come on, just what's wrong with me?
i just have to get rid of that sickening attitude problem of mine.

though i'm really not in the mood to study, but i just got to force myself.
no pain, no gain.
isnt it true?
another 1 month or so, and it will be over.

huimin, wake up.
please wake up.
only you can help yourself.
no one else can.
please wake up.

motivated.
i choose the ending of my life story.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At1:11 PM

did a real bad thing today.
well, it was the first and will be the last time i'm gonna do this.
[didnt went to school]

i had spent a wonderful day with my group of friends.
yanling, jasmine, sijia and mary, to name them.
catch a comedy and chatted quite a lot.
we even plan some BIG stuff for someone's birthday.
nah, i'm not going to let the cat out of the bag.
my lips are sealed.

i just don't want to complicate things.
i thought it's only right to let you know.

"if you prepare to love me, then prepare to get hurt too"
-this is so true.

hongJun and huiMin.
Joyful Memories rawks.

i'm know i'm blessed.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:21 PM

what else can i do other than blame myself for this?
yes, i admit that i'm very careless this time round.
so this was totally my fault.
i know i should learn from mistake and not repeat it.
i shouldnt let this affect my mood.
but hey, i need time to let me pack up my feelings.
i'm already very guilty for all these.
sigh, i disappoint myself once again.

it all seems like there are two sides of me debating with one another.
one of them is the cheerful one, while the other is a killer.

i have attitude problem today.

signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At3:23 PM

i vacillate whether to go prom nitez or not.

i'm sure it will be a memorable night for all.
it will be so grand with all of us with formal dressing.
it is going to be so fun.

but sigh.
sad to mention, not all my friends are going due to some reasons.
then what's the fun of it when half of my best friends are not attending it?

well, i finally came to a conclusion.
i should not miss such opportunity.
so i decided to go.
xD
is it a wise decision?

anyway, got back a few results.
what should i say about it?
i guess i cant get into a jc.
well, i kind of expected this.
but i'm happy over both my maths results.=)

4e3 was so united.
especially when it comes to running away from lessons.
=x
how special, isnt it?

well, my feelings are kind of settled down about yesterday's incident.
all thanks to jinguan and jackson.

jinguan just makes my day.
XD
thanks for that listening ears.

isnt life wonderful?
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:49 PM

speachless.
what should i say?
i didnt know how i should be feeling now.
sigh.
why can't you be more understanding?

i already tried to have so much positive thoughts.
i already tried so hard to act as if nothing happen.
but it all FAILED.

you didnt know, cause you will never be in my situation.

anyway, didnt got back a lot of results today.
and just got to know graduation day is on the 13th october.
the offically last day in school.

i must stay happy.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:50 PM

isnt this picture lovely?
i just love this picture.
seems so natural.
xD

lalala.
getting back most of my results tmr, i guess.
better make the worst mental preparation.

i feel so blessed and appeciated.
my life is so fruitful.
my friends. my family. my teacher.
they simply rawks my world.

hongjun. jinguan. zuanzhe. jackson. julian. brandon. wengboh.
they brighten up my day.
i feel so honoured to be part of them.

yanling. jasmine. sijia. peishan. mary.
they add colours to my life too.
i smile cuz i know they care.

wanying. cheryl. yingqi.
they play important roles to my life.
i know they are always there for me.

elizabeth. yiru. dianna. xuan hui. amanda. stella.
frenz for long.
best frenz are close to heart regardless of distance.

eunice. rebecca. bariah.
i'm glad to be so close with them despite of our class.

aloysius. wee kiat.
those two guys which i never expect to be that close.
but we did.

juvone.
one of my best buddy. some kind of miss her.

mmmy. daddy. meimei. cow family.
they are the most important people to me.
they meant a lot.

i smile cuz of these wonderful people in my life.
i love them.
appreciated.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At9:51 PM

i came up with my own equation.
my wonderful life= family+ frenz+memories+cow.

had been slacking the whole day.
as i take a look at my watch, i realise that time have been slipping through my hands.
oh, how time flies.

somehow, i don't wish to graduate and leave this school that soon.
there are lots of memories that i hold on to.
friend is not the main problem cuz we can always contact each other after we graduate.
but how about teachers? and those happy moments we share?
i just wish to stay at this moment.

oh well, on the other hand, when we graduate, it means that we had completed our o's.
there are always flip side on a coin.
contradiction.

"my friends rawks. i love them all"
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:20 PM

changed to a new blogskin.
fall for it the first time i ever saw it.
love at first sight?

it's just so wonderful.
everything is so perfect.
and i will always hold on to my beliefs.

oh. can i not get back my results?

i lead my life.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:46 AM

prelims are over at last.
i can say it wasnt well-done.
but at least i tried my best,yeah?
that's more than enough.
"it's no use crying over spill milk."

our final destination, o levels, is just up ahead.

have you ever seen two cats kissing?
awwww, that's so sweet.
yesterday, i witness a couple cat kissing under the moonlight.
that's so romantic.
XD.

appreciated.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At12:28 PM

huimin, you sure can do it.
jiayous.
come on, run a relax yet steady final lap.

i'm gonna make it to the end.

special thanks to:
-jinguan
-hongjun
-zuanzhe
-brandon
-julian
-jackson
-weekiat

you guys rawks my world.
thanks for always being there for me.
be it cracking jokes, studying or playing basketball.
you guys have been of great help.
=)

oh yes yes, i know how to play basketball.
weeeeee..
xD

it's just gonna be revision all the way.
jiayous.
huimin, you can do it.

She Smiled At1:28 PM

it's just so sweet.
yes, i just ate some strawberry.
yipee, my favourite.
but the sweet i'm referring is not only this.[of course]
the sweet i've talking about in this whole paragraph is a feeling.
a feeling of being attached.
so attached.
it's just so sweet to know that someone is always there for you.
it's just so sweet when someone nag at you to rest early cuz they care.
it's just so sweet to know my family members understand me though i had spent lesser time with them these days due to studies.
it's just so sweet.

50 odd days to o's.
everyone in 4E and 5N, jiayous.

i miss my 2nd "daddy" and 2nd"mummy".
anyway, this message had motivate me quite a lot.
"run a steady and relaxed lap. dun stress."

=)
it's gonna be a smooth journey all together.
we'll win this race with glory.

it's just so sweet.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At7:34 PM

it just hurts.
it really hurts.

guan, thanks for being there for me these few days.
i really appreciate you.
thanks, that's all i can say.

"tell me what do you do
when it all falls apart
gonna pick myself up
where do i start
cuz i cant turn to you
when it all falls apart.
no.."

alone
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At8:51 PM

i finally understand everything.
i know it all.

i screw up everything.
yes, i admit it's my fault this time round.

no matter what, studies is still the priority.
nothing can make me lose concentration.
JIAYOUS to all.

oh yes, i had sore eyes.
my eyes got real red.
no no, it's not that i cried.
nor was it because of contact lenses.
it's just because i got infected by my sister.
[it wasnt her fault either though.]

i read stella's blog.
i just got so touched.
stella, i wasnt as great as you think.
but anyway, thanks for everything gal.
=)

i know i shouldnt be blogging at this time.
but hey, i need a break.

i'm the cause of it.
i'm sorry.
signing off-huiminz

She Smiled At11:32 PM

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