan: thanks for sharing with me ur secrets.. thanks for telling me not to give up.. thanks for singing song with me on the way when we are hiking so as not to feel so tired.. thanks for being there for me.. and thanks for ur accompany.. euu are such a wonderful frenz....

xin ling: thanks for being there for me.. thanks for making my load lighter when euu came to help me with the food stuffs... thanks for ur accompany... thanks for sharing with me ur problems and listening to mine too... thanks for everything.. euu are great....

hui min: thanks to myself for not giving up when i'm up the inverse tower.. thanks to my contribution... thanks for being there for others...

alright, everyone have played a part in the bif family, AMUNDSEN.. thus, i have thanked everyone including myself... now, it's time to thank the instructors...

shu xian: thanks for giving us freedom.. thanks for being active and sporty.. thanks for allowing us to play as we had extra time.. thanks for ur accompany within the two days... thanks for everything that euu have done.. euu are eminent...

jon: thanks for bringing in laughter.. thanks for being there for AMUNDSEN...thanks for leading us.. thanks for ur accompany for 1 and a half days... thanks for being so humourous and funky.. euu are super dupe great....

vanessa: thanks for scolding us.. by doing this, euu wake us up.. thanks for ur care and concern about our watch.. thanks for not treating us as primary school kids.. thanks ur accompany for the last 1 and a half days.. euu are awesome...

AMUNDSEN: thanks for being so united.. thanks for taking the initiative to do things.. thanks for getting things ready in the shortest time possible.. thanks for being there to support one another.. thanks to everyone's contribution to make this camp a memorable one.. thanks to ZUL, JACKSON, WEE KIAT, KIAN HAO, HAINS, AIN, SUHAILA, FADZILAH, WAN LING, SHYE FERN, REBECCA, HUI QI, JIA YI, PEI SHAN, XIN LING, HUI MIN, SHU XIAN, JON, VANNESA...........................

the memories will always be in our hearts... the days we had is short but the experience will last for a life time....

siging off-huiminz

She Smiled At5:31 PM

Friday, July 15, 2005

five days out..

DAY 1
"okay, let's put our hands in the middle and shout: AMUNDSEN..."-shu xian said.. a kind and cheerful lady she is... she always give us freedom and i felt that she was great.. being our instrcutor, she plan things for us, but let us decide for ourselves... she rocks man....

AMUNDSEN consisit of 16 pple... zul, jackson, wee kiat, kian hao, pei shan, rebacca, xin ling, hui qi, jia yi, ain, hanis, fadzilah, suhaila, wan ling, shye fern and me...

''euu guys have taken 14 min to untangle these.."shu xian told us our timing when we finally untangle our hands while playing the HUMAN ENTANGLE game... it really cracks our brain man.. as this is the first game we play, i guess it have make us know about each other more..

"touch the bell"- my mind told me...i tried it for the second time.. however, i still fail to touch the bell.. but well, never mind.. i have tried my best....

"AMUNDSEN ROX.."i shouted these.. after which, i found myself in the sea water floating.. gosh, i played the JETTY JUMP... it was quite high.. i thought i couldnt make it, but i push my thoughts away when i realise i have my life jacket on and that i know how to swim... one by one, we jumped into the sea water... we played it quite a number of times as we had enough time...
oh yes, talking about time... i was appoint to be the timekeeper.. cuz i have my digital watch with me.. haha, i become busy after that, looking at my watch every now and then..haha...

as we were very fast in doing things, we have extra time.. so, we went swimming in the sea...

"DINNER TIME"-yeah, i wonder how the dinner would be like when shu xian told us that... haiz, it doesnt turn out to be a wonderful meal... just imagine urself eating rice with rasin... god, i thought i cant survive.. but, who noes, i just keep forcing myself to eat those cuz i need energy...

soon, it was nitez time... and we went to pitch our tents... i mean not we.. but the guys.. thanks guys.. den we zzzzz....


DAY 2
"hold on tight.."- the boat capsize... and we got on our feet so quicky... ooo, it was scary man.... an experence to learnt: how to save urself and others when the boat capsize...

"do the right sweep stroke..."-kian hao was trying his best to help me... but, oh... i didnt know wat to do at that time.. i was stuck in the middle of no where.. in the sea... we were KAYAKING to out second day camp site when a storm approach us... pei shan and i, being in the same boat, was stuck behind..luckily zul and jackson came to rescue us... woooo, thanks...TEAMWORK is really very important...

not long later, we reach the camp 1.... the camp site of the day.. we were the... erm, 2nd watch to arrive.. (if i'm not wrong) yeah, we changed into dry clothing and get ready for the next activity...

"yes, euu can do it..."-i was encouraging rebecca, as well as myself when we were half way high up the INVERSE TOWER... it was real high man... but with perservance, we did it.. we didnt give up and pull through the whole event... the belayer is wee kiat.. thanks boi, if it's not for euu... this may not be a successful wan...

bath.. great.. this is the best toilet for bathing in OBS.. haha, enjoy my shower long enough cuz shu xian had told us we are not going to have any shpwer the next day...

our dinner was not bad afterall.. cuz it wasnt cook by us... yeah..

"this is a DING..."
"a what..??"
"a DING"
we played this DING-DONG game.. until we get confuse... if someone get confuse and said that a DING is a DONG, or otherwise... he/she had to be punish.. haha.. it was so fun.. we even played another ANIMAL game.. it is exactly the same playing method as the game, CONCENTRATION.. it's just that instead of saying names, we use animals to represet each and everyone of us..

"we grade our tent 5 stars for the day"-we finally pitch out tent today... went to sleep...*yawn..*


DAY 3..
"i have a bad news for euu guys... i'm not cuming with euu all for hiking... my back have some problems and i need to return to mainland to treat it.. i'm so sorry... this is jon.. he will take over me from today onwards"-our heart sank when shu xian told us this... we did 3 cheers for her and our watch cheer which goes like this:

[everywhere we go...(echo)
people wanna kpo..(echo)
who we are....(echo)
where we cum from...(echo)
so we tell them...(echo)
we are AMUNDSEN...(echo)
mighty mighty AMUNDSEN...(echo)
oooooo, ADMUNSEN...(echo)]

we left camp 1 and head off to our new sleeping environment with jon.. he was a rather humourous and funky person.. he crack lame jokes on the way... and we played lots of games too... we had fun though we miss shu xian lots... we hike and hike.... and hike and hike... the 10 kg+ weight seems to be pulling me down as we go along.. we start to get tired of hiking...

"no river too deep, no mountain too high...
no ocean too wide, as long as we try"-these encouraging words pull us through hard times... we keep encourging each other on the way... suprisingly, AMUNDSEN was the first watch to reach the camp site... wanna know the secret to it..? well, it's actually nth.. we took the shorter route, that's all... haha, upon our arrival.. we did our watch cheer once again... this brighten our day...

one sad thing that happen.. an accident.. sze ying and claudia fall down... rebeeca, being a nurse in AMUNDSEN help out though both of them is not from our group...
claudia, sze ying: hope euu gals get well soon...

"what's there for dinner today..?"
"well, instant noodles.."
yeah, we cook our dinner tonitez again... before the sun sets... this is because we make use of the solar system to obtain light.. clever huh..? haha, that's jon idea anyway... we cook our dinner at about 5... see, i told euu, we were always the first to get things done...

after dinner, we played some games with jon.. haha, fun man... i wonder how jon knows so many lame games.. it was lame but nice.. haha...

"it's 3 a.m now... it's AMUNDSEN's nite duty now.. till 4.30.."- jia yi, hui qi, pei shan and i was in the same tent and we all woke up to help keep the place safe.. lookput for II.. Illegal Immigrants.. haha... anyway, there are already other pple there keep their eyes open.. guarding the place already... so, i went over to the other side of the camp site..

wan ying, yan ling, si kai were there having a chit-chat session.. hui qi, pei shan, jia yi and i went over to join in... we talked about some stuff and soon, jia yi and pei shan was tired and they went back to our tents to catch a few hours of sleep...not long later, hui qi went to join them in sleeping.. wan ying, yan ling and i was there admiring the beautiful scenery of the stars.. there was a litter of stars man.. BEAUTIFUL is the only word i can use to describe the scenery... believe it a not, i saw a shooting star... i cant believe it too.. but it was a FACT.. that was... WOW, first time i saw a shooting star.. i couldnt react fast enough to make a wish but i made it after i saw the shooting star.. *hope it come true...*

i went back to our tent only at 5.15am.. i was very tired... only get a few minutes of sleep and another day falls...


DAY 4
we went hiking AGAIN... but this time a shorter route...
we reach to the quarey where the water is plain, claer water.. if we wasnt in our life jackets, we would sink.. cuz the water have any salt content... the density is just too dense...before all these, we had to build a raft.. that is enough to carry 16 pple, plus the instructor.. hump, when we were building the raft, it begun to rain... on and off, we wear our poncho and carry on...

"i have to apologise... vanessa is taking over of me to guide euu all"-jon told us....
we was all so sad to change instructor AGAIN.. this is the third instructor we are going to have.. anyway, when we completed the raft... vanessa said we cant get into the water as it is raining.. everyone complain as we wasted about 1 and a 1/2 hour building that raft.. oh my, now we had t hike back to camp 2... sickening...

"finally, we reach our camp site.. safe and sound..."
we washed up and get changed into dry clothes... we played a few other games before we cook our dinner for teh last time in the 5 day course...

it was rather delicious.. my my, we had to pack up after dinner and it was like:
"huh? so much, are euu sure"
however, we get our butts moving and we manage to complete packing by 9.30pm... we called vanessa out to check but she didnt.. instead, she called us to pitch out tent up the "store".. we took 101 steps(exactly wor) and pitch out tent for the last nitez.. we felt so sleepy and without a word or two, everyone in my tent felt asleep....


DAY 5
"hey, it's 5.15am now.. euu all wanna wake up to pack..? cuz vanessa said we had to unpitch the tents and washed them up by 7.30am, isnt it..?" i said...
no one reply me...
i went back to sleep when i hear someone said in a hurry that it is 6.15am now.. we only had 45 minutes lfet to do all the stuff... we hurried and get things done in a moment.. jus in time.. we changed to our NEW clothes... that smell nice(haha, of course la...)..

we did one last activity.. the reflection activity.. we are suppose to reflect on what we have learnt and what are the obstacles we faced.. next was the touching part.. firstly, everyone have to thanks someone for something and had to be thanked too... xin ling thank me and i had the string in my hand.. i pass it on to pei shan and it carried on...

"everything have a start and had an end.. this mark the end of the 5 day course"-vanessa said..
i dunno how i felt.. i guess i cant bear to leave this great watch, AMUNDSEN... without further adose, vanessa cut the strings and the bond was broken... i meant it was ohysically broken.. of course, the bond will always remain in our hearts...

went back home... and all i wanna mention is...
AMUNDSEN RAWKS...
[ZUL, JACKSON, WEE KIAT, KIAN HAO, HAINS, AIN, REBECCA, XIN LING, SHYE FERN, WAN LING, SUHAILA, FADZILAH, HUI QI, JIA YI, PEI SHAN, HUI MIN]
thanks for making AMUNDSEN a great watch.. all thanks to ur contribution....

"patience is a bitter plant, but i have sweet fruits...."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:28 PM

Sunday, July 10, 2005

OBS camp..

OBS camp.. mmm, that would be fun.. i would try to take the lead, and be as crazy as i can..
mr jae: i WILL enjoy the whole camp! and of course we will support each other de.. oh ya, one last thing..*i may not be as good as euu think...*i'm blushing when euu praise me.. haha...

feeling so excited.. looking forward to OBS camp.. wohoo, in another 20 hours, we will reach pulau ubin.. wohoo, off we go..

it is raining now.. hope the weather will be fine tomorrow.. the day that brings us to a place when we are on our own.. only wif frenz.. *hump, mr jae wasnt with us too...*

listening to the raindrop sounds, and observing the rain makes me felt like crying.. the rain pour and i felt that i'm so lonely...

ok, let's not talk about unhappy things.. i will let this 5 days camp wash away my troubles... yeah..

"sometimes, it's hard to accept the truth cuz it's hurt.. but we cant run away from reality too.."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:57 PM

Saturday, July 09, 2005

saturday...

zhi ning and liping.. yea, i say them at tampines mall today when i am doing some shopping just now.. mmm, i guess they must have gb today, well.. i dunno.. haha..

is boardshorts consider as sportshorts..? well, i dunno.. but i'm bringing some of my boardshorts there.. argh, felt so sleepy today.... pe shorts..? ya, i'm also bringing two of them there but i guess there wouldnt be enough.. and it would get wet, so cant possibly "re-use" them.. haiz, hope someone wears broadshorts too, den at least i wouldnt be so odd... but nvm la, odd is good.. special ma..(lol)

i promise myself that i would enjoy this trip.. i promise myself that i would try out everything within the five days.. i guess it would be a memorable experience for me.. *hope i wouldnt left out anyone again.. if not.. i would leave out myself...*

putting others before me isnt a good thing afterall.. nonono, it's a good thing.. aiya, i'm not sure.. thinking about how others feel before me may end up me getting hurt.. but i cant possibly hurt someone else, isnt it..? hump, is there anyway that i would hurt others and myself..?? but...
"in life, we cant satify everyone.."

2 more days... having a countdown session... mmm, i guess days without my family would be very tough.. but it's alright, cuz i still have my frenz...

not much things to blog today, will blog more tmr ba.. see first... haiz.. rather tired today..

"i wanna make euu happy, becuz seeing euu smile makes me happy...."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:10 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

3 days

in another 3 days' time, wewill be spending 5 days in pulau ubin for the OBS camp.. wanted to unpack my bag and place the trash bag in first, in case things get wet... however, i realise that the bag i'm using is water-proof.. i even tried it out.. i pour some water from outside the bag.. and the water just keep falling down.. like the morning dew on the leaves.. i place my hand on the inner side of the bag and found out tat it havnt get wet... [haha, yeah.. water-proof..]
wohoo, in another 3 days time.. no more sms-ing, no more online-ing.. no more blog-ging.. and no more tv.. most importanly, no more family members by my side for 5 days.. wonder if i will miss my bed not..i guess so ba, and my pillow too... erm, perhaps hearty, zhu, doggy also.. haha, i getting so excited... will not be blogging from 11-15 but will be writing journals... in OBS camp.. haha..*mmm, wondering who my group members are..*

yan ling and ying qi: relax, i'm not angry la.. i mean at that point of time, a little la.. but now, nope.. not even a little tiny winy bit.. hey,i'm not that petty de..[lol.. haha..]

amanda, shye fern: the chat today in class wasnt a bad wan after all... mmm, looking forward to be more closer to euu guys....

oh ya, my arm is aching... oh, hope i'll be fine.. cuz going to obs le.. *praying*

mr jae: ok..??
huimin:alright...
hump, in com lab two today, i was so "malu".. cuz if mr jae say ok, we should respond alright.. but in com lab two, i dunno why..but i think mr jae say ok..? after his sentence.. den i'm the only one that say alright.. my face suddenly felt so hot and red.. oh, i'm blushing..(hey, why am i blushing..? haha..i dunno too...)

things arnt getting far... yan ling, er.. hope euu are feeling better after that mt period, yeah..? anything, i will be there for euu... shenny, hope euu are ok too..

the clouds are moving, at a very slow rate.. the beautiful scenery is all over my mind now.. i can just picture myself in the obs camp, all wet and exhausted but NEVER wanna quit.. yeah, we are going to have this kind of attitude, right..?? 3e3, ok..?? haha...

*if only friendship is like the sky.. never ending....
not like this sentence: "everything that have a start must have an end"*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:00 PM

Thursday, July 07, 2005

my frenz

cheryl.. the frenz i had since primary one.. the 9 years friendship will be able to withstand any wind or rain... we WILL be frenz no matter what.. thanks for the chat today...

wan ying: thanks for ur care and concern.. i had a great time talking to euu though i have euu to comfort me in the end.. i knew euu wouldnt mind de right..?? haha... thanks anyway...

OBS camp... wohoo, there's so much things needed.. there's so much things i bought.. like the lip gross, the long pants, fire starter.... etc...
luckily, i can still those stuffs when i return from OBS.. *woosh, lucky..*

mmm, everything will be fine... tomorrow will be a better day.. the sun will never fail us....

mummy caught me crying le.. in my bedroom.. i didnt denied and told her how i felt.. thanks for everything...

~memories are so sweet... if only i can turn back time.. now it's too late, i cant possibly turn back time, right..?? jsu hoping that the days ahead would be more beautiful...~
"thinking positive and having confidence is already winning half the battle..."
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:20 PM

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

sickening

went to 1e1, 3e1 and 3e2 to help mr khiat pass the gift to his beloved classes... a lot of them asked me if i have met mr khiat..?? haha, the answer is of course no... but i hope to see him soon... miss him lots... anyway, mr khiat, thanks for ur advice...

"the truth always hurt... sometimes, i just wish that this is not reality..."

li hin and yiru, hope euu are feeling better... drink lots of water and sleep more.. haha... hope to see ur cheerful look once again... get well soon...

today, went to buy stuffs for the OBS camp.. and my sister's birthday present.. wahaha, hope she like it.. to me, it's rather beautiful... a braclet with her name craved on it.. beautiful, isnt it..?

nobody is perfect... and i guess i'm totally opposite...

i yearn for the past to return and it never seems to.. the memories are still in my mind.. every moment..
i dun wanna leave out anyone.. that's what i said in my previous blog.. but i realise but doing this, the one getting hurt is me... it's ME.. but what can i do..? i.. i am speachless..

*yesterday.. my face didnt seems to be dry when i am in bed.. even my pillow isnt dry.. i am alone in my room.. i remain silent while my hands go get tissue.. i didnt wan my sister to noe, in case she worries.. hurting.. i dun wan others to be upset.. but in this situation, i will be upset.. nt the others.. i'm wondering a win-win solution..so that none of us wouldnt be upset.. how..? how is it possible..?? *
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At6:38 PM

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

wounds

complicated..
this world IS complicated... i dunno wat else can i do...
i really dont wanna leave anyone out, euu understand..?? i noe sometimes i take things too seriously.. not realising it was meant to be a joke or watever.. but i'm sure those words hurt..
"wow, euu PS us.. euu good lor.." these words HURT... [jus saying out my feelings..]
i didnt voice anything out.. i wanted to kept quiet..in case, anything goes wrong again....
yes, there are lots of obstacles for us to overcome in life...

perhaps, things didnt turn out the way i want it to be.. i'm sorry if i neglected anyone of euu... i'm sorry,i didnt mean it..(how i wish,i have hundreds of me.. so tat i will NEVER left anyone out...)

li hin ar, take care of urself yeah... if euu are not going to sch tmr, i will visit euu tmr.. get well soon.. my dearest frenz..

to ying qi mei mei: thanks for commenting.. sometimes it's hard to control my feelings.. ya, being emotional is my strength and my weaknesses.. anyway, how to change being too emotional..?? lol..hope i find this a wonderful place...
to julian: comment.. thanks.. wow, that's long man.. anyway, euu are right.. need to have lots of rest first before doing hmwk.. will there be pple remembering me..?? wil they realise me..?

to someone very special to me: thank euu, daddy.. for being there for me.. when i am thinking of the words euu told me in the past, to be strong and brave... euu sms me... i'm so glad:) to recieve ur msg...

*hurting.. there are internal wounds already..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:24 PM

Monday, July 04, 2005

soft-hearted

i am soft-hearted... jus realise that, ya, i'm soft-hearted.. a gal who is emotional and get hurts easily...a gal whose heart is always broken and mend again.. and again...
is being emotional a strength or a weakness..? haha, well... i dunno, do euu guys out there noe..??

*lucky, lucky..*haha, heard that we dun have to have to complete our homework by tmr.. yeah, glad to noe that.. at least, i dun have to stay overnitez to complete it...

"i dun wan to leave out anyone.. cuz i dont wanna feel neglected too.. but, wat else can i do..?? things is beyond my control... i have no ability anymore..."

how i wish to leave this place.. the place tat is filled with tears and sorrow.. the place that have lots of needles to mend my broken heart....

why am i so soft-hearted..??
*my words carry no weight... they arnt important in any way....*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At10:09 PM

Sunday, July 03, 2005

yesterday and today

yesterday:
mmm, let me see... i went to my auntie's house.. brought my homework there too.. completed two topics there.. *cuz there is really too much homework..*anyway, i got scolded by daddy... regarding the homework thingy.. he said that i shouldnt bring my homework there, cuz wat if i didnt bring home..?? i just remain silent.. actually, in my heart,i wanted to argue back... i wanted to say at least i have completed two topics... if i didnt bring there, den there would be more homework for me to complete.. ok, enough of these... i dont wish to argue....

nth much happen yesterday.. jus that my auntie asked me to play "big two".. naughty me, gamble sia... haha.. in the end, only manage to take a few hours of sleep... haiz, i only sleep at 5am.. *yawn..*tired, tired...

today:
arggg.. need to complete my homework.. i noe my limits, i noe i may not be able to complete in time.. but wat to do..?? haiz, it is part and puzzle of life..homework...if i really cant complete, i guess i will tell teacher i cant finish... instead of coping others..?? aiya, dunno la..

"one day at a time-this is enough
do not look back and grieve over the past for it has gone
do not be trobled about the future, for it has yet to come
live in the present and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.."
read this phrase today, find it very meaningful...isnt it..??

~things are getting more and more complicated...~
what should i do next...? i dont want anyone to feel left out.. argg.. more and more problems cuming up....

*getting excited for OBS... hope to be with at least one or two pple who is close to me, yeah..*
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:44 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

last day of the week

last day of the week, first day of the month.... 1st of july, today... the day...

"if i just accept the fact unwillingly, it would means euu guys arnt worth it... and i cant possibly do tat.. this is why i am telling euu guys this..."-mr ong was telling us about some things in life.. and about success and failure... "life is about the choices we made.. yes, this sentence is a strong one..."-he continues.... yes, i agree with wat he said.. but the problem with 3e3 is perhaps, we dont dare to made the first move.. this is why everything end up like this, this is the reason why we have remain silent almost all the times...

made the first move... yes, it is sometimes rather difficult to made the first move.. it is NEVER easy standing in front of the class presenting some things, or to made an annocement.. it maybe easier to made the first move if we overcome our "harmful thoughts in us.."i mean we have the mentallity that we will be so "malu" up there in front of the class, that's why we CHOOSE not to made the first move, to keep quiet...

i recalled... and realise that he said this sentnece too:"dun ever say euu cant do it... believe in urself... set high goals and work hard in order to achieve them... dont lower ur goals just to suit ur standard cuz euu say euu cant do it..."
why am i talking about all this..?? perhaps, i have "wake up".. sudddenly felt that his words are so true.. so TRUE.... in life, there are ups and downs.. the important point is dun be held back by failures....
his words just made me feel so guilty.. i noe i can.. i noe i CAN do it..i CAN make the first move... but perhaps, sometimes i just let the opportunities slip through me... i ought to do some self-reflection...

"we will sing with jubilation...
we will shout till the mountian ring...
we will lift it higher than the heaven..
with jubilation, we will sing...."-yeah, new song...
so confuse with my sections.. at first, i am in sop.. den mr lee change me to alto... so i've learn this part of the song.. in alto... den today, change of plan AGAIN... i have been shift to sop this time.. but at the same time, i will be alto.. confusing huh..?? i think so too.. to make it simple, i am singing alto part for a song... for anotehr, i will be singing sop.. funny..??

homework.. adding on to the pervious homework given, mr ang gave us MORE.. and MORE.. it's alot.. ALOT.. my, my... unit 2 and 3 for emaths... as well as unit 5 and 8a for amaths... need to learn geography definations too cuz there will eb a difination test next thursday... social studies is needed to be recap and revise once again as there will be a mini quiz on tuseday...oh, i'm fully packed this week... and if i'm not wrong next week too.. den the 3rd week, wohoo.... OBS camp, yeah, yeah...

*sneeze*..oh, i'm so sick... will be seeing doctor today.. later at nitez... woshhh, so sorry 3e3 classmates.. for going to the toilet so many times.. did i distract euu all..?? and so sorry that i am very noisy today.. actually it is my nose that is noisy.. but anyway, SORRY.....

lucky, lucky me... thanks cheryl for lending me ur emaths ten years series.. guess wat..?? i didnt manage to buy the emaths ten years series yesterday as it was also out of stock at the popular... i didnt noe wat to do next, but first and for most.. i need to get m work done.. so i borrowed from cheryl.. thanks ar, my dearest frenz...

oh yes, please check out at this website..(for 3e3 students and 3e4 amaths students only)
http://jyss1999.tripod.com/3jy05.htm

*A failure that is fatal is
NOT when you try and fail
BUT when you fail to try...*
signing off-huiminz
*sneeze*

She Smiled At5:10 PM

THAT GIRL

hui min(:

she's a simple yet complicated girl.
someone whom is easily contented and appreciate to be appreciated.

(:

because i believe....


~"Regret" is the most foolish word in the dictionary,
don't you agree?

~"A failure that is fatal is
NOT when you try and fail
BUT when you fail to try"

~I rather be sane accepting it
than be insane not accepting it.

~life is beautiful yet short,
so live life to the fullest.
smile(:

CHITCHAT



darlinks<3


TEACHERS
-Mr jae
-miss lim

EVPS
-eileen
-iqmalia
-jiajia
-juvone
-katherine
-peizhi
-rebecca
-Zhi Ning mei

JYSS
-Aik Kun
-Aloysius
-atiqah
-Jasmine
-Jiayi
-li hin
-mary
-poh li
-shenny
-si jia
-stella
-Szeying
-william
-xin ling
-xuan hui
-yan ling
-ying qi
-yiru

CHOIR
-candy
-elaine
-en ping
-esther
-evon
-felice
-ivy
-Jiana

SRJC
-alex
-Jonathan
-shirlene
-su luan
-xiu hao
-yen ting

TP
-amanda 2k08
-andrea 2k08
-carmen 1k04
-celine 2k08
-celine teo
-charlene 1k04&2k08
-cindy 1k04
-edwin 1k04
-fiona
-jessica
-joy
-jun hui 2k08
-kelly
-linda 1k04
-manu
-mei hui
-nikki
-ning zhi
-rayna 2k08
-raudah 2k08
-seow peng
-shermaine 1k04&2k08
-shirley 1k04
-vanessa 2k08
-wan ting 1k04
-yolande 1k04
-zhi fang
-zhi xuan

MENTOR
-caiman
-yanling
-zhi ying

POLY FORUM,08'
-amanda NYP
-chiu yen
-gwen
-janice
-jasmine
-olivia
-wesker

OTHERS
-cousin cynthia
-cousin eileen
-cousin kenneth

-cristal f1
-deborah art hse
-eugene f1
-jing fen JBP
-joanne JBP
-meiyan
-shawn
-teck lim


MEMORIES...

January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
March 2010

CREDITS TO:

designer .. Estiie
image hosted .. deviantART
No removing it pls~. thankyou . =D